The Pain sacrificed

responsibility in the relationship

Sarah slowly sat on her bed, grimacing Sarah let out tears.

''why my waist hurts so much si'' complained sarah while holding her waist.

''the baby is only three months old why I want to be born again it feels''

''indeed, each pregnancy is different from the innate'' said aunt tum wiping mumbles sarah, while carrying a bottle of hot water aunt tum approaching sarah.

''here let the pegel be slightly reduced'' aunt tum directly lifted sarah's shirt and put a hot bottle coated with cloth on sarah's waist.

Sarah's eyes now sparkle to see the attention of aunt tum to her ''thank you bi'' said Sarah a hiccup.

''why, then,? you cry?'' auntie Tum noticed the face of Sarah who had been soaked in tears.

''why cengeng si'' aunt tum rubbed sarah's cheeks.

''thank you, I've won five years''

''aibi also thanked me for nemenin aunt for this long''

that heartwarming short conversation made them embrace each other.

''don't cry, your eyes will mackle' said aunt tum

''now that this sleep is night, take care of your health and your fetus, you must look fresh at the wedding later''' he continued

''bi do you think this marriage really should stay on?''

''don't tell me you changed sarah'' auntie's eyes turned big staring at sarah.

''I'm just afraid of having a heartless marriage''

''marriage is not only about feelings but also responsibilities, you have thought carefully and responsibly in your life later''

Sarah was silent, not grinning.

''feelings can arise at any time, but the intention of responsibility is awareness'' continued aunt tum lecturing sarah.

''alright, I just asked'' replied sarah lethargic.

''don't hesitate anymore, understand?''

''hmm'' said sarah.

After a while Sarah never went to sleep, she got up from her bed and opened her bedroom window to see the glitter of the night.

'why do I feel like this?' murmured sarah while watching the night from behind the window.

Sarah recalled the incident last afternoon at the office, when she was about to give food to jungkook. He overhears his conversation with Alex which leads Sarah to undo her intention to give the food.

'he cares about me only because of this child, so why should I take care of him, he really has no basis whatsoever for me to do that' murmured sarah

'what will he do to me when this child is born later'

Sarah was still monologuing in him, struggling with thoughts without stopping, without him realizing it was midnight, but the sleepiness he never felt..

Because Sarah's holiday is still in her blanket, she occasionally notices the clock on her phone.

''momuuuu!'' call cleo from behind the door

''what's wrong, the door isn't locked?'' sarah slowly woke up.

Cleo opened the door to Sarah's room and ran over to her mother, who was still wrapped in a blanket.

''kok tumben wake up noon?'' ask cleo

''yes, I'm a little tired''

''I've made breakfast for mom''

''I told you not to play cleo fire!''

''heee, it's not actually the cleo that made it''

''what?'' sarah was amazed to look at her son, she then came out of her room and saw the jungkook already in the kitchen cooking.

Sarah shook her head in disbelief that the one in front of her was the boss.

''i've been here from morning waiting for you'' said jungkook while arranging food on the table.

''but it's still early'' answered sarah flatly.

''it's nine o'clock over sarah''

''what is it for here, not a holiday?''

''we made an appointment with the doctor today, did you forget?''

''I'm sorry I forgot, then I'll be ready''

''eat first. ayoo cleo in eating food'' pinta man then they sit together while eating breakfast prepared jungkook.

''what's it for you to go to the doctor?'' cleo asked between breakfasts.

''that,,,,''

''just a medical check?'' jungkook quickly answered cleo's question.

''ouh''

After breakfast, prepare to go to the doctor.

''cleo at home yes same aunt, bertar again aunty came'' said sarah while watching cleo who was painting in her room.

''iya bu'' cleo replied while still painting.

Sarah then came out of cleo's room and approached jungkook who was waiting for her on his simple sofa.

''wait aunty first yes, because it's a holiday so she doesn't come here, because I forgot this promise too''

''have you contacted him?''

''yes, he'll be coming soon'' sitting in a single chair not far from the jungkook seat.

''I see there are many paintings here, do you paint?'' ask jungkook

''no, all cleo''' paintings''

''she's talented sarah, you have to hone her talent''

''hmm, I know''

After a brief and quite awkward conversation aunt tum finally arrived. They rushed to leave after making sure someone was guarding the cleo.

Just like yesterday in the car they kept quiet and didn't say a word. Sarah who still remembers the talk of jungkook and alex yesterday increasingly feel uneasy being next to the man.

''What do you think marriage means?'' sarah bravely opened the conversation.

Jungkook was silent for a moment, because he had never thought of getting married since he was betrayed, he even promised himself not to get married, but suddenly he forgot his words.

''i think it's just a form of responsibility'' he finally answered Sarah's question.

''responsibility?''

''there are many things that make us responsible for marriage''

''what is it, ?'' sarah looked at him curiously.

''you must take responsibility with the promises made, be faithful, provide for, love, and always support his partner''

''you sure you can be responsible for all that later?''

Jungkook was silent again. Seeing the man beside her speechless, Sarah smiled sneering.

'he won't be able to do that' inner sarah while turning his face out the car window.

''it's a decision, so I will be responsible with my decision'' Jungkook replied after a long silence.

Some time they had arrived at the hospital and met with the obstetrician, Sarah lay on the bed and will be kicked by her doctor.

''the fetus grows according to age yes, so far there is no problem'' said the doctor.

Because it feels finished in check sarah wants to wake up namum stopped by the doctor.

''you must tilt first don't get up straight away!'' the doctor said firmly.

Hearing that jungkook immediately got up from his seat and helped sarah to sit down slowly.

''how to wake up like that is not good for the fetus, so remember yes!'' the doctor warned him.

''alright'' they answered simultaneously.

''this is the vitamin, multiply consume foods that contain folic acid yes, it helps the growth and development of the fetus better''

''well doc'' replied sarah

''can my son see the dark type doc?'' ask jungkook

''not yet sir, at the age of the fetus who has just stepped on 12 weeks the type of darkness is still not formed, so it is difficult to be sure, wait at the age of five months yes sir!'' the doctor explained it.

''alright then we'll excuse you''