The Pain sacrificed

all hurt

Sarah began to open her eyes, faintly faint she saw the sky of the room. He pondered for a moment and hesitantly tried to touch his stomach with his hand still stuck in the infusion needle. His hands trembled in fear of being mixed limp before it even touched his own stomach. Feeling that his stomach was becoming very flat, he realized that his son was really going away from him. He also realized what the doctor said yesterday was reality and not his hallucinations. Not without her noticing, her tears flowed profusely from her eyes, sarah just squeezed firmly into the blanket that covered her without trying to sweep away her rushing tears.

''pardon me, '' said Sarah sobbing between her painful cries.

At the same time Yoongi came with a bag of groceries in his hand. The man immediately saw Sarah even when she had just arrived, he did not take his eyes off Sarah while closing the door of the hospital room. Yoon-gi walked over to Sarah who was still lying down. Until finally he realized that Sarah was conscious and was crying.

Yoon-gi is very understanding of Sarah's condition. He also could not hold back his tears when he saw Sarah crying bitterly. Yoon-gipun sat on the side of sarah's bed, he immediately grasped Sarah's hand with both hands.Pardon me, ''' said the man

''it's all my fault, ''' he said regretfully.

''I shouldn't have forced you,,,''

Not yet finished talking Sarah pulled her hand from the man's grasp, and turned her back to him.

It is very painful to see the woman he loves is sad, yoongi can only look down sad to see the back of sarah who turned her back without knowing what to do.

''Mama is conscious?''

A shocking voice of sarah and yoongi. They immediately knew that it was a cleo sound, and they swiftly wiped their tears.

Cleo walked up to sarah and stood beside yoongi. "i am very worried about you ma''' Cleo said as she hugged sarah who was still lying on her bed.

''mama is fine''' Sarah smiled at cleo, she did not want to show her sadness to her son.

''where's auntie?'' sarah asked, looking at the door for someone carrying cleo.

''auntie at his house, he is sick'' Cleo replied.

''i brought him here''' quickly yoongi said that he was the one who brought Cleo to the hospital.

''yes, uncle Yoongi is also the one who drove and picked me up to school during mama's time in the hospital'' cleo explained.

''really?'' asked Sarah in disbelief, for a moment she looked at Yoongi's sincere face. Sarah realizes one thing that Yoongi never intended to hurt her.

Seeing sarah who had looked at him, Yoongi swiftly approached sarah more closely.''did you need anything?'' ask her with worry.

''i want to go to the toilet'' answered sarah did not want to reject the kindness of the man she once loved deeply.

Yoongi swiftly lifted sarah's body and carried her to the bathroom. He did not even leave sarah, and remained standing in front of the bathroom waiting for sarah to finish.

After a while, sarah's voice calling out to him directly sounded, yoongipun swiftly helped sarah to return to her bed. ''slow slow down''' pinta yoongi, because he saw sarah walking a little quickly. When going up to a fairly high bed, Yoongi immediately lifted sarah's body, and put her to sleep slowly. After ascertaining Sarah's position comfortably yoongi sighed in relief, as if he was helping sarah from the edge of the abyss. Not without reason, but that's the love you have.

''do you want to eat?''

''I made a simple porridge for you?''

Yoongi pulled out a bushel and showed the food to Sarah.

Sarah only nodded after seeing the porridge that Yoongi brought, she did not want to continue to look miserable in front of the yoongi.

Sarah just kept quiet and took a bribe from yoongi. However, due to poor conditions, sarah only ate a few mouthfuls of porridge ''that's enough'' said sarah.

''tell me if you need anything else!'' yoongi said while giving a drink to sarah.

''i have to deliver cleo for tutoring first'' said yoongi while packing the supplies he brought.

''i will be back soon'' said Yoongi while leaving with cleo.

Sarah just nodded slowly, not the slightest voice to answer yoongi's words. Sarah tried to face the window right next to her bed, she noticed the crowded street scenery through people. His eyes were re-energized with a sense of loss.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of knocking on the door made Sarah look at the door, the doorknob seemed to turn indicating someone was opening it and will enter.

''is there something missing?'' sarah asked thought that Yoongi and Cleo were coming back. But he immediately close his lips when he saw it was not yoongi or cleo. Except the jungkook that came to him. Sarah was speechless, she was only stunned to see a jungkook that step by step approached her.

''How are you doing now?'' the man looked at Sarah. His gaze was flat, he really did not show any expression to sarah.

Sarah looked at him for quite a while without answering anything. Jungkook became awkward with sarah's gaze, he turned to any direction avoiding the gaze of the woman in front of him.Where is yoongi?'' tanya jungkook tried to divert the awkward atmosphere.

Sarah smiled sneering at the jungkook's behavior ''Do you want to see the results of your actions?'' sarah asked making a surprised jungkook and then turned back to him.

''you are free now, you are not bound by anything with me, this is really the freedom that you expect is not it?'' sarah is back.

''you said as if I was looking for freedom from you, without you knowing it, that I was trying to free you from an improper relationship, Jungkook replied.

''what?'' sarah was surprised by the jungkook, her forehead shriveled in wonder at the speech she thought was groundless.

''I know you're a good woman, so you should listen to me!'' jungkook.

Sarah looked at him curiously and did not understand what jungkook meant.

"we never wanted to be together. The marriage we planned was only because we were bound" Jungkook momentarily stopped his sentence.

''and because you feel sorry for me, right?'' tanya sarah continued the jungkook words that seemed hesitant to continue his words.

''Yes'' said jungkook with a long sigh and with a heavy jungkook justifying sarah's question.

''but, I again made trouble by canceling the wedding.

"yoongi's brother's color of happiness is the main thing for me" he concluded explaining why he insisted on canceling his marriage and sarah.

''you should also know about the consequences of your decision!'' said sarah. Before continuing her words sarah breathed heavily "the color of your decision everyone around you suffers, do you think with that decision making yoongi get what he wants?''

''you're wrong. I'm a callous woman, if we fail to marry, then I won't marry yoongi''