The Pain sacrificed

disarm or keep secret

''I can't do this, I don't want to be a murderer'' Sarah's tears broke hearing aunt tum tell her to have an abortion

''do you want to keep him, did I not mishear?''

''why should an abortion, there are many places that do not bother having a child without a father, then what reason should I kill him''

''you don't see how your life is falling apart because you have a child without a father, you know why you got pregnant again without getting married,..? that's because you've fucked up sarah''

''I never felt my life was ruined due to giving birth to cleo, the presence of cleo something beautiful, maybe this was a mistake without me intentionally, but I did not want to deliberately kill this child, there was no intention in the slightest'' sarah's firm

''alright, I only suggest to you, if it's your decision, alright, just give birth to the child, I will pray, hopefully you can handle it'' said auntie tum then came out of the room leaving sarah who was crying.

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/i'll pick you up, get ready/the jungkook message surprises sarah in her sadness.

sarah prepared and immediately went out to meet the jungkook who was waiting for her in the parking lot.

''put on your seat belt!'' jungkook said for a moment to see Sarah sitting next to him

''i-iyaa'' put on the seat belt

''why pick me up so soon, hasn't the show started yet?'' ask sarah

''We'll shop for a while''

''shopping?''

''yes, there are many people who will come there, I want you to really sparkle there later''

''what, ''' asked sarah puzzled after hearing the man next to her.

''no offense, I just want you to perform optimally, please help me yes'' panicked because of fear of sarah offended, occasionally he glanced at sarah.

Arriving at a boutique they choose clothes that are suitable for sarah and in makeup.

''you want her in makeup how'' asked a makeup artist on a jungkook

''I don't understand, but I want her in simple makeup but able to be the center of attention' Jungkook replied

''oh, he's got a nice body, and a white skin tone so he'll fit in any color, I'll make sure he'll be the center of attention'' said the makeup artist a little flirtatious while blinking her eyes.

''good''

''How''s payment?'' ask the makeup artist

''i'll pay double if it's very good'' replied jungkook in an arrogant tone.

''okay, let's start!''

While sarah in jungkook makeup waits in the vip customer's special waiting room she is well-medicated by the waiter there.

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''sir, look at this!'' exclaimed the makeup artist while showing sarah in a maroon-red Maxi dress bodycon dress with a paste rope, accompanied by a little hemisphere that shows her legs, The dress fused perfectly in Sarah's body with thin makeup but was able to change everyone's view on her.

Seeing Sarah appear different made the jungkook stand up from his chair and silently looked at him.

''wah, I will get the pay double this time!'' sumringah the makeup artist because he saw a jungkook who was fascinated to see sarah. While Sarah hugged her own body while stroking elus her arm because of the wrong behavior in the face of the jungkook without blinking.

''how is it satisfying?'' ask the makeup artist on jungkook

''what,? oh yes, very beautiful replied jungkook nervous because surprised from his daydreams staring at sarah.

''let's directly transaction sekaraaanng'' sumringah makeup artist it.

Jungkookpun paid twice the price he promised the makeup artist.

''thanks for the visit!'' said the makeup artist while driving jungkook and sarah out.

The journey that is not far they go through without a sound, sarah just covered her body with a coat because she felt embarrassed to dress like that, while jungkook occasionally smiled shyly, he wanted to get Sarah to talk but he knew she too must be embarrassed, so they let their journey go silent without a sound.

Arriving at the venue, jungkook and sarah walked in tandem.

''can?'' said jungkook while stretching his elbow asking sarah to hold him.

''huh,,?'' sarah sees if jungkook asks to hold her. He also looked around the many invitations with his partner joined hands, slowly but surely even slipped his hand on the elbow of the jungkook and took him.

''thank you for coming young master jungkook and miss,,,,''

''miss sarah aldiba, thank you for coming to our party, said yutaka, a Japanese businessman who opened his business branch in Singapore.

''take off your coat sarah, and give it to the maid'' pintaa jungkook

''but, I feel uncomfortable''.

''why, this fits you so well, trust me''

Jungkook took off the coat that was on Sarah's shoulder and handed it to the maid.

''be relaxed'' jungkook tried to calm sarah and unconsciously he embraced it.

The conversation between people was gradually crowded, sarah was only silent and occasionally smiled trying to show that she was comfortable there.

''your woman is so beautiful and sweet, I almost fell in love'' said yukata in a joking tone

''don't be so yukata master, I won't want to do business with you again later'' replied jungkook with a laugh.

Sarah saw jungkook so excited and cheerful at the show.

'what is he this sehumoris' inner sarah while glancing at the jungkook who was joking ria with yukata.

''look at him coming!'' yukata pointed to the back of the jungkook and made them look behind him.

It is seen if maura and her mother come to bring a parcel ''congratulations on the opening of her latest branch, mr. yukata'' greeting maura and maura's mother while giving the parcel.

''wow what is this'' Mr. yukata opened a little paperbag given by maura.

''a little gift'' said maura as she glanced at sarah.

''i really like this drink, thank you maura'' kindly mr. yukata and nods softly by maura.

''it turns out you brought this woman here'' Maura told jungkook

''this woman?, why do you call her that?'' answer jungkook with a pressing tone.

''sorry, what was your name yesterday I forgot'' Maura turned to look at sarah.

''sarah! my name is sarah''

''ma'am, this is what I said her lover jungkook'' maura turned around again looking at her mother and told her.

''uemm, so he's his girlfriend jungkook, ''' look from the feet up.

''he ma, he looks different from the first time I met, you must have spent a lot of money to change his appearance like this'' said maura on jungkook. The man stiffened his jaw holding his anger on maura. While the mother maura just kept silent to see the attitude of her son, occasionally the mother and child threw a smile of ridicule at sarah making her even more uncomfortable on the show.

''I want you to say a few words to my show tonight, can you?'' pinta packs a yukata on the jungkook while giving a mic and points towards the stage for the jungkook.

''Wait here for a minute!'' jungkook whispers to sarah

''iyaa''

''after this we will go home'' Jungkook tried to calm sarah because he knew sarah began to be uncomfortable in the event, especially after the humiliation maura did to him.

''do you believe he won't play crazy on anyone else'' Maura who was standing behind arrived forward approaching sarah.

Sarah just kept quiet, she didn't have any answers to any questions about her and Jungkook

''he said the drug of cheating people does not exist''

''Is he cheating on me?'' sarah began to speak and began to dare to look towards Maura.

'' every man has lust, but he can choose to resist tau continue his courage, how he can endure it when the woman herself offers

Maura silently heard his words.

''I have a relationship with him, if he plays behind me it's cheating, I'll think about it later, now he's very kind and loves me, he's cheating on me, why am I wasting this precious time with worry because of the background. But all I see is you look very worried and look like you're on my side''

''what do you mean?'' maura with

''just like the one who is cheated on, the first party must not like the third person, like you, but the problem is this is not a love triangle right?''

Maura's face stiffened hearing Sarah's words, she took her breath trying to calm down.

''of course not, '' Maura replied

''if so then behave normally'' Sarah turned her back to Maura and put the drink she held onto the table and passed away.