The Pain sacrificed

guilt

Jungkook threw his body into his king-size mattress, he stared at the sky2 room long enough.

"what is the ambition of the woman, why is she still working so late at night" inner jungkook.

"is he really having financial problems?" his monologue

"for what I think about it, the rules in my life must be so" said jungkook then immediately got up from his bed and into the bathroom.

Inside the bathroom, the pensive jungkook let water stubs wet his body. He remembered a woman from his past. Jungkook once loved a woman very much, so much love he did not want to touch the woman before they were married, but unfortunately it turns out the lover is a call woman, a sense of disappointment still imprinted in his heart, but still, the wound seemed to slash deeply into the depths of his heart. The woman he loved and cared for sold herself to others. Since feeling the betrayal of the jungkook always ambitious anyone who starts to approach him he will fuck the woman. Jungkook trauma destroys him and also the women who were once close to him. Five years after the injury, Jungkook did not intend to put his heart on anyone, he did not believe there was a good woman, because that is why he became a man known as the man one night stand.

The next morning on Sunday, Sarah accompanied her active son.

"mom, said cleo doctor is healthy, he said cleo can also go home after the test results came out" said the boy while playing the robot iron man.

"yes baby, thank you for being healed" gently stroked his child's head and glanced at the toys he played with.

"where did Cleo get this toy? mom never bought it" pointed to the toy in Cleo's hand.

"this is from the doctor, he said the film has been aired, because he could not watch the film so cleo in love with his toys first" explained cleo

Shortly after, the doctor came.

"good afternoon mom sarah" approached cleo and sarah with a smile

"cleo you have been declared healthy, tomorrow you can go home" said the doctor squatting a little to align his height with cleo.

"really, can cleo also start school again?" exclaim the boy

"of course, but must often2 health control yes" said the sweet doctor

"thank you doctor for the help so far, then I will pack our barang2 first" said sarah happily.

"doctor, cleo really likes this new toy, can cleo ask for more?" pinta cleo spoiled

"it just so happens that today someone will come, he will share a new toy for cleo later, so come to meet him later" replied the doctor.

Sarah just smiled at the sight.

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Jungkook and Alex just arrived at the hospital, they brought some toys and help to the patient2 who was in the middle of treatment.

"you have arrived" said a doctor approaching jungkook and alex.

After a long tour around visiting the patients, Jungkook and Alex visited one of the rooms filled by many small child patients, he saw many children2 talking to each other and still throw a smile even though on their bodies are still attached infusion hose, the appearance of their pale faces does not make an obstacle for them to smile.

"there are a lot of small child patients here, most of whom have cancer and appendicitis" the doctor explained.

Jungkook looked at a well-dressed little boy without an infusion hose on his body.

"is that kid sick, too,,?" jungkook pointed at the boy who was none other than cleo

"oh, he's also one of them, but he's lucky to get a suitable donor, actually he's been declared cured and can go home but he says he wants to wait for the toys you brought" obviously the doctor then called cleo to approach him.

"doctor has the toy come ?" exclaim cleo while glancing at the paper bag held by the jungkook.

"do you want a toy?" tanya jungkook and a little kongkook to align her height and cleo.

"hmmm" cleo nodded

"here, take and choose" Jungkook opened his paper bag and told Cleo to choose

cleo stared at the jungkook with her beautiful eyes.

"what's wrong?" ask jungkook

"can I take two?" pinta the boy

"why two?" answer jungkook with a warm smile

"what if a parent gives a child a toy?, hmmm?" ask jungkook while staring in cleo eyes

"i've been troubling my mother during the illness, I don't want any more, but I also really want this toy" cleo replied with a lowered head

Jungkook smiled at the child's explanation of "take" Jungkook's orders while giving the toy away

"really uncle?" tanya cleo was enthusiastic and was nodded softly by jungkook

"uncle will buy you a toy, so no need to ask with your mother again okay" cried jungkook with a smile.

"yes, thank you uncle, I'll play with them first before going home" said Cleo then ran towards one of the patients and played.

"he looks like a Korean" muttered jungkook

"yes, maybe, but his mother is Indonesian" replied the doctor

"indonesia?" looking at the doctor next to him

"hmm, oh yeah he's one of the employees at your company I've asked" explained the doctor

"one of my employees, an Indonesian?" jungkook started thinking about sarah.

"iyaa, she's a single mother, I feel sorry for her, she's looking for a fee for a marrow donor surgery where, she also had time to ask me to sell her apartment but can't sell directly" obviously the doctor made a jungkook widen his eyes

"how much does it cost to operate?" ask jungkook

"he paid paid paid in full, eumhhh about 50thousand dollars"

Jungkook widened his eyes as wide as possible

"what's his mother's name, then,,?" he was curious and to be sure

"sarah, I don't know his full name but that's all I know" the doctor replied

"that's her mother, do you know her,? maybe you've seen the faces of your employees" pointed to Sarah coming toward Cleo.

Jungkook was silent at Sarah, while alex was also silent.

"you get toys from where it's a pity really a lot" asked Sarah who had just approached cleo

"from that om" pointed at the jungkook that stood some distance away

sarah turned to look at the man pointed at cleo, quickly sarah knew the man

"did Cleo say thank you?" ask sarah

"already ma'am" replied Cleo who was still very busy with her toys

"then let's go home, shall we say goodbye to the doctor first?" said Sarah and immediately held cleo to approach the doctor who was talking to jungkook and alex.

"excuse the doctor, me and cleo want to say goodbye, thank you for the help so far" said sarah without caring about the jungkook who had been staring at her.

"no need to thank sarah, it's my duty" replied the doctor while stroking cleo's arm that was in sarah's hold.

"then excuse me" said Sarah and passed away.

The cold man looked at her softly, he could not say anything, he just fell silent while looking at Sarah's almost invisible back behind the door.

Finished from the hospital alex and jungkook was home one car, alex who was carrying his car staring at the jungkook that had been silent while watching the road from the car glass.

"you're thinking of sarah?" alex asked in the middle of silence

"how could I be that bad" Jungkook replied without taking his eyes off the car window.

"how many times have I warned you, your excessive depression has never been good, I have said sincerely about your past and keep being nice like the jungkook I used to know" alex said without letting go of his eyes while driving.

Hearing the explanation of his friend Jungkook just speechless pecking.