The Lost Sense

Chapter 81

"Reny, I've been looking forward to moments like this, to express my feelings for you. I don't see your physical condition now. To me you are like a jewel, which will sparkle even if it is eaten by time. All this time I've felt like I'll never fall in love again. But when I met you back, all that lost feeling seemed to come back, "Dion cupped my finger and carried it to his chest.

"I hope you can feel the turmoil in my chest, that I'm not joking or trying to play with your heart." His gaze was so intense, it made my heart beat in an uncertain direction. Aih, like this virgin girl I was when I first met love. How could I be so bounced upon hearing his seduction? My inner voice seemed to flinch so as not to fly too far.

"Can you give me some time to get to know each other? I've been hurt, it seems like what you expect me to feel like a dream and I don't want to wake up, all this is just my imagination." I said frankly.

"Well, together we open our hearts. It does take time to accept each other, I hope you believe me." I just nodded back to Dion's words, honestly I believe and hope that if we can accept each other's advantages and disadvantages.

I wish Dion could accept Devan and Mitha's presence, even though all this time I've seen how Dion is able to interact with my two children. With all my love I will also love Raisa like my own son.

However, I have to reveal all of this to Devan and Mitha. For me, their happiness is more important. Although they are still too small to understand the affairs of adults, but there is no harm in asking for their approval and opinion.

It would be better if there is honesty.before establishing a new relationship. The willingness of my two children is more I prioritize.

Tonight when I accompanied Devan and Mitha to study. Devan asked about Dion.

"Mama, Om Dion never came here again" he asked.

"What's wrong, miss the same Om Dion?" my spoken. Devan nodded.

"Mitha also miss Dion, also Dek Raisa, Ma," said Mitha who was busy coloring. " When do we see them again, Ma?"

"Om Dion was busy working, so now he rarely met. Why, son? I miss you too, Om Dion" I said.

"Yes, Ma, I've missed it, meet Om Dion," Mitha said enthusiastically.

"I too, Ma, have missed the Deck of Raisa . Haven't seen you in a long time, she." Timpal Revan, looking at me seriously.

In this heart of hearts, they may miss Dion more than their own father. After I got divorced from Bram, they never once asked me about their papa. Why his father never saw him again. Even the death of their grandmother left no sorrow or loss in their hearts.

Meanwhile, only a few months to know Dion, they already missed his presence. Either Dion's charisma has ensnared their hearts or in Dion's diro they find the figure of a father, whom they have longed for.

"Mama, it's true that mom is dating Om Dion," asked Mitha innocently. Suddenly Devan smothered Mitha's mouth, until Mitha stuttered because of Devan's actions.

"Humpph, aaahhh," Mitha breathed a sigh of relief after Devan removed her hand.

"Ssttt," Devan.put his index finger over his lips as a code to close the mouth.

"Who said it?" tanyaku carefully. Mitha played her eyes towards her brother, Devan. Devan lowered his head because his sister had slipped to reveal their secret.

"Bang Devan said. Mitha wants to, if Om Dion is our papa, right, Bang?" mitha said, please support her brother. Devan nodded slowly, remaining in a lowered position. Avoiding my gaze.

"True, Devan is talking to Mitha adek," I said softly.

"Heeh, that little kayak, Ma" said Devan, "screaming, scratching his head that I'm sure wasn't itching. Holy hooch! I was surprised to hear my little boy's answer.

Better just explain my relationship with Dion to them. So that there is no misunderstanding. Look at their reactions.

"Mama, do you like it too?" cetus Devan is outspoken. Her eyes stared at me expectantly for the answer to come out of my mouth.

"Of course you can, mom loves Om Dion, I replied diplomatically. Both Devan's eyeballs are moving.

"Is, Mama's not cool. We were the first even the mother who asked back," the protest was wry. as if disappointed at my answer.

"I mean Mama, mama asked for your permission" I said. Devan and Mitha's turn looked at me full of mystery.

"So, Mama likes it too Om, Dion? Just like us, gitukah," said Devan plainly. I nodded, holding back a smile.

"Yes!" tetiba Devan shouted while clenching his palms. Inevitably now it is my turn to be confused with the second attitude.

"Dek, Raisa likes it too, Mama. That's why we fooled mom with Om Dion, hehe."

Uh, what did Devan say? Why mother? Gosh, my baby has become a matchmaker for his own mother, but when well, I guess they planned all this.

My team never saw them acting strange or anything suspicious from their daily lives. Could they be planning something? Or am I who have been too underestimating my baby, that they will not care about the life of his mother?

In fact, they understand and understand that his mother's relationship with the person they call Dion is a close friend of his mother. The boy of the present day really makes this head shake.

May I breathe a sigh of relief, because my leak signals that his mother is close again to someone who is not his father. Perhaps, Papa and Mama are behind Devan and Mitha's attitude. You see papa and mama too, seem to behave the same.

Even if I haven't given my permission, but it doesn't forbid me. As an adult woman my father and mother seemed to give up entirely my personal affairs, as a right of privacy. They're just waiting for me to explain everything.

Suddenly she appeared in the room, telling me someone was looking for me.

"Reny, let's go down, there's a guest looking for you,"

"Who, Ma."

" Dion boy, you're waiting downstairs." whispered Mama slowly. But it also sounds clearly in the ears of my two.

"What, Grandma? Dion's coming, huh?" askthem. Mama nodded, assuring.

"Yes! Dion is coming!" said both of them without command, both of them darted like bow children towards the bottom. On the stairs they push each other to get ahead.

Mom was surprised to see the behavior of her two grandchildren.

"What's wrong with them?" my mom is confused. I just sniffed my shoulders, pretending I didn't understand. Together with my mother came out of the room.

As I was going down the stairs, I saw Dion chatting with Devan, Mitha and Raisa. There's a sign of what this is, they've just been our talk. The one who showed up at home.

Dion looked at me while smiling. My steps felt stiff, as if his gaze was counting the stairs I went through. My steps that my mother followed, also looked at me with a million question marks. It seems like mom is suspicious now, what's going on between me and Dion.*****