The Lost Sense

Chapter 57

"The past sometimes comes back unexpectedly. If he gets hurt, there's still a chance to make it up to him. Is there a second chance, get yourself together."

"How are you doing Nina?" ask me with body language that is so clearly legible. I was so happy with that meeting. I stretched my hand to regret it. Nina welcomed my hand.

"Alright, what about you," Nina asked back.

"This way, arguably my life, is chaotic," I said honestly provoked his attention.

"You know what, later I will pray that no" he cried. As I guess Nina is very easily provoked, because her nature does like attention to others.

And this nature sometimes makes me misunderstand him. From the beginning of our friendship because Nina likes to hear my complaints.

"It's been messed up, indeed." I was in a hurry to pay for the shirt I bought. I don't want to miss a chance to talk to him after a long time without seeing him.

"You're alone, huh? How about we stop by there," I pointed it at a cafe.

"I happen to be in no hurry, and I'm thirsty." she relaxed.

"Okay, once in a while it's time for me to steal first," I tried to balance Nina's relaxed attitude. Just a few steps we've arrived. I immediately called the waiter, to serve our order.

"Nina, I'm sorry well, for our past stories," I said to the point. Because I owe him an apology. Because Nina's been missing since that time.

"I've forgiven you, By. That's why I wanted to reprimand you. I was too happy at that time, too. Didn't give you a chance to explain what exactly happened that night." he said, sipping his order orange juice.

"But why did you disappear until I lost your contact" I said. As soon as the face turned sad, I was surprised to see the change in his attitude.

"I disappeared, not because I was angry with you. But, I was forced to go home to marry by my parents' choice," he said.

My bones felt like they were all molested when I heard Nina's words. Although I had guessed that she must have been married, but when I found out the truth had dashed my hopes as well.

Moreover, we have been separated with no news at all, it has been many years.

"What about you, Frita must have you asked for guarantees, right? Dah, how good are you," he's full of spirit. It makes me feel more like I'm being knocked down. When Nina mentioned Frita's name. The woman who framed me that night at a college friend's birthday party.

"What marriage, I haven't been connected to her since that night" I said. Well, Frita has confessed that she deliberately did just that, to ruin my relationship with, Nina. His confession really surprised me. He said he did it because he loved me so much, haduh! That night I was very angry, and Frita also disappeared from that night.

"So, you never married Frita?" buy's shocked.

"Until now I'm still unmarried, too, surely because my karma has hurt you" I said, staring at Nina.

"It's not because of karma. You're the one who's picky" said Nina indifferently while sipping her orange juice.

"Where anyone wants, you're busy not necessarily direction. Already know the weathered bujang, the mind is still like ABG." said Nina cynically.

"Eh, are you spying on me?" I was a little surprised to hear Nina's review.

"Hem, you're smart, pretending. Who does not know you. The sole heir of a successful entrepreneur, "Na Mora". Still kelit also ngaku bujang weathered." cebik Nina .

"That means you missed the news, besti. I'm just an adopted child. I have an older sibling, who went missing 30 years ago."

"Oh, huh? How not viral, the news?"

"Because my sister doesn't want the news to be published, and so social media food."

"You feel threatened, huh? With your brother in attendance?"

"Honestly, at first yes. But, after seeing and meeting Reny's sister. Looks like he's not the one who will shift my position. In fact, he is kind and gentle. I'm the only one who feels sorry for wasting my life all this time. You could say I'm a child and I don't know myself. Always bothering them and not thinking about my future. But behind all my attitudes, I just wanted to protect them," my review just flowed.

I don't know why I can confide in Nina and be able to have this serileks face her. Perhaps because of his relaxed attitude as well. So the communication between us could just flow.

"There is still a lot of time to improve yourself, do not waste the opportunity in your hands. You should work hard to protect them, not destroy yourself like this. So your parents misunderstood me." Nina told me after I told her about my past and who my real parents were.

"I was very angry with them, unable to accept what they had done to me. It feels so painful."

"You must endure, and change your view. From now on, you have to change your ugly habits. It's good, you just tell the same as your adoptive parents, if you already know who your real parents are, By. I'm sure your parents would be wise to handle this matter."

"Thank you, Nina, you will still listen to my outpouring, and give me advice. If I could replay the past, I'd like to change what happened to us."

"Don't regret the past, By. All of this has been explained for us to get through. Looking ahead, you will find many things more precious than just lamenting what has passed."

"Ah, you are still as wise as you once were, Nina. I'm ashamed to have to deal with you."

"One becomes wise, because he has passed many trials in his life. It can happen to anyone. So you should be like that too. Able to sort out each problem, and measure it according to each portion. Believe me, Arby, that goodness will come, if we also open our hearts to do good. I didn't mean to hunt you down, but I'm doing this because we used to be best friends. Oh, yes my time is up, next time we talk again. Thank you, the tract." he said lightly while I couldn't digest his words just now.

There are so many things I want to ask him again. Especially about his life. But I've been so selfish, our meeting was just about my life. It all just happens, it flows like water.

I stared at Nina's back, which disappeared in the distance. My intention to drive him home, he subtly refused. I wanted to take the opportunity to hear a story about him.

"If there's still a chance, we'll definitely meet again, By. For now it's enough to get here that we meet," he said, full of mystery before getting out of his chair. I was amazed by all he said, and hoped to see him again.***

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