The Lost Sense

Chapter 67

"The rice has become porridge, it is no longer possible to be whole as before, however."

The judge has deflected his hammer.10 years in prison is a verdict handed down for my actions for abusing my office.

I was down alone, moreover no one came to comfort me when I fell like this. All the friends disappeared, and scorned. I really feel alone.

Sarah, who I was hoping was the only one who would come with me, disappeared. I heard he's been mutated from the office where he worked all this time. Starting from the trial until I was sentenced never once did he gulp me. Not even to call me.

Like falling, being hit by stairs is also a figure of speech that I am currently experiencing. Sarah is really missing. Woman, which is because she's the one I betrayed, Reny.

If you remember my treatment all this time with Reny. I really am a bastard. Reny had no idea that Sarah and I had married Siri for a year, we lived in the mother's area.

Right after Bang Roi, married. Bang Roi's wedding shouldn't have happened. Even if it happens, it should not be Sarah the bride. There should be nothing wrong with that marriage.

But because Bang Roi's wife was Sarah, my ex-boyfriend from college. Our relationship was broken by an unclear problem. Sarah moved to college and we lost contact. I lost that time so much, because I loved Sarah so much. But along the way I can forget about it and marry Reny.

How shocked I was when I was introduced by Bang Roi to his future wife at that time. I didn't expect Sarah to be my sister-in-law. My girlfriend disappeared without news. This of course, makes the time very shocked and angry.

Shocked that we met again after a few years apart, and became my sister-in-law's candidate. Angry, because Sarah disappeared suddenly without any news at all.

Sarah's reaction was also as shocked as mine, as her future husband was my brother. He apologized but still did not explain why he disappeared at that time.

I, who actually still hold my feelings of love for Sarah, somehow when Sarah apologized we were swept away by the atmosphere. No devil from where, who came to rule us, until the depraved event happened. I desecrated Sarah, the day before her wedding and unfortunately, Bang Roi herself caught us both in my room.

Bang Roi, refused the marriage to continue, but because the invitation has been spread and the party is just waiting for the day. I begged the marriage to be carried out.

"Mother, please son. don't cancel the marriage. don't embarrass the mother," mother asked that time Bang Roi's willingness to stay married, Sarah.

"It wasn't me who humiliated mom, but she," Bang Roi's jolt of emotion, pointed to the battered me she had beaten. At that time, I was just leaving because it was my fault.

"Mother still has the heart to tell me to marry this prostitute. They are v**a under my nose and mom is still telling me to continue this marriage." said Bang Roi.

"Please son, take care of our family's good name. After the wedding, you can divorce Sarah or leave. Let Bram take responsibility for his actions.

"I mean Mom?" confusedly.

"You must marry Sarah, secretly after Roi divorces her" she said.

"Well what about my own wedding with Crisp, Mom?" my words are getting confused.

"You should keep all this a secret from your wife, Reny. If you realize you already have a wife you shouldn't be flirting with your future sister-in-law." mum snorted. I don't dwell on mom's plans. Because all this is on me.

"So, mommy blesses Bram with two wives, right? Didn't you think about the consequences. What if Crissy knew all this. Can you explain all this?" Bang Roi was inflamed hearing of mother's plan. Obviously she rejected all of mom's plans.

Thanks to the mother's persuasion, Bang Roi finally agreed to marry Sarah and divorce her, a few months later.

Since then we all performed in front of Reny. Lying to him, and I often ignore Crisp, because it keeps Sarah feeling. Sarah can easily take the heart of the mother, and they are always compact so slowly even their attitude is very outrageous, not that I do not know all that. But Sarah's threat, which would expose the secret, kept me from twitching at all.

My attention to my family has been neglected. I even forgot that I still had a family that I should have been paying more attention to. In the end I fought with Reny more and more, because I really changed.

I touch it less and less, and the spending money I give is getting less and less.

The secret I kept cleanly was finally revealed. Reny found out about the betrayal I've been doing all this time and demanded a divorce. I took it lightly all this time to him, it was not as weak as I thought.

Even Reny found her biological parents, the thing that always made the mother an oppressive reason, Reny. After knowing, Reny the son of a rich man new mother regretted all her work so far against her daughter-in-law

All my regrets are meaningless. I even had to go to jail for corruption. The company in management is crispy, the one who has been harmed and threw me in jail.

"Sir Bram, there are guests who visit, quickly meet them," jolted the field officer disperse all my long daydreams.

"Who, Sir?" many wonder. I've been in jail for a few months now, there's a guest who's gonna come over to me. But my question was not answered by the officer, he led me to a special room to receive guests. I entered the room, and I saw that my mother was the one who grabbed me.

"Mother," I said choked. Mom looked so much thinner than we last met.

"Bram," said the mother, holding me tightly "Why is this, son? You look so skinny," soak mom couldn't hold back her crying.

"Already, Mom," I tried to calm the mother who seemed so devastated. Frankly I am not strong to see the state of mother, at this time.

"Who did you come with, Mom?" my many.

"Alone, they don't have time to grab you" said the mother holding back tears. Well, Rio and Doly, refused when mom asked to drive her to visit me. I can understand, because the distance of my city with a place of account in prison.

"Easy, Mom. Don't cry anymore" I said.

"Mother, it's not strong, son. Mom's life is completely ruined."

"I'm sorry, Bram, mom. This is all by mistake, Bram."

"No, none of this is Crispy's fault. If Reney doesn't ask for a divorce. None of this is going to happen. You know, Reny now even wants to get engaged to his lawyer. That means, before you get divorced, maybe Cris has cheated on her with her lawyer. You can sue him, Bram."

"Mother, stop. My problem with Reny is over. I have no right to her anymore. Haven't we been too cruel to her all this time, ma'am."

"But, Mother does not like and will.return her actions. Because it has thrown you into prison." said the mother furious.

"Mom, don't hold a grudge on Reny. We should have apologized to them" I said.

"No favor. Mother had asked him not to divorce, but arrogantly he refused. Now that I know, she refused for sure because she had cheated on me with that lawyer, "mom growled.

I can only be silent. It's free to talk to mom in her mood of revenge." *****