The Lost Sense
Chapter 49
...The love relationship between two human beings is very beautiful but, also painful....
In the city of flowers a man was busy with his flat object, he opened one of the social media and returned to see his upload. A moment a thin smile was engraved and a second later receded. Breathing out repeatedly. It still feels tight he feels. If he knew forgetting was harder Bagas would never give up fighting for Lisa. But Bagas was too cowardly to fight for his love.
People say that a soul mate is not going anywhere. But if not in the fight will not be a soul mate? Like fortune no where, but if we do not go anywhere also can not windfall. There must be some effort, right? So fight.
"It feels free that I ran away from you. My body is here but my heart and mind are full of you there. Every beat of my heart for you. Lisa I didn't expect my race to be so deep." Bagas said to himself.
It has been a few months still lamenting his lost love. He had to lose before the war. Letting go of something to be hoped for in the future, the beautiful woman he always wanted to take care of and loved wholeheartedly and whole souls.
A warm cup of coffee accompanies Bagas on a cold morning in the flower city of Bandung. As if unable to give heat in the soul of the man. One bowl of instant noodles with half-cooked eggs is cold and the noodles have also expanded. Reluctant to touch food even though the stomach is already struggling to fill.
For a few days he had no appetite. He deliberately busied himself by working late at night to divert his thoughts about Lisa. What a terrible love Bagas to Lisa.
Bagas took a fork and spoon. Slowly but surely he chewed with difficulty the noodles. Not that he does not want to eat noodles that have expanded but the condition of his body is not healthy. Her stomach acid had recurred already three days ago. Even though he does not want to eat, it is a pity that he threw away food. Bagas orphan he is usually difficult from small so he will not waste food.
Very independent and hardworking man. This is what amazed Lisa with Bagas. The man fought alone to the point now. Never give up even if it's a kara. Hope Bagas is a family and it has not materialized until now.
Forgetting is harder than loving. I was caught up in a feeling that made my heart ache. Bagas loved Lisa with his heart not with logic. And all the flavor he wanted to pour into Lisa was sincere.
"Remember Bagas she's someone's wife," Bagas looked out the window. He immediately realized his daydream.
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Sakti squirms while opening her eyes. His body was all sick because he slept on a sofa bed.
"Huh, my body feels sore all," complained Sakti. He got up and walked to his room.
The view of Sakti swept across the entire corner of the room. He was looking for his wife. The bed that has been arranged neatly. Work clothes that have been prepared. Lisa still carries out her obligations for this one. Instantly Sakti's heart seemed to be pinched. He was too rude to his wife last night. Even the shadow of Lisa who thrashed as well as the tears that were dripping profusely was still attached to the remind of Sakti.
He immediately went down the stairs while running. The goal now is the wife. He wanted to make sure his wife was okay. He had been married for five months but he had made his wife shed tears.
His steps came to a halt as he smelled the delicious aroma of cooking. A second later Sakti smiled. A cool look at the taste when he saw his wife fighting in the kitchen with cooking utensils. Slowly he approached.
"I'm sorry, baby!" pinta Sakti's. His hands tightly hugged Lisa's body from behind.
Lisa was frozen. A heartbeat that is twice as fast as usual. His tongue was too thick to speak even if it was just one word. He could not refuse anymore embrace Sakti. But the heart still has not received. It is a war with heart and logic.
Which one should be first? Heart or logic? In Lisa's heart there is no Sakti. And the screaming logic confirms that their relationship is legitimate as husband and Sakti is free to do physical touch. Worrying over a feeling.
Sakti took off her embrace. He sighed softly after that. "Sorry."
Sakti leaves Lisa who is still sculpting. He took the water in the refrigerator and then drank it.
"Mas, I'm sorry!" lisa said with her head down.
"I'm not here under there. If you talk, look at the guy. Don't bow your eyes!" Pinta Sakti's.
Sakti smiled at Lisa's expression. Like a child who is angry with his parents. Then he said. "You're so funny. I want to kiss your lips again."
Lisa closed her eyes. She did not expect her husband who looks calm and indifferent to the opposite sex turns out there is a perverted side as well. It is true that it is legal to be husband and wife but Lisa is still reluctant to often make physical contact with Sakti.
Sakti is approaching Lisa. It was noisy.
"I don't just want to kiss your lips anymore. But I want to do more than just kiss my lips. Like smelling your smooth neckline and want-to-account,"
"Stop!" Lisa stopped Sakti's speech. He knows where the husband is talking. It was a shame to talk about this even though it was clearly Sakti was her husband. Considering what happened last night alone made her bristling fur. There was a strange feeling surrounding him. The body accepts but the heart refuses to do more.
Sakti laughed out loud. It turned out that flirting with his wife was more fun. This will become the habit of Sakti in the days ahead. Lisa was shy but willing. There is a little bit of pleasure in Sakti's heart. Just have to try harder.
"I'm not gonna touch you. So you don't have to worry, baby."
"Will not touch me? Really? Why that? Didn't we kiss my lips and even want to do more?" ask Lisa.
"Yes I made sure of that."
"Kok that?"
"Yes, of course I won't touch you if you're coming, baby moon" whispered Sakti. He immediately ran away and climbed the stairs to the room.
"Mas Sakti!" Shouted Lisa.
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Author's note: Thank you for taking the time to read my work 🙏
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Btw, this is a long chapter, like my memories and former nah lo 🤫. Okay, it's been a different year forget the ex. Jeez even vent 🤭. Joking yes ex, uh. ex again 😅.
His name is a long memory so it is remembered ya guys 🤭. I'm serious lo, seriously kidding her 😉. Okay ex we discuss in the next chapter only yes wkwkwkw.
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