The Lost Sense

Chapter 70

The waves break down on the beach. Little crabs run because the sand is covered with waves. I smiled at the tiny crab's behavior. I followed them running, just like a child.

Father and Mak were playing sand with his two grandchildren Devan and Mitha, my son. I was alone along the beach. I don't know, my heart is really upset. I wanted to tell the funny crab, but every time I approached it they were scared and hiding in the sand.

Unknowingly my steps were getting further away, I was only stopped when a voice called out to me. I look at Dion? Ah, again, again he. Could he show up here? When I dodged and wanted to find an answer from my heart, he appeared instead. Now the figure ran up to me, wanting me to ignore but my eyes were counting carefully, enjoying every move until he was now standing looming before me

Is this as narrow as the world, so that my space can not be separated from its existence? Her eagle eyes are now pouring down on my face. Trying to look at each curve with its sharp neutrals as if punishing me, because there are embers painted quite clearly there. I understood the meaning of that view, eyes without characters because it had been more than a week I avoided it.

I'm looking for someone else, who knows someone is following him. Avoid punishment, if possible.

"Who did you see?" he said following my eyes. His pressure-filled tone, already capable of intimidating me. For a moment I shivered.

"Where's raisa?" tanyaku.

"Raisa's at home, with her nanny!" he said it was cold as a whistling wind.

"Who are you with?" he continued, one step forward, and I took two steps back. Somewhat horrified also I saw that tense clenched jaw, it seemed to be holding in anger.

"Mother and Mother, last night they came to visit." I try to be calm. Anyway, I got involved in his attitude. This week I avoid it for no reason, my phone is always silent. Isn't that naive and childish?

"At the end of the day everything is good for you, Reny," said Dion. He directed his gaze to the high seas, both of his hands stuffed into his jeans pouch. The T-shirt she was wearing wrapped around her sturdy body. Her hair was fluttering in the wind which instantly made me jealous. My hands are itching to tidy it up! Duh what is this mind.

My heart really cannot deny, in such a pose it makes me admire him even more. I want to pawn in a photo. Norak! Inner hardik. I've fingered the phone in my pocket to secretly steal the picture. He suddenly turned and asked a question.

"Why Crisp?" he slammed towards me.

"What?" my answer is gambled and seems foolish because it has been trapped by its neutrality. I can't avoid even blinking.

"I don't think you'd be that stupid, Reny, to not understand the signal I've been showing you all along. You make me feel hot and cold at the same time." He hukamnya while gripping my arm. The smell of her breathing swept across my face, the glint in her eyes as if melting my body. I felt my legs tremble, unable to support my own body.

"I-I'm sorry, I'm sorry. You don't get me wrong," I cried, laboriously taking a breath. It turns out that accounting is not as strong as I thought. Seeing such a depressed Dion paralyzes my own ego. I suffered just as much as him.

I deliberately avoided it, changing my work schedule secretly just to minimize the meeting between us. No kusangaka as a result of this. I'm not even focused on working, even got scattered from papa. That's why I take a vacation to this beach, to throw away the sense of desolation and strange sense that is not understood that supports the hearts of some days.

Dion propped up my trembling body in his arms. My brain was about to resist, but my body responded instead. I couldn't hold back my emotions, and cried in her arms. It seems like I have gone too far running, but I always return to the starting point that makes me tired and desperate.

"If you don't like it, just say it, Ren. But don't avoid me like this. It drives me crazy and I don't know what to do. Raisa misses you so much, and always asks to see you." she made me feel even more guilty. "I beg you, Reny, you may bully me, but don't reject Raisa, she loves you so much" he continued, taking off our arms.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to avoid. I think I should keep my distance, because I don't think it's worth it, I-I...." I could not continue my words, for Dion had suddenly silenced my mouth, ciu. I helplessly resisted, I felt it was an overflow of his desire as well as a punishment upon me.

"I'm sorry, Reny, I love you so much and I'm afraid of losing you again" Dion took me back in his arms. My chest felt tight as it was immersed in the embrace of his chest that was fielded. Ah, my lost race as if slowly starting to return. Kubalas Dion's embrace. Want me to gulp the beauty he offers, hopefully all this is not a dream when it ends up making me more hurt.

"Who is he, sis," cried Tono with a suspicious look. My face flushed red so shamefully, because Tono was watching me cuddle with Dion. Your tongue feels faint to answer Tono's question.

"I, Dion Bimantara, her future husband" said firmly. My eyes widened to hear Dion's words. Tono too, shocked. Of course he's surprised, because I haven't told my family anything about Dion. Suddenly he claimed to be my future husband.

"really that? Why didn't you tell me?" tat Tono was confused. I nodded and avoided that look.

In my heart I grieve to hear Dion's answer. But Dion smiled as my eyes hit him.

"Yes, already. Brother was sought from earlier. Don't know it's here." Tono turned around immediately, left. I'll have to explain to him later, at length, who Dion is.

"What the hell, earlier?" I protested to Dion for what he said after Tono left.

"I'm not a cowardly man, is it my fault to answer that?"

"Ih, but not with that answer times, many other words."

"I'm sorry I thought it was the perfect answer, so I could avoid bogem your sister" he said slylyly as he winked.

"Well, sneaky times you, I should have shouted earlier so you get bogem. I owe my brother an explanation. After this there will be a hearing on the title." I said dramatizing the situation.

"Trial? What trial?" stupid tanya. I find it amusing to see Dion's confused face.

"Yes, that was. Because you told me my future husband, I will be in the family," I said.

"Oh, about that I'm ready to attend. All right, I proposed to you in front of your parents." he said firmly .

"E-eh, wait a minute. It's not that easy." I screamed as Dion ran towards Tono's departure.

"Right now I'm gonna do it, propose to you, Reny Theresa...." His shouting. I chased after Dion's steps, until my breath gasped. Dion's step further, I'm sure he will first arrive at the place of Father and Mother. He could be determined to talk to Papa and Mama as well as Father and Mak.

I have never told anything about him to my family.

Tired of being able to chase after him, I just dropped myself on the sand. Dion looked at my stalled steps, so turned around and met me.

"Don't be silly of you, yeah. Papa and mama as well as Father and Mak will pass out with your act later," I cried as soon as Dion shook his buttocks at my side.

"Then, don't reject me, I can lose my sane brain because of you, Reny" he said in his breath still panting, after running. I just stared at Dion with a gawking look.

I can't believe Dion Bimantara, a good and proud lawyer can do this. *****