The Lost Sense

The Lost Sense
Chapter 53



Bagas enjoy warm bread that has been served by tako waitress. While looking at the vehicle on the road through a glass.


"Enak is also his bread. I'll come here often to enjoy a warm bun and a bitter cup of coffee here."


"Well, did I say this bread is delicious. I'll be hooked to come here again. Don't you get a recommendation from me?" Said Dina suddenly carrying a cup of warm ginger order Bagas.


"Kayak jelangkung aja mbak, come not asked to go without cause." Said Bagas.


"That's an ex-mas who came unasked and left without cause. If the jelangkung comes in invited to leave in the drive." Timpal.


"Didn't get kicked out for fear of sticking, huh?"


"Delivered for fear of comfort. Satan is scary but does not hurt. If men aren't scary but they're sick."


"What do you think, mbak?"


"Whoever yes mas. Especially if you have money. It's easy to find a girl. But flies like rubbish."


"Don't you talk about flies or demons?"


"Satan flies by the way."


Bagas laughed loudly. This morning it was a little light. The chat with the bakery employee who was in front of him at this moment was able to make him smile loosely.


"There's a demon fly huh mbak? His ex is a fly demon for sure. Her mother wasn't pretty so she stayed."


"Mas do not know yes, usually the affair is worse than the legitimate wife lo mas. If you can get a beautiful one, you must permakan it. How pretty would it be to be a destroyer of someone else's household."


"The victim of the abuser?" Ask Bagas make sure. He was a little curious about the woman before him at this moment.


"Please say so."


"Lagian mbak really do not take care of the husband well so take the actor."


"I'm not the one who can't take care of you. He's not grateful to have me."


"Is she?"


"Eh, that was the story I watched drakor which again hits it lo mas." Elak Dina's. He immediately shut up and shut his mouth. Condemn the stupidity that was leaked from earlier.


"Yes, this is mbak."


"Idih mas don't believe it? I'm a cheerful woman and a lot of smiles where maybe I'll do it."


"Sokot know." Dina passed away leaving Bagas.


Bagas geleng-gel head look at Dina's behavior. He had just known the woman but it felt very comfortable to be invited to share his story. It seemed like he would often visit this bakery.


Dina still did not expect that she had told her life to foreign men. It's not usually open like that. The beginning that only offers bread even became a long chat. And it just so happened that the atmosphere of the store this morning was quiet. There was plenty of time for Dina to chat with the visitors. For a moment he forgot he was in trouble. Maybe because he forgot his frustration with Bagas earlier. Silence is good but if silence holds its own problems will also make us feel uncomfortable. Someone sometimes needs to be where we tell stories and complain.


Don't be ashamed if you look weak in people's eyes. We cannot always pretend to be strong. Like what in nature Dina always harbored her own pain. He covered it all with smiles and laughter. As if nothing happened. The cherry was to close the wound.


***


Lisa never laughed with her father. People say that a daughter is the favorite of her father. It seems that the phrase is true. In the living room they sat on a long sofa facing each other. Sometimes reminiscing about Lisa's childhood. Sakti listened more to her father-in-law tell stories. It seems like the wife grew up with a lot of love from the family.


This makes Sakti want to pay more attention to his wife and will give a lot of love for her.


"You don't want a honeymoon?" Ask Rima.


Sakti and Lisa look at each other. Neither of them wanted to go on their honeymoon. How could their honeymoon relationship alone still be like that.


"Boleh ma'am. I'll think about where we're going for honeymoon. Maybe next month I'm not too busy. We can go to Korea or to Paris. Lisa's gonna pick the place."


Sakti thinks the proposal of the mother-in-law has a point as well. Maybe this way his relationship with Lisa will become closer.


" Aren't you busy?"


" Ne dong."


" It's good so you can give us a grandchild soon. I can't wait to see that." Ujar Yoga's.


Lisa turned her eyes elsewhere. He could not cope with the words of his father. How he immediately gave a grandson while until now he has not done the task like a wife. It might take a little more time for Lisa to fully accept Sakti. Yes, a little more.


"We're going to give a funny grandson to mom and dad. Please pray for us!" Pinta Sakti's. He grabs Lisa's shoulders affectionately.


A forced smile fell on Lisa's lips. His heart was as if sliced by the words Sakti. It was like giving false hope to his parents.


"We just got married let us enjoy the day together. Think of it like dating after marriage." Sakti Benjak.


Lisa turned towards Sakti the sight they met. Sakti's handsome face has a sharp nose and firm eyebrows. Such a nice and understanding adult. That's what Lisa thinks now. Why is his heart so hard to move. There is still a little name Bagas in the heart. Although in any way it may be Sakti above Bagas. No one can force the heart. How to erase the name of someone to love or hate. It is very difficult because so many memories are engraved there is not even a word of reproach.


The figure of a charming past man. Independent and hardworking adult men. A soft word her nature is also attentive. Perfect is what Lisa had in mind. I've never seen Bagas complain about life. All Bagas do alone and rely only on themselves. The strength of his heart was incredible the more Lisa amazed. Love remained silent for nearly six years. The shadow of love in a beautiful future is only a false hope. It hasn't started yet but it's over. The love of two human beings is also beautiful. Two things that cannot be separated. Why does Lisa and Bagas have so much to do? Why not so much beautiful? Some people are lucky to be together. And some of that loss is love.


Doesn't everything that happens between us change. Like the days of the month and the years that passed. Likewise, the presence of someone will stop by and there will be people who stay.