The Lost Sense

Chapter 76

I saw a speck of light at the end of it, as I was mired in this dark tunnel. I'm scared to death in this dark. When I saw the light, I tried to get there.

However, why was this move so heavy, as if my legs were unable to support my body. What happened to me? Am I dead? Oh, naw! I don't want to die yet! I still want to live longer.

Why is it so quiet here? Where am I, why do I remember nothing? Where's my mother-in-law, where's my brother-in-law Doly. Where are my two children? Why am I alone here, I'm afraid.

"Hey! Anyone there, help me." I screamed loudly, so scared. My voice resonated back to me, making me even more frightened. Especially when I see a line of black fog, like smoke billowing violently. Makes me short of breath and cough.

As I was enveloped in the thick fog, I saw the look of the face in front of me. It was very creepy, more sinister than the devil. I can't describe the horror in that face.

I've never seen anywhere. Whether in a painting or in a dream.

I tried to retreat slowly, because I was afraid that the creature would wake up. There is a sense of disgust and horror that is so deep to see it.

The face was horned between a human face and a snake, there was a mucus that did not stop coming out of its mouth. A fishy and foul stinging smell came out simultaneously from his breath. I want to vomit, it feels like my entire stomach and intestines want to come out.

I tried to hold back the nausea, but it didn't work. The more I held it, the more nausea it boomed in my stomach. Finally I vomited, it felt like my entire stomach had all come out, suffocated all over my body.

That's when I saw the creature open its eyes. His eyes were as red as saga, his mouth gaping ready to swallow me alive. Uh, am I still alive? This place feels so foreign.

The creature moved forward slowly, sticking out its long tongue about to touch my face. I took a step back to prepare to escape. But those eyes seemed to hypnotize me, I couldn't move, let alone run my whole body was paralyzed.

At the height of my fear, I cried out for help, out loud. Then the white light, as if pulling me out of that wisp of smoke.

"Please...Please....!" scream fear. Then I felt my body being shaken by someone. I opened my eyes, and I saw Martin and Vicky crying a little at both sides.

Ah, everything turned out to be a dream," my inner whisper softly.

I looked around me, all white. Then a man in a white uniform accompanied by a woman also wearing clothes of the same color, examined me.

"Thank God, I'm finally conscious" he said with a gentle smile. To open my heart, because I know they're human, means I'm still alive in the human realm.

"What's wrong with me doctor, why am I lying here" I said. My mind is slowly recovering, if the person in uniform is the doctor and nurse.

"Mother, you're having an accident. Mom, don't remember, huh? he said with a gentle and friendly smile.

"How am I doing, doctor? " i said nervously. The doctor slowly breathed. I was tense to see his attitude.

"I'm sorry, Mom, we've been working to our advantage. But, ...." The doctor did not continue his words. I got more tense, and tried to move my body due to numbness. I was about to push my body with the strength of my legs. But something strange, I felt nothing. There was even pain in my thighs,

"Don't move, ma'am, your wound could bleed later" the doctor said.

"But, Doc, what happened to my leg. I felt nothing with my feet" I said curiously. I pulled the blanket that covered my legs. Holy hooch! What happened to my two feet? Why are my legs so stumped?

"Doctor! Where are my legs?! Where's my leg?!" hysterical scream.

"I'm sorry, Mom. Both of Mom's legs forced us to amputate, because it crushed down the truck otherwise her life would be threatened...." I didn't hear what the doctor said, I was panicked and shocked. My body feels pushed into a black and dark tunnel, probably encountering the creepy creature again. I hope I don't have to go back to the world. Let the creepy creature swallow me up. Why do I live, it's useless if I don't have my two feet.

I still hear the screams of my two boys. That, the voice of Martin and Vikky. I'm sorry son, I can't be with you anymore. Let mother die alone in having that terrible creature. Even though I haven't had time to swallow, my mother died first so nervous.

"Mama....Mama....! Why is the scream getting so clear. Not that I'm dead, swallowed by that thing. Why am I shaking my body in a shake. Oh, maybe my body is in the process of being swallowed. I opened my eyes to see the process. It turned out that what I saw was, the faces of the two boys I was just about to leave were covered in tears.

The doctor and nurse were still there. This time plus two familiar faces for me. Mother-in-law and Doly. The mother-in-law sat in a wheelchair, and Doly stood behind her. I saw the face of the mother-in-law who was holding back sadly.

Aha, mother-in-law must be mocking my situation. He must be cursing at me, though,

"Rasain, Sarah, this is the karma of all your crimes against me all this time" I saw a cynical smile and his face resembled that of a monstrous creature.

"No!, No....!" Go you, go all of you. I don't want to live anymore. I don't want a handicap like this. I'd better mamti, wouldn't! hysterical shouting. I made a taste of it, until I felt firm hands holding onto my body. Then I felt my body injected, something flowing in my body, paralyzing everything, so I felt a heavy drowsiness. If this is what is called drugged, let me not wake up again.

Before my consciousness gradually disappeared, I still had time to hear the doctor's conversation.

"Sorry sir, it looks like our patient is very shocked by what happened to him. She needs recovery therapy to be able to accept the reality that's happening to her."

Ah, it's easy to talk to a doctor, no one will want to lose a limb. Especially my two feet. I was shocked, the doctor said, yes of course I was shocked. I can't imagine what my life will be like after my two legs you're amputated on the operating table. Both, why not just leave one?

How can I walk later, why is life so cruel to me. I can't accept this fact. Slowly my consciousness began to disappear, let me not be carried away again. I'd go crazy if I had to live again. People will make fun of me later. Otherwise, they will look at me with pity. I don't want to be pitied. Nokkk. *****