The End of the Waiting

Traumatizing

Bagas does not believe his childhood memory traumatizes him, he thinks he is fine and has accepted his past, but it turns out that all this time he was wrong he was too trivial and finally had an impact on his marriage. When he wants to enjoy his moment of happiness with his wife and prospective children, the trauma of his past comes in the way, making him forced to seek help from experts. Before he tried to ask for advice from his shabat, and Dr. Diaz suggested to immediately consult with a psychologist he knew, Diaz suspected that Bagas' condition might be severe, and asked to immediately treat it.

With the address of his best friend, he was able to meet a psychologist, and began to tell for his life first. Reaching the story believed to be the source of her trauma. The word from the father that always revolved in his head when he heard Nadira telling about his pregnancy, until he had to shift the topic of his conversation.

The story starts from a small Bagas who was born from a prosperous family, but one day suddenly came some people who confiscated his house, when the life of a small Bagas changed. His family fell in need added his father who started drinking, and no longer care for his children and wife, even his pregnant mother had to avenge the physical violence of the father, he said, the one that was held repeatedly every day in front of Bagas. Even the little Bagas passed his days hearing the words of his father's oath, who said that Bagas would one day be like himself, and suggested Bagas not to marry and have children because it would only lead him to the gate of destruction just as his father was. His father always thought that his business was ruined because of his wife and child and thought his mother's pregnancy was bad luck.

Little Bagas was tired of being treated like trash, but he could do nothing but wish his mother could take him away from this hell-like house, but the mother was also confused because they had no purpose, all they did was strengthen each other, but one day Bagas was suddenly awakened by his mother in the middle of a cold night, with a sneak, they managed to prgi from the house, it turns out his mother asked for help a friend who had been waiting for their arrival not far from his house.

Little Bagas felt grateful that his mother was finally able to go from his father's side, and found a way out for them, but not until there, the Bagas exam had not ended, because shortly from his escape, he was not there, her mother had to go to the hospital and had a difficult labor that made her lose her life as well as the child in her womb. That was the hardest blow for Bagas, because what he thought he would definitely return to his father again, because he already had no one but his own father.

But apparently God was very good to him, It turns out he was warmed by a friend of his mother, who happened to have been married a dozen years not also gifted a child. Eventually Bagas grew up and grew up in the care of Padma's great family.

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Nadira's work has been completed, she can finally meet with her husband, she was soon, but before that he had to see a doctor to see what condition was allowed to fly long distances or he had to delay until the pregnancy was strong, and all that was advice from Liam, nadira will go home without telling her doctor.

"Are you ready?" ask Liam who has come

"It's dong." Reply Nadira who was ready and waiting for Liam.

This is the first time they will see the development of the fetus in Nadira's stomach, looking at it directly, not only Nadira who is very antusis, liampun already impatient he wants to arrive soon, not only Nadira is very antusis, but he had to be careful with his car.

Long enough they waited for their turn into the doctor's room, until the name of Nadira was called, Nadira then stood up, and turned to look at Liam who just sat down, just sitting,

"Come, you're not going in?" Ask Nadira.

Liam smiled, where he might not want to go in, he just waited for Nadira who asked him, because he was aware of his position.

Liam stood up, and suddenly Nadira twisted her hand in Liam's arm and pulled Liam in to get in together, "you also have to see this baby.

In the doctor's room Nadira lay down, the doctor began to put the ultrasound device on his stomach, and the monitor began to show an image of a human kcil that began to form, as well as a hard heartbeat that filled the room, and the monitor began to show the image of a human kcil that began to form, made Nadira moved and tightly grasped Liam's hand.

Liam almost shed tears hearing that, he was amazed to see the small creatures that live in Nadira's stomach, how he had been with them for several months. He could not express how happy he was, Although he was not the father of the fetus, but he felt that there was a tremor in his heart.

The examination was completed, the doctor said all the development was very good, but regarding the plan of Nadira's return, the doctor clearly rejected it, Nadira's pregnancy was still not strong enough for a very far passerby, Nadirapun asked to delay 2 to 3 months if you want to travel far.

Hearing the advice of Nadira's doctor tried to accept it, because her gynecological health was also important to her, and she would be willing to wait, instead she would ask Bagas to come see her and her future child.