The End of the Waiting

Complicated Relationships

Amara regained consciousness when she heard the sound of the door being knocked several times. His eyes blinked a few times before he finally woke up. After bathing and praying, he fell asleep on a prayer mat still wearing a face.

The door to his room opened. Umi Rahma smiled at him. “Hose?”

“Iya, Umi. Very tired,” replied Amara rubbed her eyes slowly. His head turned towards the wall clock that showed at four in the afternoon.

“Mandi and do not forget to pray. You can rest first, no need to come to the mosque.”

Amara nodded obediently. He was tired, he wanted to go to the salon and pamper himself with various treatments.

It's been a long time since he came to this cabin.

The door closed again, Amara immediately took a bath and carried out the obligation of Ashar prayers.

“Yes Allah, I give it all to you. My life and death are yours, You who are forgiving, most merciful. Forgive the sins of the servant who once neglected the pleasures of the world. O Lord, I entrust all to You. God willing, may I be sincere to undergo every test You give.”

His head lowered even deeper, his eyes began to glaze over, his chest felt so tight of restraint as to not condemn the hardness of heart he had in the past.

Amara closed her eyes while sighing deeply. All this happened by His permission and grace. If God does not desire, his guidance will never come.

Half-eight Amara left the room and intended to go down. He saw Ustadz Yusuf and Umi Rahma sitting with Fatimah as well.

His forehead wailed in wonder. Tumben once, he thought.

He decided to come closer and say hello. Actually he wanted to find answers to many questions to Umi Rahma about the explanation that afternoon was not so understood.

The three of them compactly answered his greetings and stared at his arrival. Amara immediately sat down beside Fatimah and hugged the woman at a glance. He said his intentions and goals which Umi Rahma greeted with nods and signs of agreement.

“So tonight we'll just ask. Mara can ask anything and umi and Fatimah will answer her,” said Umi Rahma softly.

“Umi says we should not stare at the opposite sex and have to lower our eyes for fear of causing orgasm. But not everyone is like that, right? We can't beat someone with a dirty mind just because they look at someone.” Amara opened her voice.

Umi Rahma smiled, but still quietly waiting for Amara's next speech, “Don't we have to look at the interlocutor to seem polite?”

“Stare at the interlocutor may be, but you also can not stare at him intensely as if stripping him. Can not look for long if there is no need,” explained Fatimah more simply.

“How to control it? In a way, do not see the opposite sex as a sexual being, but also as an intellectual and spiritual being with reason. So that association with the opposite sex is not like animals whose purpose is only to reproduce, so that the relationship between males and females is always in terms of sexuality,” added Umi Rahma.

Amara really listened and listened to the explanation. He is indeed poor in religious sciences, but nothing is impossible if he wants to learn and try.

“I mean that is actually important it controls the way we look, not merely subjugating the view and closing the eyes just like that.” Fatimah not only has a beautiful face, but also an intelligent brain and good morals. He explained briefly and easily understood.

Many are misguided, assuming that subjecting the view, is interpreted as having to lower their heads when dealing with the opposite sex. In fact, what is more important is to control the way of view of the opposite sex so as not to fall into adultery.

Subjugating the view is the first step to keep the soul and mind of a Muslim from lust.

As people say, from the eyes down to the heart. Feelings can arise from view.

“Means we can stare at whoever we're talking to, right? The ban is just how we look. Right, so?” said Amara who still does not understand one hundred percent. Because, staring at the interlocutor is an effort of politeness to appreciate anyone we talk to.

Fatimah nodded. “Bby, but not for long with a specific purpose and purpose. For example, you look at a man because of his handsome appearance, it is definitely not allowed. Especially to the point of imagining something else, illegal law.”

Amara nodded her head in understanding. It turns out that many sins have been committed accidentally.

Forgive the servant who has sinned unintentionally for admiring Your creation too often.

To Be Continue ....