The End of the Waiting

Fretted

Amara sat down with Umi Rahma after finishing the evening lesson. He went back to the room for a while to pick up something. Five minutes later he came back and brought a paper bag with the logo of the clothing store. He handed it to Umi Rahma as a gift.

“This is excessive, Nak Mara.” Umi Rahma shook her head.

“I'd be very happy if umi didn't turn it down. That's my own choice, Umi.” Amara looked at the middle-aged woman who was already like her own mother.

“Thank you, Son. It's so pretty. Maybe umi will wear it on your wedding day.” With a smile haru.

Amara laughed softly. “Allah .. umi already thought about it.”

“That day will definitely come, Nak.”

“For now I have not thought about it. Maybe ... I don't know, may Allah bring my soul mate closer to me if the time has come.” Amara smiled with her eyes looking straight ahead. For now, he has not been focused or thinking about marriage. He was still healing the wounds of his heart that had not completely dried up.

Amara is still trying to let go of everything that happened in her life. He does not want to nurture his pain continuously, God willing he continues to learn to really mengikhlaskan everything.

With every memory and pain, Amara will take a stand and complain to God to keep asking him to remove the feelings that are still in his heart.

“Every human born on earth is created in pairs. No need to worry, the best soul mate God has prepared. Do not forget to pray and strive,” said Umi Rahma. “That fool will not be switched. Allah will draw close to the soul mate of the righteous who are always close to the Creator.”

Amara nodded. “I just need to leave everything to God. If the time has come happy will surely be obtained. That's right, right?”

“Why wisdom must be obtained from the ugliness first, Umi?”

“Gak always get from the bad, Mara. Wisdom is a long process that has been passed. Going through this phase is also not easy, there are many steep roads to go through, but it makes it a valuable lesson in life. Every human being is working to get better. As His word says, ‘Allah bestows wisdom upon whom one wills. And whoever is endowed with wisdom, he is truly endowed with many gifts. And only reasonable people can take a lesson.’ Surah Al-Baqarah verse 269.”

Allah has always given man a test to raise the level of righteousness. If you can say, this is like a class exam. The more difficult the exam, the level or level of degrees obtained will be higher.

One of the tests of Allah to raise the level of human fear is by being subjected to calamities or trials. In Al-Qur’an, Surah Al-Baqarah verse 155, Allah says, “And indeed We give you trials, with a little fear, hunger, lack of property, soul, and fruits. And give glad tidings to those who are patient.”

“May the trials and trials that have wrought us abort our sins.”

“Aamiin.”

Amara wiped away the tears that slid down her cheeks. The more he knows God, the more he is fascinated by everything that happens of His will.

Allah is good for all the blessings that He has given to his servants.

To Be Continue ....