
"Thank you very much, you've listened to my story.." Now that Adit had calmed down, the burden in his heart had been released. There was nothing more he had hidden from his beloved wife, whom he had hugged back to the way he had been.
Dinda smiled in her husband's arms. He hopes that after this, Adit can change, be friendly and loving to him without being overshadowed by fear again.
"Darling, it's late at night. We're moving into the room?" Bring Dinda spoiled.
"You're sleepy?" Adit still hugged her. Haven't wanted to let go. He began to feel comfortable hugging his wife.
"Heemhhh.."
"Sleep here first, hold me still. I still want to be like this, baby.." asked Adit while kissing his wife's soft forehead that had closed his eyes. "I love you.."
Dinda who was starting to sound could still hear Adit's words, and half-asleep she replied. "I love you too.."
Shortly after, Adit who began to feel tired and sleepy also fell asleep by leaning his head back, while continuing to hug his wife's body which was increasingly collapsed with his head drooping over his chest.
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The wall clock shows at one in the morning, when Adit awakens. He looked towards his wife who was still sleeping in his arms.
He could not bear to wake her. While the cold was getting through the bones.
Slowly he shifted a little his sitting position so that one of his hands could reach towards both knees Dinda. Once it felt safe enough, he began to rise while lifting his wife's body into his sling.
Walking very carefully, he stepped into the room. Arriving at the edge of the bed, he slowly lowered his wife on the bed, and fixed the position of his head on the pillow. Then immediately cover her so that she no longer feels the cold in her sleep.
He himself immediately climbed onto the bed, sitting next to his wife's sleeping body. He saw that beautiful face, innocent without makeup, he was still charming. His views shifted one by one down each part of his wife's face.
The closed eyes, showing a row of lashes. That little nose was always adorable. The cheek that often blushed, he had touched it but had never kissed it. And those lips.., Adit was glued to look at those tiny, seductive lips. The longer he stared at those lips, the more he began to feel his passion...
The desire to kiss his wife's lips, to enjoy the warmth of her taste, to trace every indentation in those lips.. Aaarghh.., his desire is getting hotter, eager to do all the things that come to his mind..
But he still held back. He didn't want to steal the kiss even though he wanted to. He did not want to be a coward who only dared to take a chance when Dinda did not realize it.
He would only do it, if Dinda had allowed it. He just wants them both to want it and enjoy it.
At the time Adit will lay his body, suddenly Dinda's body moves, wriggling slowly and then turning his body to the side facing towards Adit. Adit who was half lying down immediately fixed the blanket that was slightly exposed due to Dinda's body movements, and joined in enveloping his own body, then lay down to prepare to close his eyes. Trying to forget his desire that had peaked earlier.
"Darling..." Dinda who felt that she had moved opened her eyes and found Adit sleeping on her back beside her.
Adit reopened his recently closed eyes and turned towards Dinda. Faces meet faces, their views clash.
"May I hug..?" Adit pinta.
Dinda nodded her head. After what Adit told her, she no longer took issue with her husband who still asked before touching him. Let it be later over time, Adit will get used to itself and will do so comfortably.
Adit shifted his body docked to Dinda's body, then one hand coiled under his wife's head, intending to make her a sleeping pad for the wife, then the other hand hugged her waist tightly. Dinda reciprocated by wrapping her hands around the top of Adit's body tightly, so that the two of them hugged each other face to face, under one blanket.
"Do you feel comfortable?" Adit still fears his attitude is excessive for Dinda. Dinda immediately shook her head making Adit start to rouse.
"No.., it's never been this comfortable, dear.."
Adit breathed a sigh of relief, then smiled happily.
For a moment they were silent, just staring at each other.
The atmosphere of the night moving towards a quiet morning combined with the sweep of the cold wind, making the two people want to give each other warmth.
"Is it too late, dear..?" Adit asked with a trembling voice. Half braved themselves and the other half hesitated..
"What do you mean..?" Dinda frowned, not yet understanding her husband's question.
"Now.. Is it too late to start our first night..?" Adit repeated his question more clearly.
Deeggg...!! Dinda's heart immediately beat hard to hear it. His breath held for a moment. But he felt something calm in his heart. Adit..
"Are you sure, baby? You want to do it now?" Dinda tried to make sure he came back.
"Yes. I want it.." Adit answered softly, with a sad look that implied his desire.
Dinda stared intently into her husband's eyes. He saw the honesty there. That wish..
Dinda nodded along with her smile.
"Do what is rightfully yours for me. And I will do what I have been obligated to you.."
"Thank you dear. Ilove you.." Adit kissed his wife's forehead gently and long.
"I love you too, dear.." Dinda replied by kissing her husband's hand that had been held earlier.
And finally, under the same blanket, they started doing it. Hugs each other, kisses each other, shares breaths together, shares sighs together, shares sweat together, tries to satisfy each other.
Early that day witnessed the beginning of the union of two bodies that love and desire each other. Two human children who are fighting to let go of their desires, evaporating the passion of love that has reached the peak of their waiting.