SUPPOSE THAT...

EXPLANATIONS

The sun rose higher and higher refracting its rays through the window of the offer runag where Kirana was sitting cross-legged on the bed with a complete breakfast menu on the top of a special table patient infirmary.

"Why do you only see ?" Jonathan, who was sitting next to the bed, asked, biting the sandwich he had bought at the hospital cafeteria.

Kirana was silent, ever since she was found unconscious in Rendy's tomb, she had indeed become more quiet and suddenly her Kuli-like appetite had disappeared somewhere.

"You're still in shock that Dave isn't your Daddy's son ?" jonathan asked again after he quickly finished the triangular bread with vegetable fillings and pieces of beef and drank mineral water directly from the bottle.

Kirana pursed her lips, but her gaze was still down staring blankly at the tray full of breakfast.

"From the beginning I've been waiting for him anyway, you guys don't look alike." Jonathan says.

"...I.just shocked.." Kirana finally said, she turned to Jonathan next to her. "Why don't I remember Om Rendy saving me from the shooting ?" kirana asked with a frown looking at Jonathan. "And Dave...the son of Rendy..??" he doesn't believe. "Looks Om Rendy is not married, how can you have children ? And why should Daddy admit him as a child ? Then Mother, why just shut up and even seemed to already know and support ??" Kirana doesn't think.

"...They must have had a reason to do that" Jonathan said. "Didn't Oba-san promise to tell me everything that Dave was aware of ?"

Kirana's eyes immediately rounded. "How's Dave doing ?" ask her quickly.

Jonathan's forehead wrinkled. "Why ? you're worried...?" said Jonathan indifferently.

Kirana stutters. "In, he's in an accident.of course I'm worried." Kirana said as she looked away, lowered her head then picked up the spoon and started eating with a feeling of worry.

"I don't think your relationship is that good, but you're worried about her too." Jonathan folded his arms around his chest, leaning his back against the chair he was sitting on.

"...If he's Om Rendy's son, I don't owe his father's life." Kirana said without turning her head after that she just kept quiet and kept eating quietly. An unusual attitude for Kirana who talks a lot and can not be silent, even when eating though.

"Why is it like you're wrong ?" Jonathan doesn't understand. "I think Rendy-san did it because she's a good person, and it has nothing to do with Dave who maybe even she doesn't know Rendy-san."

Kirana just kept quiet while still spooning the food into her mouth slowly.

Jonathan took a long breath.

"This time I have a photo shoot for a magazine, you want to come ?" ask her.

"No way." replied Kirana without thinking.

"After that we can go for a walk, eat whatever you want." Jonathan continued.

Kirana was silent, thinking.

"Come on..klo you don't remember it wasn't your fault, right ?" Jonathan said again. "People when it's time to die will definitely die too, and it just so happens that Rendy-san died saving you."

"Why talk like this is normal ?" Kirana looked at Jonathan furiously. "You don't know how surprised I was when I remembered that incident !"

"NAH !" Jonathan said quickly and loudly, making Kirana surprised. "Maybe at that time you were 3 years old very shocked and maybe had time to get depressed because of the shooting, eating it by Oji-san and Oba-san you were made to forget."

"But..."

Kirana was silent saying nothing, her heart was sullen.

"Here you go..follow me, huh..?" seduce her. "I'll let you go later with Oji-san, it looks like she's still in the hospital waiting for that Dave." he said.

Hearing Dave's name, Kirana's mind again branched. He is still shocked about his Om who sacrificed his life to save him when he was a child, and his concern about Dave's safety.

"She's already saying something rude to you." Jonthan's words blew Kirana's daydream, making the girl turn her head towards her. "Making your family almost scattered, fortunately the things he said were only based on lies."

Kirana just silently heard it. He was down, every time he remembered Dave's face always his chest was beating faster, making him uncomfortable.

Suddenly the sound of knocking on the door continued the sound of the door opening was heard, making both Jonathan and Kirana turn to the source of the sound.

"Are you okay Kirana ?" Her father with a tired face and a circumference under his eyes entered along with her Mother.

Jonathan immediately rose from his seat, replaced by Andreas who immediately hugged his daughter with love.

Kirana can smell the fresh masculine scent that is always smelled every time the father hugs her, the fragrant aroma that always makes him calm whenever he can rest his head on the shoulder of the man who became his first love as a child.

"Why play blur ?" andreas asked as he watched the face of his daughter who would be as big as she grew, she was still his favorite little girl.

Marisa sits a little away from the bed, before Jonathan asks her permission to go back to her apartment for a while to take a shower and change her clothes.

He also asked for permission to go with Kirana to accompany him to the shoot.

"Yes, just take him." Marisa let me. "Make him forget about the matter, make him smile and want to eat more." he smiled broadly, intending to melt away the unpleasant feelings of Jonathan who became aware of the secrets of their Family.

"Of course." jonathan chuckled, before he opened the door and walked out of the room.

"...I felt guilty about Om Rendy.." Kirana's tears loomed in the eye, making her bright brown eyes even more beautiful.

"Why feel guilty...?" Andreas sat on the bedside stroking Kirana's tangled panjag hair.

"Om Rendy died because of me." her cries were immediately returned in his father's embrace. "I don't remember at all." he sobbed with his head on his chest with both arms around his waist.

"Daddy and Mom did deliberately make you forget" said his father who immediately made Kirana take off his embrace and look at his father's face.

"Why...?" both of Kirana's eyebrows are linked to each other with a puffy face.

"Post you have a high fever and keep calling Om Rendy." Andreas gives understanding. "It's been all sorts of doctors and drugs that you've been taking, but your heat hasn't been going down and the more days your delirium is getting worse on Kirana." she put her hand on her daughter's shoulder.

"Mother was worried and finally after a week, there was a Hypnotherapist who with regular therapy could make you forget about it." Marisa spoke while sitting next to the bed with her husband.

Kirana was silent, she was still trying to accept the explanation from her parents that did sound reasonable, before then she remembered Dave.