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Kirana's tears are flowing. Many times he rubbed his wet cheeks "I love you so much too, Dave." he said.


Dave immediately hugged and wiped away Kirana's tears. "Not crying anymore." Dave is not. "I'm sorry." she held Kirana's cheeks to look at him. "If I hadn't hugged you back then, nothing like this would have happened." Dave hugged Kirana back, baby.


In return Dave's arms and in the elus of Dave's tattooed back.


"I can't control my feelings when I see you dancing with Jonathan." Dave closed his eyes for a moment in a position still hugging Kirana and stroking her long hair.


Kirana's eyes are round. He couldn't believe what Dave said. "Dave jealous ?" he said in his heart.


"I've been trying to figure it out, but you guys look really friendly and.." Dave could not continue the words. He took off his wound at Kirana and looked at the girl's eyes.


"And ?" Kirana waited for Dave to continue his sentence.


Dave's down, his face flushed."And you, you look sexy." she said slowly.


Kirana instantly covered half of her dead red face with both palms. I can't believe Dave who has a flat face and is usually quiet can say that. "When at the party he didn't care." Kirana said inwardly, and it made her even more misbehavior.


They both looked down with blushed faces and a feeling of carelessness that made them restless.


"Se, actually back then I was feeling inferior." Kirana said slowly, making Dave raise his face looking at her. "..Angela's so pretty, eh ?" suddenly Kirana realized something. He looked at Dave deeply.


"What's up ?" ask Dave not to understand.


"Angela. What about Angela if.if we ?" Kirana held her forehead in guilt. The woman is too good to be hurt and she has been considered a good friend by Angela. It was the same with Kirana being the third person in Dave and Angela's relationship.


"Calm down." Dave cuddled Kirana's fingers.


"Dave, knowing you like me is enough. I don't want everyone to suffer because of my selfishness." Kirana's eyes glazed over at Dave.


"You can face all. Even your face gets hurt. Then why am I just keeping quiet ?" dave's forehead wrinkled.


Kirana bit her lower lip with a sad face. "I just feel sorry for Angela..." Kirana wiped away her flowing tears.


"What about Jonathan ?" Dave looked at Kirana.


Remembering Jonathan makes Kirana even more feel like the most evil person in the world.


"I don't want to hear or see you in Kirana's danger anymore." Dave says. "You don't know how worried I am when you hear the news of a cat with its neck on its head in your room. Confused I was looking for you and now your cheeks are deformed." Dave rubbed his hair back. "And it all happened because of me." Dave pointed to himself.


Kirana wiped her tears many times. He also never thought if one comfort given Dave could produce a series of disasters for him. "...Will Daddy bless our relationship, if we're honest ?" kirana asked after she stopped crying. "Then Mom ?" ask Kirana again. "Your grandfather and Grandma ? You love them so much, don't you ?"


The bare-chested man with the angel tattoo with his wide wings bowing down like he was sad fell silent.


"People also know we are one father's brothers." back Kirana's eyes water. "Where do we explain later ?" she wiped her tears before they flowed.


"..I've been feeling really depressed in life, Kirana." Dave said after a few minutes of silence. "I'm a passive person who finds it hard to express feelings." Dave was silent again.


They sat face to face and Kirana listened earnestly.


"You must know that I have great respect, even idolize Dad." Dave says. "Since childhood I've been chasing Dad's figure. Trying to do my best just so Dad would share a little of his attention with me and Mom." Dave's gaze was over. "But Dad never saw us once." Dave smiled bitterly. "Tattoo on my back I made when I was really disappointed in Dad who couldn't make it to my cumlaude graduation in INSEAD." Dave smiled bitterly again. "When I was the youngest graduate." Dave's eyes glazed over. "I studied desperately for that degree. That Dad should praise and say, 'I'm proud of you' in front of everyone. But it never happened." Dave's tone slowed down. "Dad couldn't attend and I was devastated." this time Dave chuckled.


He saw Kirana who was still staring at him with a puffy face. "I went straight to the tattoo artist in Paris and rubbed my back." Dave was amused to remember his stupidity, but his petals held back tears full of sadness.


"It must have hurt a lot." cried Kirana. "Tattoo was that big.." she cried sobbing as if her skin was the one on the tattoo.


"Of course." Dave chuckles, trying to cover up his past wounds. "I don't remember the pain, maybe because my heart hurt more" she said.


"Paul ?" Dave laughing. "For years you lived with Dad. Without any effort Dad poured out all his affection on you." Dave says. "Mom is also very attentive to you. So what do you envy of me ?"ask Dave not to think.


"Mom loves you too." Kirana won't lose. "You also have Grandpa and Grandma who think you're everything." Kirana's face turned grim. "While Opa and Oma who always defended me are dead."Kirana pouting.


Dave's face turned grim. Both of them were silent while the rainstorm had stopped and there remained a speck of rain.


"...Mom never cared about me before." Dave said after they had been quiet for some time.


Kirana looked up at Dave.


"Year Mom locked herself in her room. Her hair bleached quickly and was always crying." Dave poured out his heart.


Kirana.


"I have lived with Grandpa and Grandma since the age of seven more often. From them I know about Dad." Dave took a long breath. "I assume that because I'm divorced from Dad, Mom is like that." Dave's down. "Since then I've tried more than anyone else to make Mom happy and Dad want to come back to us." Dave rubbed his hair back, revealing his wide forehead. "Of course, that was before I knew the truth." Dave smiled at Kirana who was staring concernedly.


"Om Rendy's.." Kirana deliberately stalled her sentence. Just hang back for a second, then look at Dave. He swallowed. Consider telling the man or not. "..Om Rendy, he died saving me" he said slowly.


Dave's eyes are round.


"There was a shooting at the event we attended." Kirana looked at Dave sayu. "I don't really remember the details." Kirana's voice was low. "All I remember is Om Rendy hugging me with a cold and trembling body. Her face was pale..." Kirana's tears melt imagining the tragic events that occurred when she was three years old.


Dave still looked at Kirana unmoved.


"Why did I just realize, yeah.." Kirana smiled as she held the cheek of the man she loved with a smiling face but broke into tears. "Dave, you look a lot like Om Rendy." Kirana. Saddened by guilt that still feels real despite years.


"Kira.." Dave held Kirana in his arms.


"Sorry Dave, if Om Rendy had not died, it would not have been this complicated." cried Kirana.


"It's fate, Kirana." Dave stroked his long hair. "Had it been alive, with the Sanjaya Family's attitude, I'm not sure Mom could be honest with her heart" he continued with eyes on her.


"I must be cursed. Falling in love with the son of the man who lost his life because of me." Kirana.


"What ?" Dave held onto Kirana's shoulder to look at her. "Tell me who's cursed ?" Dave said in an angry voice.


Kirana's raut was wrinkled wryly. "I. fell in love with you who always said bad to me." he said sourly.


Dave was upset. "Did you know I said bad for covering up my feelings for you ?"ask Dave dongkol.


"What..? I was the one who fell in love and bore the heartache of your words." Kirana frowned considering Dave's treatment of her first.


Dave grunting. "You remember our first meeting ?" ask Dave.


"Of course, I almost died wanting you to get hit." Kirana.


"No!" said Dave quickly with a raised voice.


"We first met when you almost hit me." Kirana kept ablaze with her words.


"Gundam" said Dave increasingly upset because Kirana does not remember.


"What ?" kirana's eyes are round. "Gundam ?" he doesn't understand.