SPIRIT AND DEATH

BEWILDERED

Human life is inseparable from events, challenges, obstacles, opportunities, and experiences. All of that can be used as a lesson for everyone to become a better person from day to day. Experience is the best teacher who teaches many things, so that one does not fall in the same pit of error a second time.

Some people may have felt or are going through a heavy and painful phase of life. Life is like an endless drama. Especially for those who are less grateful, will certainly consider that life is a severe curse.

Like a fool, I was speechless and fixated on seeing the gift Rian gave to Feli. I was pretty sure that the bag belonged to the mysterious girl who had stuck her pen in my chest. Actually, what is the relationship between Rian and the girl? We might be the same age. My heart was conversing in great confusion.

I want to tell Feli everything that happened to me today so he can be careful. Merely, I could not bear to release a beautiful smile from her long lost lips. What am I supposed to do? Because I could be wrong, after all, such a bag must not be produced just one on top of this world right? C'mon Sarah! There must be a way to understand all this.

"Feli."

"Yes, what's up Sarah?" asked Feli while lifting the bag that Rian had given him and touched all his parts.

"Is your inner eye closed?"

"Sheep, I want to be normal for some time, at least until I fully recover. Why Sarah? You want to see something?"

"I ...."

Tok tok tok tok tok tok tok.

"Have you gone home?" greet the Father who is still standing in front of my room door.

"It's Dad" I said as I walked to the door and opened it.

"Why is it so pale?" ask Dad in an anxious tone.

"Nothing well," I replied because I didn't want you to worry about me.

"Yes, if so you two eat first. It just so happened that Dad came out for a while and Dad bought soto coconut milk for you both."

"Well, thank you very much. We'll be out and eat."

"Yes, then I go to the room first for a break. I leave for work tomorrow morning."

"When are we going to Yusuf Yah's?"

"If you come home quickly, the afternoon goes straight to the house of Mr. Joseph. But if you come home late or late at night means tomorrow or the day after tomorrow we're just there."

"Well, Dad, I get it."

"good. Yeah, I'll go to the room first, son."

"Yes, yeah, thanks." Dad left me to go to his room.

I feel so sticky and it makes me feel uncomfortable. For that I decided to go to the bath using warm water that was ready in the bathroom. "Feli, I'll clean up first."

"Yes .... "

*****

"Feli, don't keep the toy bag! Now

shower there! Later in the night," I said breaking Feli's daydream that was very cool while holding the bag that Rian gave.

Before long, Feli immediately stood up and cleaned himself up. When Feli went to the bathroom, I touched the bag and recalled the mysterious shadow she had in the class. I am absolutely certain that this bag is hers. I said once more in my heart.

Feli came out of the bathroom and immediately put on his clothes. "Sarah, what if papa? From that moment on your attitude was strange. Make my feelings bad to know."

"I'm fine Fel."

"Relatedly? " said Feli while holding the bag and it seemed that he intended to keep it, then I nodded my head.

"Fel, let's eat together! " my broom to Feli who was cool to touch and pay attention to the bag that Rian gave her. "Chew .... "

"I-iya Yes Sarah, come on, said Feli stammering, it seems he still wants to linger with the bag.

Seeing my pale face yet still waiting for him to stand up to eat together, Feli immediately rushed towards me. She looked very happy, I could see from the look in her eyes and the expression on her face. I asked in my heart, how do I tell him all this? Poor Feli.

"Let's eat Sarah! A lot of yes."

"No."

"meaning?"

"Oh, no Feli, sorry."

"Why are you so dumb as Sarah?" asked Feli while focusing on looking at me.

"No Feli, I'm just thinking about something" I replied as I bribed food into my mouth.

"Such like it's something heavy? Just tell me!"

"Other time is Feli! I want to eat a lot" I replied as I bribed the rice into my mouth lazily.

"I'm making you some warm tea, huh?"

"Yes, thank you Fel."

Shortly from Feli left me for the kitchen to make tea, there was a knock on the door from outside my house and I opened it immediately.

"Hi, how are you Sarah?" rian asked with his special smile and thrust out a large fresh fruit parcel for me.

"I'm .. I'm pretty good."

"Yes .. Please come in! Outside almost magrib."

"Okay, thanks Sarah."

Rian walked into the house and at the same time, I stared at the car that Rian was carrying. There are no more insects there, I said in my heart. Then I turned my body to enter the house following Rian. But at the same time, I felt that someone was looking at me from a distance.

I turned my head back and turned my gaze back, then I quickly seemed to see the stature of the old woman using the white stick I had seen before and she flashed very quickly in front of me. Who is that old man? I asked in my heart.

"Sarah, don't daydream! Magrib, ora eloquent (Not good)," said Rian as he waited for me to enter the house with him.

"Yes ... "I answered softly with eyes that glanced back and forth in confusion. "Please sit!"

"Thank you."

I walked towards the kitchen and told Feli that, "Outside there was Rian coming to visit and bring this fruit," I said as I handed the fruit parcel to Feli. "Oh yeah, don't forget to make Rian a hot drink all together."

"Yes Sarah." Then Feli again heats the water in the kettles to make a cappucino for Rian.

I returned to the living room and accompanied Rian to a seat. He seemed to notice me, although I did not blatantly look into his eyes, but from the corner of the left end of my eyes, I could see Rian's expression very carefully looking at me.

"Please .." said Feli while presenting a hot cappucino to Rian and warm tea for me. Then Feli sat down with us and they started chatting warmly, while I just smiled as they laughed and just fell silent as they looked at each other.

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"Allaahu Akbar, Allaahu Akbar (2x)

Asyhadu allaa willaaha (2x)

Ashhadu anna Muhammadar rasuulullah (2x).

Hayya's 'alashshalaah (2x)

Hayya's (2x).

Allaahu Akbar, Allaahu Akbar (1x)

Laa lilaaha (1x)"

About 30 minutes chatting, the sound of azan magrib reverberating. "Have entered Magrib, I want to go to the mosque first. Anyone want to come?" rian and Feli asked immediately.

"I'll just stay home. Careful yeah! Don't be long gone" I replied with a very lazy expression.

"Yes already then. We'll take care of it."

"For a while, I'll take a face first" said Feli and I went straight into the room with Feli.

Upon arrival in the room, I told Feli to be careful and not to go home too late. Like the person who is in the middle of a kasmaran, Feli just smiled while nodding his head.

"I'm saying goodbye to Sarah."

"Yes, be careful."

"Emmmh... But you sure I can stay alone? Your chest is not tight anymore?"

"Yes Feli, I seem to have improved thanks to Rian's first aid earlier."

"Thank God, then, I say goodbye to my Sarah. Bay .... "

"Bay .... "

Actually my thoughts and feelings were not at all calm to let Feli go with Rian, but my whole body felt very weak. I hope all my bad thoughts are only because I am worried and worried, not because something bad is going to happen. Maybe I was too traumatized by everything that happened to me. After all, if Rian was an evil man, he might worship God.

"Sir Rio again what and where?" ask me in my heart while letting go of my anxiety.

I can't predict the future, even in one second. I could have planned to spend time with whom and what, but I can't guarantee I can do that and how long I'll live in this world.

Therefore, I want to enjoy the life I have, to be grateful and happy with everything I have that will lead me to the true nature of life.

I have convinced my heart to accept me for who I am. Unconditional, without worry, without fear because I have to accept the destiny of God well. God gave it to me, let God take it back from me.

“The fact is, we don't know what will happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride and no one guarantees it. Life is mysterious, we never know what's going to happen out there before we get through it. "

Seriate....

"For those readers who love horror and Islamic titles mixed with sweet romance, please stop by the title of my novel "EDGE 7," which tells about the power of love against the power of the devil. Inspired by my personal life.

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