SPIRIT AND DEATH

FUTURE

"Alright, Sarah. If you're ready, then I'll be ready. Take ablution water and I will unite myself, to you."

I immediately purified myself before uniting with Mbah Vishnu. I hope God makes all my good intentions easier. I am just a weak human being who wants the creatures around me to find the right path.

"Already, Mbah."

"Please sit comfortably because I need a long time. You're a girl, while I'm a boy."

"Yes, Mbah."

For more than three hours I sat motionless and tried to focus. I don't want to fail, I have to be strong and this is the first time I've done something like this. It turns out to be tiring, then what about people who do tapa brata or semedi for 40 days and 40 nights?

"It has. Alhamdulillah," said Mbah Vishnu while rubbing his face, then he bowed.

Before long, he closed both eyes while putting his hands on my head, without touching. 20 minutes passed, suddenly Mbah Vishnu said the mother with his voice vibrating. 15 minutes later, Mbah Vishnu mentioned Tania's name while shedding tears.

It turns out he was looking at my past. It was the first time I saw such clear tears. When Mbah Vishnu mentioned the two names, I also cried as if the pain had accumulated in my chest again, then after a few minutes, suddenly the taste disappeared somewhere.

My chest that was originally tight became very light, even I forgot to shed tears next for the reason of my mother and sister Tania.

Still in the same hand position, Mbah Vishnu seemed to smile and I did not know what he saw. At that time I hope, he did not see my mischief with Kak Rio when I did not understand the law and also the sin of dating.

Then Mbah Vishnu pulled his hand right towards my face and just then his smile died down. Even what was on his face was tension, to the point that he let out a cold sweat. I don't know what he saw? I have to ask.

Mbah Vishnu lowered his hand while opening both his eyes. And he said Istighfar several times until the sweat on his face disappeared.

"Sarah, as I told you, I'm not the type of fighter, but I'm a person who can see the past and the future quite well. They are often used by my master to arrange his country to remain safe and secure and to choose which path is the best among the good. And right now, you deserve that too, Sarah."

"What's up, Mbah?" I asked as if I realized something heavy.

"God will test you again, Sarah. But this time not anytime soon. But you have to prepare yourself well, so do we in order to help you."

For a moment I was silent listening to the words of Mbah Vishnu. I know he doesn't want to say everything he sees, he just doesn't want to be wrong and he just reminds me to always be careful.

What Mbah Vishnu said made the mind go back to Mbah Radjiman while in the mosque. Moreover, the direction of the conversation between the two of them is the same that there will be a huge ordeal approaching my life after this.

"Sometimes we do good, but there are still people who feel hurt about us. I'm sorry your mother was kind and loving, but her brother was still jealous of her. Even the heart to destroy your mother's life, more than dust," said Mbah Vishnu who seems to have known about all my past, without having to be told first.

"Yes Mbah, I also realize that because the attitude of envy of man really cannot be cured if he does not do it himself. Others can only help."

"But you're calm because you're not alone, Sarah. You have many friends who love you very much and are willing to stand in the way of anything to hurt you."

"Yes Mbah, I proved it. Moreover, Feli, he has even fought his life for me," I said while sucking my nose water.

"How are you feeling now?"

"More relief, Mbah." I don't know what's going on? But clearly I feel that my chest that was full is now more spacious and spacious.

"Thank God if I'm useful to you, Sarah. Hemh, it turns out I misjudged you. At first I thought you were the same as the other girls, but you weren't. Even you have lived the hardest times of your life well, without you blaming God's destiny."

"Thank you, Mbah. Now I just have Dad and I don't know what if my dad's not going to? Can I survive like this or not? If only I could tell, when will the angel of the lifethrower come?"

"Azhuu, Sarah. You must know that the angel of life is diligent in meeting humans? The hadith of the Prophet SAW narrated by Abdullah bin Abbas ra that the Prophet said: That the angel of death watches the face of man on this earth 70 times a day. When Izrail came to contemplate someone's face, he found that he was laughing, or doing dzolim, adultery and so on."

"Is that so, Mbah?"

"Everyone never knows when he dies, it could be when he is eating well, is soundly sleeping, is engrossed in insulting others or talking about the ugliness of others, or when we worship and say the name of God."

After the wide discussion, Sarah also called all the prewomen Emang Wulan's grandmother entrusted to her through Mbah Siji because all this time Sarah had never called them in its entirety.

it did not take long, the Wangan owners of nawangwulan funds gathered and at that time Sarah was very surprised to see the number of even houses until the yard was not fit to accommodate the Parahyangan.

Abaghfirullahaladzim much this asked Sarah who looked puzzled.

yes Sarah and this is all. Mbah Siji felt very confident that all the crew had gathered in front of me and at the same time I was just looking for a face that I knew like Grandpa Singgih and Datuk Belang.

"Bah, where are Grandpa Singgih and Datuk Belang?" I asked because I did not see the figure of the two in the crowd of creatures with diverse forms and faces.

Looking at the condition of the two, I was very unbearable and I also felt pessimistic that they would be able to continue to fight and survive for life. But what Mbah Vishnu said is also not wrong, then I will give the opportunity to all of them to choose their own way of life.

The night was getting late and I who was just waiting for a decision from them all sat in silence while thinking about all the events that hit my life. Whatever their decision is pseudo, then I have to accept it. I said in my heart while continuing to stare at the members who were conversing.

They like to create a group based on their respective expertise. Then one of the groups said, "We chose to leave because our souls are black and we still want to choose our first path."

After listening to that remark I immediately allowed the first group to leave and I tried to sincerely release them all. "Go take good care of yourself and forgive all my shortcomings."

Suddenly the first group disappeared like the wind, but I could remember their faces clearly even though I didn't know their names.

The second group consisted of small sized creatures such as frogs and they looked slimy as well as shiny and fishy smelling. One of them also came forward and said that, "We still want to have fun on this earth, so we won't waste our time just to be destroyed and perish."

"Go and forgive all my shortcomings" I said, standing up and watching them jump and drag and disappear.

The third group also said the same thing and only one of them was willing to live in the form of a big banyan tree and he said that he would continue here with me to follow my wishes.

But before he wanted me to give it a name and at that time I gave it the name banyan because it is shaped like a banyan tree that is very lush, green, large and also sturdy.

The last one is Mbah Siji and the others. They said they would stay with me and follow the direction I was pointing.

After that I told Mbah Vishnu to immediately bring the others to the place that had been planned. But before Mbah Vishnu wanted me to be a witness that they had become Muslims by saying two sentences of shahadah together in front of me and I followed the wishes of Mbah Vishnu.

The sky, the moon, the stars, the cold wind, all bear silent witness to the increase of the servants of God and the tears in my eyes. I'm so happy and I hope everything will be okay.

"Sarah, are you sure you don't need me here?" tanya Mbah Pecek's.

"I really need everything, but it's not now. Go away and don't forget to come back in a better state!"

"Your government is our strength, Ndok," they said simultaneously.

"Thank you" I said, throwing away my tears.

"Sarah, I'll take them all away. Take good care of yourself and keep doing the right thing because if you don't, then we will also suffer the consequences" Mbah Vishnu said to me and as I nodded my head, they all disappeared.

Suddenly I felt the atmosphere become very quiet and silent. It's the same as me a year ago, it turns out I really already considered them a part of myself and when they left, I felt a part of me disappeared.

*****

On the other hand and elsewhere, Mbah Vishnu told his colleagues that this was our home for a while - a magnificent mosque that was very clean with many and sparkling lights.

"I know, at first it will be very painful. But I'm sure, God willing with determination, we'll all get through it."

"Hopefully" said the others.

"Yes, God willing. Amiuin."

"One thing I want to say, especially about Sarah."

"What?" ask Datuk Belang.

"As I see it, he will face such a big problem. Even he would risk his life in a war that had no idea when it would begin. I hope at that time we are all really ready to help Sarah," Mbah Vishnu said as he looked at the others.

"If you may know, what do you see Vishnu?" asked Mbah Siji to his beloved sister.

"All of you draw near, I will show you, ' said Mbah Vishnu as he extended his hand to Sarah's servants.

About 10 minutes Mbah Vishnu transfer energy and vision, they can know the foresight of Sarah who will face a war with shades of green and full of horses and a golden carriage.

Seriate.

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