SPIRIT AND DEATH

SWEET CONVERSATION

We continued our journey to the hospital. I want Feli's wounds to be handled by the experts directly because they are in the head. Even so, I'm actually worried because the hospital is not a beautiful place for 6-eyed humans.

While leaning my head on the chair, I kept thinking what to do? on the other hand I feel very guilty for Feli for opening his inner eyes accidentally, but on the other hand I do not know what to do.

"Darling, beware!!" feli's yelling broke my daydream.

"What?!" asked Rian who was astonished while stopping the speed of his vehicle.

"That, someone is standing in front of us" said Feli.

"That's not our Feli, Istighfar you!" I said as I held onto the right shoulder of Feli who was sitting in the front seat. Actually I wanted Feli to sit in the back seat, but since he was drunk on the trip so he was not willing to sit with me.

"Is she?"

"Istigfar, Honey!!" rian said once again to make Feli calmer.

"Come on Rian's way!"

"Yes .... "

"Rian, where are the others? we're going to this hospital?"

"Maybe with Uncle. It's been a few days of this cottage of unwanted guests' arrival."

"Subhanallah .. may all be well."

"I can still close my inner eyes temporarily, but I can't take long because my energy has been drained away. I have not eaten for a long time, so this is how it is," said Grandma Nawang Wulan who had looked weakened when she finished giving pure energy to Feli earlier.

"Thank you, Grandma" I said in a faint voice and only my ears could hear him.

Before long, I saw Grandma Nawang Wulan covering both of Feli's eyes with her long black and thick hair like a sage broom, while Feli was busy rubbing his eyes and always said poignant.

Thanks, Grandma. I said without a sound. I know Grandma's efforts worked, though, evident from Feli who can not see some people who are playing chess in the middle of the highway or a little girl with severe injuries on the head to remove thick white mucus from the left the head that was knocking on the car window, when we stopped at a red light intersection of four.

O Allah .. Who knows my suffering? it's something very painful. I learned from life and I tried hard to accept all reality. Strengthen your servant, Rob, I said, holding the vibration on my lips and bowing.

"Sarah, are all of them ugly like that? I mean the magical."

"Not really, let alone that of the jinn of Muslims. They are usually very handsome and clean. His feet were wide, his smile was charming, his eyes were shining.The tree was charismatic."

"But the devil can do that too, right, Sarah? even they can resemble our partner (husband or wife)."

"Remain .. is absolutely right. That is why we are encouraged to recite prayer before intercourse, so that we are kept away from vile things and deceit."

"Yes yeah?" said Feli as if just realized something very important but often neglected by many people (legitimate husband and wife couples).

"May you not be remiss, Feli ... Rian!"

"God will not be negligent, Sarah."

"Amin to Allah .... "

"But I haven't been able to read his prayers yet" said Feli, staring at the ceiling of the car.

"It's my duty to guide you, Feli," said Rian, holding Feli's left cheek with his fingers and smiling.

"We arrived .." said I as I opened the car door.

"I .... "

"Don't worry, Feli! You are safe. Relax ...!"

"I'm confused about you, Sarah. It's like you have two brains now."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha .... "

We arrived at the IGD, Feli and Rian went straight inside. While waiting I thought about Nova. He was still too young and unstable, but I also realized that not everything above this world could be solved. Obviously, everything we do must be accounted for.

Tap ... tap .. tap .. tap .. tap.

When I was alone, I suddenly heard the sound of strong footprints but sounded very thin to be able to raise the feathers on my back and around my ears.

I chose to keep my head down because I had a bad feeling about this, but my eyes were still able to see the heavy footprints. He stopped right in front of me, it felt like my ears were thick as well as both sides of my cheeks. What does he want from me? ask me without a sound.

Suddenly I saw black blood flowing from his legs and buried the treads of his shoes. This is not good, I said in my heart. Before long, something slippery fell on the ends of my left leg. It was shiny black, it was like a leech that had eaten a lot of blood.

I don't know what's going on, but obviously I feel like my body is getting pushed away and I feel alone, even I feel like I'm almost gone. It's like playing a swing that's thrown so high up that my adrenaline goes up and down unstable.

"Assalamu'alaikum ... Sarah," said someone who had not been seen by me. Yet I cannot see well (blurred/like a firefly). "Assalamu'alaikum O children of Adam .... " But I still could not control my body and my mind so I could not answer the greeting. "Assalamu'alaikum the servant of Allah."

"Waalaikumsalam warohmatulohi ... Waalaikumsalam warohmatulohi ... Waalaikumsalam warohmatulohi wabarakatuh .. " said me while crying.

"Calm down!!"

"What happened, Mbah?"

"That's how the devil tempts you, that's how the devil wants to rule you, that's how the devil inserts in a little hole in your heart. Then do not daydream! Remember, when you are sick, sad, happy, lonely, longing, hurt, languishing, or whatever it is, just remember God...."

"Allahu Akbar .... "

"Allahu Akbar .... "

"Allahu Akbar ..." I said this time crying.

"Astagfirullah hal azim .... "

"Astagfirullah azim thing, I'm tired Mbah. Tired ... it's like to sleep on my mother's lap or my sister Tania."

"Patience .. Your test is very hard and I am very proud to be in the midst of Adam's great posterity like you."

"When will my exam end, Mbah?"

"After you take your last breath, keep working and be patient .... "

I cried after hearing the words of Mbah Brahma. It feels like it's going to get heavier and I can't let my guard down. It turned out that my soul was still very weak and I was not that strong. Tannia ....

"Sarah, why are you?" rian asked who was already like a brother to me, while sitting squatting in front of me. "Hey, why are you crying? Feli is fine. Don't feel guilty like that! He'll be out soon, too."

"Yes .." I said as I continued to wipe my tears and draw my nose.

"What's this?" ask Feli who came out of the IGD room.

"No idea" Rian replied, shaking his head.

"No idea, I can't see his face."

"Yes ... We should go to Dad's room yuk! I miss you" said Feli, who knows what makes me happy.

We arrived at Dad's room and Feli took Dad's hand and kissed him. "Dad, sorry I just arrived. There was something going on."

"You okay? why is this your head?"

"The whole story, Dad."

"What matters is that you're all okay, right?"

"Yes Well," said Rian and I together.

"Norris .... "

"Yes, Dad."

"Come here!!"

"Yes, Yeah .... "

"Everything must be heavy, right?"

"Eeeemh" I said without opening my mouth.

"But I'm sure you can. Moreover, you are not alone. There are Fathers who can bet their lives on you, there are your brothers and I'm sure there are many others who are willing to support and sacrifice for you."

"Dad, is the path I took right?"

"of course. Helping is God's command. We just have to pray, that everything you help knock his heart to get back on the right path."

"I understand Dad."

"Dad also apologized to you because Dad did not teach you religious knowledge since childhood, even Dad let and let you go so that you are far from Dad. I feel so guilty about Tania. That's why I left you with Uncle and Aunt."

"We've discussed it Dad and I don't think it's too late to study. After all, for me Dad is the best dad for me."

"For me too" said Feli who was at the end of Dad's bed.

"Hah .. if you are together, you will be strong. One looked back and looked forward. While the other one becomes an eye that can penetrate time and among you there is Rian and your future husband Sarah. They will protect you from your left and right sides. From above there is God and from below there is a Father who will be the foundation for both of you to stand."

"Dad .... "

"Father is sincere as long as it is God's way."

"And we will be the fence that protects you all" said Mbah Brahma and the five other jinns.

I cried while holding my lips. I know it all feels strange and strange. But maybe this is my path. May Allah bless our steps. We will help those in need.

Not yet exhausted my tears, suddenly out smoke from Feli's eyes. "Grandmother .." I said as I pulled the hair of Feli's blindfold and I immediately placed it in my ear. I didn't know if this was true or not, which I obviously tried to do without a clue.

"We can't help him, even if we help, we will destroy him."

"Who's grandma, Sarah?" ask Feli.

"You can't see him yet because he's resting" I said and Feli looked at Mbah Brahma.

I looked at Feli and told him, "Those who are always with us, Feli. In front of you his name is Mbah Brahma and others you can ask yourself."

I brought Feli's stiff wooden body to sit on the sofa chair and at that time, he started having strange conversations because he kept asking about Mbah's name in white.

"It's been almost 45 minutes and Feli always asks the same question."

"He's confused Dad."

"Yes .... "

"You should sleep! Dad can go home, right? tomorrow morning I'll go to the doctor's office."

"Yes, son."

After an hour had passed, Dad seemed to sleep without any burden. I kissed Dad on the forehead as a sign of my love for him. I hope you'll recover soon.

"Well, get him to sleep! I will try to close his inner eyes" Mbah Brahma said half in a whisper.

"Good, Mbah."

"Feli .. let's go to bed! Don't get sick, remember that wound on your head!"

"Yes .... "

"Sleep .. We'll take care of you!"

"Yes, Mbah," said Feli with a big smile.

Me and Feli slept on the couch on the side, I was on the wall and Feli was on the other end. While Rian uses his jacket as a bed on the floor. I hugged the waist up to Feli's stomach, while Rian faced towards Feli's face while holding Feli's right hand.

"Rian, I'm like this. How's it?"

"I'll take care of you, always," said Rian and he kissed the backs of Feli's hands.

"I love you so much. I used to think my life meant nothing. I am alone and lonely. I .... "

"Suuuut .." said Rian, covering Feli's lips with the index finger of his right hand. "Now you have it all, my dear. Family, siblings, husband, friends on campus. You have everything that no one else has."

"Rian ... " said Feli while crying.

"I love you, Feli."

"I love you too, Rian."

Behind Feli's back, I can only smile. I am happy when my best friend is happy. I'll take care of him like he's looking after me. Tania .. Look at me Brother! I'm great, aren't I? I said as I closed my eyes with a drop of my tears coming down from the corner of my right eye.

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