SPIRIT AND DEATH

SPIRIT AND DEATH
HELPFULLY



I came out of my room to wake up the father who was still sleeping in his room. "Dad .. wake up well, it's noon." I said as I knocked on Dad's room door and said politely.


"Yes Sarah .." said Father from his room.


Knowing Dad was awake, I immediately walked towards the dining table. Oh my God .. Why am I not so excited? I asked in my heart. But I can't be like this because you can't think much about me.


30 Minutes passed, Father came out of the room and Brother Rio arrived. A very precise coincidence, because with the two of them I can smile a little widely even though I have to lie to myself.


We had a delicious breakfast even though I was not at all calm. I try to balance the two men with the love for me that is in front of me. I cherish them so much that I try to cover up the anxiety in my heart with a smile.


"If you have finished breakfast, we should immediately go to campus Kak. "I don't want to be late" I said softly when in fact I wasn't afraid to be late but I wanted to discuss and ask Feli for help as soon as possible.


"Alright .. it seems like there are people who are impatient to learn Om. " said Kak Rio to Dad and they laughed together as if happy with my words.


"Yes yes .. Tonight I'm home soon Sarah."


"Alhamdulillah .. Yes yes. I will also go straight home from college. "


Dad drove me and brother Rio to the front of the house, precisely on the porch of our house. Dad always did, after I left home to go to college, then dad will go to his office and lock all the windows and doors neatly.


"Sarah, are you sick? " asked Kak Rio who kept paying attention and glanced at me while in the car because unlike usual I just kept quiet and stared straight at the street.


"No, brother, I'm fine. How are you doing Sinar Kak? "


"But you seem lethargic and lackluster Sarah .. " said Kak Rio who was suspicious of me without answering my question about Sinar. "If there's a problem, tell me...! I don't want to be Sarah's useless lover. "


No, I don't want to involve Kak Rio in this mysterious affair of my family. Besides I don't know exactly what's going on, is this all just a hallucination or a hint from Tania?


"Sarah, why are you so daydreaming like that? "


"I'm just sleepy Brother, ngak more. "my mouth trying to avoid every question from Kak Rio who came to me a lot and made me a bit excited.


"Well, you close your eyes to Sarah. I'll take this car slowly, just enough to make a break for a moment. "


"Please Brother .. "said me while closing my eyes and lying by pretending to sleep, so that Brother Rio no longer questioned about what happened to me. I'm sorry, brother, I just want you not to worry and not to get carried away in my problems. I said in my heart.


*****


"Sarah .. we have arrived at the campus. " said Kak Rio gently while tidying my hair and tucking it in both my ears.


I got out of the car with the help of Rio, he thought I must be staggering because I just woke up from sleep and he took me to the bathroom inside the campus building to wash my face to get fresh.


"I wait here yes Sarah .." said Kak Rio while standing at the door and leaning his body against the wall.


"Yes Brother, thank you .... "


Feeling quite fresh, I immediately came out of the bathroom and Brother Rio gave me a tissue to dry my still wet face. "When did you become a baby sister? ask Sister Linda while crossing her arms right on her chest.


"meaning? " asked Kak Rio with a slight smile and relaxed.


"Yes .. 'cause the last 1 month I've seen you like a real Baby Sister. Besides taking care of your baby, you also take care of it neatly. It's like you're not Beb, because all I know is you're a strict, hard, independent man. "


"You are really Lin but the problem is that my hard attitude is only for people who are not in my heart while for my lover, she said, how can I be tough and decisive while I love her so much? "


"What's? " said Sister Linda with a shocked expression. " What does it mean that you and she have a special relationship, I mean that courtship? No pantes times Beb .. " said Kak Linda half mocking Kak Rio.


"But the thing is I love Sarah so much and I intend to marry her after I get a decent job. One more thing you and your friends need to know is Linda, that my relationship with Sarah has been sanctioned by both my parents and Sarah's parents. So our relationship is clopping up without a problem."


"You sure, Beb? " ask Linda again.


"Of course, I hope you don't look for Sarah anymore because if you're dealing with Sarah, you're dealing with me. " kak Rio said with a smile and tried to speak softly as they are women.


"Sister, we better get into the yuk class...! I don't want to be late "my words are trying to break up the question and answer sessions between them because for me fighting like this is not important.


"Yes dear ..." sahut Kak Rio who looks very deliberately burning the anger of Sister Linda and her friends. Though all this time, Rio has never called me affectionately and it makes me feel amused and provoked to laugh a little.


"Let's just be, see you later! Surely one campus all knew that Rio already had a lover named Sarah. "with a big smile and walked with me towards class.


"Silver this .. Shame to know. "


"Why should I be ashamed? That way you will also be more sure that I have no other lover besides you. Besides, I also want them to know and not try to get the attention of my lover."


"So funny, I just realized that Big Brother is a jealous man" I said while mocking.


"Of course, because I love you so much and I don't want anyone to bother you let alone steal you from my side. Got it? "


"Daughter .... "


"You should learn to call me baby. "


"Hemmmh .. okay. Outside the campus, my sister. "


"Don't be stingy Sarah .... "


"Not stingy Brother, but shy .... " We put words to each other until Kak Rio delivered me right in front of the class and we split up to study.


The mouthful between Kak Rio and Kak Linda and her colleagues earlier made me lose quite a lot of time, so I could not chat much with Feli before the lecture began.


Unlike usual, today Feli seems less sensitive to my feelings and thoughts. Usually, without me telling the story, Feli was still able to capture the mind and immediately asked, "What's the matter?" But not this time.


*****


The break came, I immediately approached Feli and greeted him. "Hi Fel ...."


"Yes .. Why is his face so? " ask Feli enthusiastically as usual.


"Something is troubling my mind. "


"What's? "


"Remember my story about Kak Tania's sighting multiple times over the past 1 month? Although it rarely appears but there and as if He wants to tell me something bad will happen to me and Dad. "


"Why can you be sure of that? Tania could have come because she missed nothing else."


"My feeling of telling me Feli and this is so strong is the same as when Aunt Rima wanted to kill me."


Feli seemed to fold his forehead and thought, whether I was hallucinating or indeed I got a hint from Tania who had always taken good care of me. But one thing that confused me, usually Feli immediately pulled a picture book and took a pencil to find out what happened to me but not this time.


"You'd better calm down first Sarah! So that you can truly sift through the signs that Tania gave you! "


Before long, I told Feli about the time and calendar in my room. "If judging from the day I've cross-marked, my safe time or Dad is only 3 days away and it's a serious matter. " say it again to convince Feli about my premonition because Feli seemed to not believe and thought that I was hallucinating.


Feli was silent and downcast with his eyes glancing around as if thinking of something very heavy and impossible he could do. "Well, if you're absolutely sure of what you're thinking, then I'll figure out the truth. "


"Feli help me! Dad's in danger and this isn't kidding. I'm so sure of how I feel right now."


"Well Sarah ... after school I will see her" said Feli with an anxious face.


Actually in my heart I asked, when I heard the words from Feli because he did not usually say such a thing. To my knowledge, without me asking Feli to pull the drawing book and pencil, but not this time. Is it possible that his drawing paper and pencils stay at home? So Feli wants to do it at home later.


During the words in my heart, I saw Feli's face that looked very anxious and I was sure it wasn't because of what I said just now but because of something I didn't know. I didn't dare to question Feli because he seemed to be trying to hide something from me.


"What about papa Fel? " i asked who was worried to see a different expression of Felly than usual. What are you hiding from me, Fel? I asked without a sound.


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