
Dad was very angry and furious this time, without thinking about the pain and injuries he suffered, he said, Dad kept chasing Aunt Rima and stuck a knife in her stomach once again until she was pushed against the wall and looked dying.
"I'm pregnant Mas .. I'm pregnant with your child," said Aunt Rima in a half-whispering voice while looking into Dad's eyes.
"No way .. no way, " said Father with a million feelings in his heart.
"I'll never let you be happy, Sarah .... " Tante Rima's voice disappeared.
"It is impossible .." said Father once again with trembling hands and soaked in blood.
Dad pushed Aunt Rima's body far back until she lay. I wanted to make sure that Aunt Rima would not move for the third time, then come back to attack us. I stood right on his left arm and I saw Aunt Rima's eyes open with her mouth drenched in blood.
The one thing I could see from both eyes was hatred. Actually I don't know what makes Auntie Rima so hate me. Shouldn't I be the one who deserves to hate him because he killed my mother and the people who loved me all along.
Why do I feel like the world and things are so strange? Someone who should be angry but should not be angry, someone who should hate but cannot hate, and someone who should be punished is not willing to be punished.
Before long the door of our house was opened by many people piled up at the door, they entered simultaneously and when I saw them, I knew they had come to help not to hurt us. But alas, the policemen were late and Aunt Rima was lifeless with her belly filled with life.
I sat squatting and intended to close both eyes Aunt Rima because with the position and state of the eyes like this made me afraid and uncomfortable. But at the moment I wanted to do it, Feli shouted quite loudly and stopped the movement of my hand that almost touched the face of Aunt Rima.
"Don't touch him!! Let someone else take care of it! " said Feli seemed to be able to feel something that I could not feel.
I did not understand what Feli meant, which was clear all along what he said was for my good and he never had any bad intentions and wanted to plunge me.
I paused my intention and walked a bit quickly towards Feli. I lifted Feli's body to take him to the hospital. Likewise with Dad who was helped by a young policeman while holding a stab wound right in my father's stomach.
I saw Dad crying and moaning in pain. Finally, father's tears seemed to be dripping quite a lot but after I thought once again it didn't seem like it was the wound that made Dad cry but the last words from the mouth and received that said that he was pregnant with a child Daddyh.
I don't know how my father feels right now but clearly, Dad didn't do it on purpose. Father was completely unintentional and did not intend to kill his biological child, even if Aunt Rima did not lie for the umpteenth time.
*****
"Sarah, stay with me or Dad! If you hear voices calling your name but they don't recognize you, don't tell them! Don't follow! Don't mind. Got it? "
"Yes Fel, okay. "
"Don't be stupid! "
"Well Fel, I get it. "
I followed the direction of Feli's bed (ICU Room). I chose that because Feli's wounds were much heavier than Dad's. In addition, Dad also requested that I accompany Feli.
*****
After Feli fell asleep, around 03.00 WIB. You feel like something or someone is watching me. I feel like there are eyes always on me. I don't know what this is, which I'm obviously starting to worry about.
I pulled the chair closer to Feli. It seems like Feli understands, even while sleeping he takes care of me. Feli held my right hand with his left. So close, that I feel comfortable.
I decided to close my eyes, but suddenly I remembered the small black box containing the spirit of Little Tania. I feel like I want to go home to secure it but I can't stay away from Feli.
I can only pray, may God save my brother. I lay my head not far from Feli's shoulders, I was very tired and wanted to be sound. I hope everything will be okay.
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. " I heard the laughter of little Tania. He seemed happy to run while jumping, sometimes he raised one of his legs in turn.
"Come on Sarah, we're playing the satisfied! " tania said with a typical voice of her children.
"Tania, why don't you take me away? " me ask while shedding tears.
"Not yet, you still need a lot of people. You will become a useful human being" said Tania with a wise disposition like a parent who is advising her child.
"I'm afraid to live. My eyes this ... Tania, this is too scary for me. "
Little Tania stopped her running and she looked at me lovingly. "Am I this scary to you? "
"Except you Tania. "
"What about Mom? Eeeem ... The Mbok?"
"Yes .. except all of you. "
"Listen Sarah, we can't determine our destiny. All we have to do is be grateful and live life as best we can. "
"Maafl .... "
"Be a useful person. Don't always complain! "
"Maafl .... "
"What's? "
"I want you to calm down, brother. "
"I've been bound by Sarah's promise. I told you, I'll take care of you until I die. "
"But this is enough Tania. That's enough for me."
"It's gonna be hard, but I'm gonna try. "
"That's better. "
"After everything is healthy, go to Mr. Joseph's house, Sarah! "
"Why? "
"Go away, it's important. "
"Accept ...."
"Now, come here .... " Tania sat down and pulled my shoulder. He put my head on both of his thighs. I felt so calm, then Tania stroked my hair that I felt so sleepy.
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