SPIRIT AND DEATH

Fellia Zahrini

The longer, sister Linda's body is getting away from Feli. I have absolutely no idea what he did to Sister Linda resulting in bleeding like a nosebleed and it seems that Sister Linda is in a lot of pain and dizziness.

In addition, I also saw Sister Linda suffer greatly, this is evident from her facial expression. Sister Linda's face that was red blushed to pale, the lips of Kak Linda who was red were easy to turn blue, even her eyes were facing upwards so that the black part on her eye seeds was not visible anymore and this lasted for about 10 minutes, while I was still unable to move my body.

Kak Linda's group members held onto Kak Linda's body and shook her, as if to restore sister Linda's consciousness but unfortunately this is difficult to achieve. It was as if sister Linda's soul was flying somewhere, while her empty body was with us.

"Here, enough ...! Don't hurt Linda.

"Sampun ngengken [NDHAWUH] kula lare alit. Sampeyan-sampeyan [PANJENENGAN] estu kedah dibunsukani [DIPUNPARINGI] wucalan supados saged ngaosi tiyang sanes. " said Feli with language and logic along with a very subtle sound that I do not understand. I felt, she was not Feli and I kept looking at her with my body confined rigidly.

"(Don't rule me little boy! You have to learn to respect others). "

Suddenly one of the members of Kak Linda's group translated the language from Feli's mouth which was very strange in my ear and I could hear their words even though it was a bit whispering. So that's the meaning of Feli's strange sentence. It was a delicate Javanese language, naturally I could not guess the meaning, I said in my heart.

"Let's get out of here and we better stay away from these two demon children ...!" said one member of Kak Linda's group while continuing to walk and memapah Kak Linda's body away from us.

"You are the devil. Wae kang ayu nanging atine bosok. Karepe milara nanging ora gelem. Tonya dudu mung duwene kowe kabeh, nanging uga duwene us. Bringing ora pep dipilara beginning aja milara, laughing ora pep bothered first ngganggu!!" said Feli once again while clenching his hands so hard to tremble, it seems like Feli is holding something back.

"You are the devil, the physical is beautiful but the heart is rotten. He wants to hurt but does not want to hurt. The world is not only yours, it is ours. If you don't want to be hurt then don't hurt, if you don't want to be disturbed then don't bother!!"

"Enough!!! " said Feli who was getting trembling and his face looked wet with sweat. About 10 minutes passed and Feli's body was no longer trembling. Then at that moment I can control myself and move my body freely.

"Fel, aren't you papa?" I asked while holding his left shoulder because I saw Feli was tormented even more pain than Linda's sister.

"Shut up! " feli said, still upset and angry, but I knew it wasn't all because of me.

"Who are you? I know you're not Feli! " i said with confused eyes.

"I kuwi wong sing digawe saka lara ati lan promise sing dilalekna (I am a figure made of hurt and broken promises). "

"Who promised and who disavowed? I never promised and denied anything to you "I said braver because I wanted to help Feli.

"Man ... "he said in a hoarse and wet voice, it made me speechless. "Bring me to the water Sarah ...! " feli said with his normal language and voice. "Josh ...! " said Feli with another hoarse and heavy voice. At that time I knew what to do and I forced Feli's body into the bathroom.

Upon arrival in the bathroom that I believed was the right bathroom, I immediately brought Feli's body closer to the water and actually I did not know what to do. "Sorry, this is just water .. not fire" said Feli who I recognize. "Ojo .. ojo ... ojo... (do not ... do not ... do not .....). Then Feli said something in a whispering voice but I knew that it was a spell." Shake my head with lots of water Sarah!! " The Feli command.

"I-iya Feli .. yes .. " said I stammer.

*****

Seeing the condition of Feli who had been soaked, I took the initiative to ask permission to the lecturer to bring Feli home and the young man understood and agreed. In addition, I also asked for permission for Kak Rio to go home first but Kak Rio said that he would deliver me and Feli.

Brother Rio helped me bring Feli to his car and when he felt ready, we immediately brought Feli home. "Where's the address? " said Kak Rio and I can't answer because I don't know where Feli's house is.

"Adipura Road, number 15." said Feli briefly.

"Well" said Kak Rio and we headed straight to the address that Feli had given.

Upon arrival at Feli's house, Kak Rio and I immediately brought and laid Feli in his room. But Kak Rio looked uncomfortable with Feli's house. Naturally, this was like an ancient house made of many colonnaded wood as well as worn windows.

"Sarah, you're returning straight away? "

"No, brother, I'm here first. "

"You sure? " said Kak Rio worried and I nodded my head with great confidence. "Yes, I'll pick you up later? "

"No, sister, I'll ask you to come get me. Anyway I want to introduce Feli to Dad.

"Well .. be careful" said Kak Rio while holding my head.

I drove Kak Rio to the front door, after Kak Rio completely left, I went back inside Feli's room. I tried to sit quietly even though my feelings were actually very flogging because what I saw, was the same as Kak Rio's vision. This house seems haunted and very old so it is very creepy.

"You want me to make Fel some hot tea? "

"No need Sarah . I just need to close my eyes for a moment. "

"Well then" I said as I sat in the chair by Feli's bed.

About 30 minutes into action, I felt a gentle breeze from the many windows of Feli's room open and it made me sleepy. I yawned a few times while continuing to stare at Feli who looked calm and fell asleep.

"In life, there are times when we feel disappointed about something. Disappointment arises from a mismatch between hope or desire and reality. Disappointment can be caused by various things, it could be because of the failure we feel, betrayed by others, or it could also arise because of our dissatisfaction with ourselves." said the grandmother in soft, soft Indonesian, so that I could listen and I understood.

"What's? " say me with a vague voice between conscious and not, but I'm sure that right now I'm not hallucinating or fantasizing.

"When we feel disappointed and angry, it is not uncommon for the desire to express those feelings. This is not wrong Ndok .. because expressing disappointment and anger can help to channel the feelings so that slowly there will be relief for yourself. But do not let you be dominated by the evil side in you...! " he gave advice.

Suddenly, just after Grandma said that, Feli shed a tear from the corner of her eye and I could see it clearly. Feli can hear the advice of the Grandmother even though she is asleep, I said in my heart.

"It feels sad when you have tried your best, but everything is not enough? Patience is Ndok .. Your test of life is very heavy. "said the Grandma while crying.

"I rumangsa wedi ngrasakne seneng amarga saben I seneng, ana sing ala mesthi kedadeyan (I always feel afraid to be happy because every time I feel it, ana sing ala mesthi kedadeyan, something bad always happens after that happiness) " said Feli with a strange voice and closed eyes. It was like they were replying and they were attacking each other with words.

"Prophey!! You said you'd take care of my granddaughter. If it's like this, you can kill him instead!? "

"My description is rich sing sampurna sampurna kanggo pangarep-arep sing tiwas (My life is like a perfect grave for the hope of the dead). How am I not sick? "

"That's why don't you mix up your life and Feli's life. You are different, you live in different times and different people, so please. If you don't want me brackets like you used to be good apprentices and you have to come back to your duties!" said the Grandma this time looked very angry and Feli was silent looking scared.

"Life is like a spinning wheel. Sometimes we feel happy, but not infrequently also feel sad. Friendship can also be the next source of disappointment. If you intend to show your disappointment, you can express it with words not actions Feli. Grandma hope you understand!"

"In addition to being caused by others, disappointment can also arise because of yourself. Feeling guilty about yourself for not being able to do your best becomes a burden in itself that can trigger feelings of disappointment. Set yourself up, Feli! Don't let him take you. "

Suddenly the Grandma disappeared somewhere, shortly after giving advice to Feli. Before long, Feli also woke up and cried like a child who had just been scolded by his mother loudly.

"Feli .. Why are you? " i asked who also immediately sat down as if my drowsiness had disappeared and I held both arms of Feli to calm him down.

"No papa Sarah .. I just feel like I've lost, but I've been trying to win but something inside me has once again taken hold of me. "

"It's not entirely your fault, Feli, and now I just realize that you really love me as a friend. " I hugged Feli tightly, and so did Feli.

"Who is that old lady? " ask me while letting go of my embrace and looking into Feli's eyes.

"My grandmother. He and my grandfather died 3 years ago and since then I have only lived alone in this house of grandparents. I eat with money left over from him as well as for my school fees.

"Feli ... " said I.

I feel so lucky that I have a Father and a more decent life compared to Feli. In addition, I also feel very proud to have a friend like him who really wants to go to school even though he is in a limited and depressed state.

"I used to live well in a simple happy family, until finally when I was 12 years old I lost my mother in an accident. "After that, about 2 years after Mom's death, Dad remarried to his office mate and when that happened my life fell apart."

"At first I was treated well but over time my stepmother made the house that all this time my Surga changed into hell. I often get punches, scorn, mockery, and insults, until finally I get a stepbrother from my stepmother and worse things happen because my father also opposes me."

"I was often locked up in a barn located behind the house and that's when I got a different me. When I wail, cry, and even grudge. It was at that time that I gained a strange power and it turned out that it was the guardians of my maternal ancestors who also felt despised when I was in dzolimi. "

"Why and how did my grandparents know about my fate and also the caretaker of my late mother who followed me. Worried about me and the people around me, Grandma and Grandpa finally took me to go with them and I was very happy even without Dad. "

"This is how my life is now Sarah, even though Grandpa and Grandma are no longer with me, but I often feel that they are always by my side, helping me, advising me, calming me, but I often feel that they are always by my side, and it became my power to defeat other forces that wanted to rule over me. "

I cried while listening to every story that was told to me even though I knew this was not her whole life story the point must have been very hard for Feli to live his own days without the people he loved and loved her.

actually, I really want to ask about how the situation of his new father and family is at this time but I really can't bear to see the condition of Feli who is very bad alone I hope God will give the best for me for He is a good son

"Feli, from now on think of me as your brother huh. I will gladly accompany you through the difficult times in your life. I will also be one of the sources of your tranquility and I will not let you be taken over by anything."

"Thank you Sarah .... "

"Sama-sama Heli. "

"The human heart is exactly like an ocean, full of mystery. We never know what painful event someone has gone through before we open his heart, soul, and mind, the Golden Ink Greetings. "

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