SPIRIT AND DEATH

WH WHY?

The morning before I could feel the warm sunlight greeting my skin from the sidelines of the room ventilation and windows that turned out not to be closed overnight. I raised my head with both hands and then I held both ears as if the pain was still strong and I could suddenly hear a voice I did not recognize.

"Sickness .." I said softly while holding both sides of the ear (left and right) with both hands.

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I opened the door that had been knocked for a long time. "Sarah, it's noon. You're not in college? " ask Dad while folding both ends of his sleeves in turn.

"Yes Well .. " said me in a hoarse and limp voice.

Dad looked at me for a moment after hearing my unusual voice. He also looked at my face carefully, then Dad touched my injured forehead and looked bruised. "This is why Sarah? " ask Dad while advancing both eyebrows and narrowing his eyes.

"That's yeah. Yesterday, I fell while running around on campus and fell so my head hit the floor and got hurt. But I'm calm ...! The wound was treated after college. Brother Rio took me to the clinic and it doesn't hurt much anymore either. "

"Thank God .. means Rio can I count on to take care of you while on campus. Sarah, how you been doing these few days?

"I got through it well Dad. " said I didn't want you to worry when I was so scared and uncomfortable.

"Tonight I'll be home late. But I promise you, this is for the last time. Because I have to complete this one important project. If this project is in order, I will not take on the next project and work normally so that I can keep you and accompany you through difficult times. "

"Thank you Dad and I are so lucky to have you. Dad, I'm so scared. But when Dad was with me, I became so brave."

"As well as my son, you are my strength and my only reason to be able to live my life and stand tall until now. That's why I said, take care of yourself!! Because if anything happens to you, maybe I'll be gone. "

"Yes Dad, I understand. "

"Now clean and tidy yourself up, then breakfast ...! I'm sure Rio will pick you up soon. "

"Well yeah .... "

*****

Finished with cleaning myself and changing clothes, I immediately had breakfast with Dad. Having just eaten half a meal, I heard the voice of Kak Rio calling my name while gently knocking on the door of the house. Not wanting to wait long, I immediately asked Dad for permission to leave for campus with Kak Rio.

Because I really appreciate Rio, Dad stopped his breakfast and came out to deliver me. Father expressed his gratitude to Brother Rio and Father also left me to him once again. With a smile, Brother Rio said he was ready to take care of me and he also felt very happy in doing so.

Rio and I went straight to campus. Upon arrival at the college, I was immediately taken to class. There I saw Feli reading a book and I approached him. "Read what book Fel?" I held her right shoulder.

Feli lifted the thick book and closed it, and he pointed to the title of the book with his right index finger and I read it slowly, "How to conquer the devil." I said by swallowing my heavy saliva while reading a large thick red print on the cover of the book.

I looked at Feli and Feli also looked at me, he told me that, "If we can't avoid it (the destiny that God has outlined for us), so we must make peace with it and conquer fear in order to live properly like those around us. Got it? "

"Em ... " said to me with a little voice and a closed mouth.

"That's what you hold Sarah? " ask Feli who notices the small box in my left hand.

"Oh, this belongs to Rio. ", I said as I lifted up and stopped Kak Rio's sunglasses box. "I drove to this first to Kak Rio's class huh. You see, these glasses, afraid later he can not learn well." said I then left Feli in the classroom

"Be careful." said Feli as he re-opened the ledger.

*****

I arrived inside Rio's class. I saw him chatting with three of his male friends and I greeted him immediately. "Sister, these are his glasses. He was accidentally carried away by me. "

"Oh my goodness .. thanks Sarah. Let me take you back to your class. "

"No need, brother, I can do it myself. "

"Relatedly? "

"Yes .... "

I immediately left Kak Rio's class and walked slowly towards my class. At first it all felt normal and normal. But as I went down the stairs, I suddenly saw with my eyes that there was a girl sitting in the corner of the classroom, on a long chair.

Not wanting to disturb my feelings, I decided to leave the girl immediately. But at the same time, I accidentally bumped into someone quite strong.

"Sory sory .. " said without looking at my opponent.

"Lo, isn't papa Lin?" ask one of Linda's friends.

"No papa Mer." replied Sister Linda in a somewhat irritated voice.

When I found out that the person I hit was Sister Linda, I was quite anxious and I turned my face to them with a little fear. But the moment my eyes met their eyes, the opposite happened. I saw their eyes implying worry and fear towards me but I didn't know what was the cause?

I looked at each of their faces one by one and there was an awkward one there. I saw the usual smooth-looking face at this moment being injured like it was scratched by a long and sharp nail so that it left a mark. There are those on the left cheek area, some on the right cheek, some on the chin, some on the neck, and some on the forehead.

Actually I really wanted to ask about what had happened to them but I hesitated and immediately Sister Linda told her friends to immediately stay away from me because I I am not a human but a demon.

I very clearly listened to Sister Linda's words, but I can't ask her directly at this time. When sister Linda's gang had left me, I again set foot towards the classroom while thinking about the meaning of the words from Sister Linda.

Suddenly I was imagined and remembered something related to Feli when he saw me hurt and suffering. Although I did not tell Feli the truth, he seemed to know about it and he was very angry.

Flashbacks

"Geez Sarah, you don't papa?" asked Kak Rio who came to me and Feli with a security guard who was on guard last night. " Where have you been Sarah? We're all looking for you and worried. Look at your head hurt like this. Oh my God... What should I say to your father?" asked Kak Rio while wiping the blood on my forehead with his jacket shirt.

"Surely someone is bullying Sarah, I'm sure it is" said Feli with a face that looked furious. "Awas ya .. " continued Feli, clenching his right hand tightly and I just watched without answering.

"Is that true Sarah? " ask Brother Rio.

"Sister, take me home. I just want to go home "I said while adjusting the breath that had been choked. "Feli, you should also go home soon! It's not good for you here to linger. "

Back

With quick steps I immediately headed into the classroom and approached Feli once more. I asked in a soft voice to him for not wanting to offend Feli because it could be that what I was thinking was wrong.

"There's something I want to ask you and I'm telling you Feli !?"

"What's? " the answer is concise as always if it is not very important.

"What are you doing with Linda and her minions? " i asked as I looked at Feli to know his expression and how he felt.

"What they receive is the fruit of what they do to others. Those who are unjust and do arbitrarily must indeed be given a little surprise and lesson in order to no longer be able to do things that can harm and hurt others." said Feli with his cruel eyes.

"I know, but Fel .. who can only give back to man is God, not us. So I hope you don't do anything like this anymore, because it's going to get you further away from the rest of humanity."

"Don't you know Sarah ...! People like them will never stop hurting others before they are hurt, before they know what it's like to be hurt, to be insulted, to be cornered and to be alone. "

"Don't fill your heart with darkness and hatred Feli ! I don't want you to get into a deep hole because it'll just make you more alone and hurt."

"Originally you know Sarah, I didn't do anything to anyone. It's just that when I feel hurt and hurt, then what is around me will react by itself, without orders. This is what makes me always want and try to learn because I have to be able to control them all, before they tear apart everyone who hurts me. "

I had no idea what Feli meant at all and at this moment, he looked annoyed and angry at me. Maybe because he thinks that I don't support what he's doing this time, but that's not the case. I was just worried about him and I wanted him to have a happy feeling.

"Feli, I just want you to understand my good intentions. "

"Then you must understand me too."

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