
Life is like a graph going up and down, there is no smooth journey. Just like the rotation of the earth, sometimes we enjoy the morning and sometimes feel the night. Sometimes we are at the top, sometimes we are at the bottom. Every human being is given a different trial. God will always test how strongly our lives face this cruel and terrible world.
"Dad .. I'm tired." I said to Dad in a spoiled voice while burying my face in Dad's right arm.
"Let's get out of here Sarah and you should also calm yourself down ...! "
My father and I leaned our bodies against the wall not far from the mortuary while folding our hands in front of our chests and trying to calm down. "Dad, there's something that makes me feel less sad in my heart right now."
"What Sarah? Just say! Maybe I can help a little. "
"It's not like I was after helping Sister Isabella find her body. I'm sure I feel like there's really less. But I don't know what Dad is" I said bowed and thought about what ignited my conscience to say all this was lacking.
I kept bowing while playing my fingers on the left hand I had just folded. I tried to connect every sighting that came my way as well as the facts that Dad revealed relating to Kak Maharani.
About 10 minutes passed, me and Dad suddenly stared at each other in unison as if we had the same thoughts and premonitions. Without wasting much time, Dad pulled my hand closer to the doctor who was inside the mortuary.
"Doctor, there is something I want to ask. "said Father and his words lure Kak Maharani's family to look at the Doctor who has accompanied us in finding Kak Maharani's body in the morgue.
"Please Sir. "
"As I recall, the Maharani was heavily pregnant when the tragedy of the night occurred. And what about the baby? " ask Dad without seeing Maharani's body.
"That's what I haven't explained since. Actually that night the patient's condition has improved and as you know if the patient successfully passed the critical period. In addition, the patient's health also continued to improve over the next 3 days. But at the same time, the patient has a severe contraction to the point of having a seizure. "
"Keep Doc? " said Mama Kak Rio while wiping away the tears that had soaked both of his cheeks.
"So the hospital took action to save them. But the Lord willed otherwise, the patient Maharani could not be saved because of heavy bleeding but the baby we could save."
"So the Empress was pregnant and now she's giving us grandchildren?" asked Papa Kak Rio as if he did not know about the state of Kak Maharani's pregnancy and it made me a little surprised. How can a father not know that his child is pregnant? Ask me in my heart while staring at his Papa Kak Maharani.
"Yes right sir, and the baby is still being cared for in a special baby room. For a while, we gave Him the name of the Light. "
"Oh my God .." said Mama Kak Rio while crying and covering both mouths with his hands.
"About 1 week ago, Sinar had just been removed from the incubator due to being born prematurely. "
"Can I see my grandson now Doctor? Please take me to him ...!" mama Kak Rio said with a clear voice.
"Okay Ma'am .. " said the Doctor as he walked out of the morgue.
"Rio .. please take care of your brother's body first son! I want to see my granddaughter first. "
"Yes Ma .. We should split the task. Let here Rio takes care of Rani. After all, Sinar must really need the warmth of Mama at this time, " said Kak Rio while pulling his nose water.
"Dad, can I help Brother Rio? "
"Are you sure Sarah? " asked Dad while looking at me deeply and I nodded my head as a sign that I would help Kak Rio in taking care of Kak Rani's body.
Dad, Papa, Mama, and the doctor head straight to the baby's nursery to see Sinar. Meanwhile, Rio and I were accompanied by the mortuary officer and 2 nurses who helped us to take care of Kak Maharani's body.
There is something that makes me very curious about Kak Rio's family relationship with Kak Maharani. It felt strange to me when I saw Papa Kak Rio's expression that looked shocked when I heard that Kak Maharani was pregnant when the tragedy happened.
"May I ask you something, brother? Actually I know that this is not the right time, it's just that I'm very curious to know the truth. "
"Please Sarah .... "
"Why has Papa Kak Rio not seemed to know about Kak Maharani's pregnancy? "
"Yes you're right Sarah. None of us even knew about it, including me. "
"About 1 year ago there was a heavy and long debate between Papa and Kak Maharani's Husband. Since then, her brother and husband left home and chose to live independently, even they never gave any news to Papa, Mama, or me."
"Certainly? "
"I've been trying to find Big Brother but never been able to see him. Every time my mother prayed for him. Mama really wanted to see Kak Maharani back, but it turns out we were only given a chance once to see Kak Maharani for the last time. " said Kak Rio while looking down and looked very hit by the incident that happened to Kak Rani.
"I'm sorry, Brother, I hope that Rani is now calm. Maybe the light is the main reason Kak Rani asked for help to me in addition to wanting her body buried properly, and maybe God also wants to grant the prayer of her Mother Brother in this way. Patience yes Kak ..." I said while rubbing the back of Kak Rio to spread it.
"Thank you Sarah. God brought us and Rani through you and I also apologize because maybe with the presence of Kak Rani, you were very tortured and suffered Sarah" said Kak Rio with a slight smile.
"Yes Brother. I wonder why it can be like this too. As far as I know, we already closed my inner eyes about 40 days ago and I wish I couldn't see any more strange and horrible things like this. But it turns out I can still feel it and it makes me very scared and confused to live my life in the future. "
"Prophe Sarah .. ", said Kak Rio back to spread me.
"Nobody understands my situation, brother. No one can help me, maybe they'll even think of me as crazy. Just so you know, I am so afraid to live and face my life in the future. "
"But you're not Sarah's own. "
"At this time it may be, brother, because I still have a father. One thing I was very afraid of, which was when I imagined how I would be without Dad" said I was downcast and very confused.
"Sorry Mas. .. The body has been cleared."
"Thank you, sir, and it's best to take him to the ambulance. "
"Good Mas ...."
"We'd better see Sinar first yuk Sarah. "
"Yes Kak .." I said as I walked out of the morgue.
Suddenly the moment I almost passed the door, I felt a cold wind greet my facial skin and point me back. At the same time, I saw Kak Rani standing at the foot of her corpse with a smile and a clean beautiful face.
That look is better for me. At least I wasn't scared when I saw it. Is it really the appearance of the spirit if the body has not been properly buried or if there is still their business on this world that has not been resolved? I asked in my heart as I stepped out of the mortuary.
Upon arrival at the nursery, I stared at the beautiful looking Ray just like his Mama. The light was currently in the arms of the Oma. That tiny baby looked very calm and fell asleep soundly.
"You are the most beautiful gift to Oma, and Oma will still give you the name of Sinar so that you can shine a light on the lives of Oma, Opa and Om Rio and other humans. Be a healthy, smart, kind, beautiful child, and always be a submissive child. Oma loves you Sinar ..." said MamaKak Rio as he shed tears and let out a long sigh.
On the other side, I saw Papa Kak Rio continue to wipe away his tears and said that he was very sorry for what had happened this time, and he promised to take very good care of Sinar.
Brother Rio came over and approached his Papa. I saw Kak Rio trying to spread him in order to be sincere and in accepting the trials that God has destined for their families. Kak Rio also said that the most important thing now is to take care of, care for, and raise, and educate Sinar well.
I walked up to Dad and He held my shoulders and directed me to sit on the chair not far from the door. "Dad doesn't know what to say Sarah? But obviously, you've saved two God's creatures at the same time right now and I'm so proud of you, son. "
"Dad .... "
"Be a candle Sarah ...! Look at! How a small candle can challenge the darkness. If indeed your destiny is like this, son, I hope you will become a stronger and stronger figure in the face of your life in the future. And I also promise, I will always be with you when you like and mourn."
"Thank you Dad .. but I want to be a normal line like everyone else.
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