
"Disregard death until the last moment; then, when it can't be ignored anymore, have yourself sprayed full of morphine and shuffled into a coma. Whatever it is, the important thing is that I stay alive. Just to give, not hurt. Felies, Gold Ink."
Humans are the most perfect creatures, they are given a subtle feeling as well as a strong mind to feel something (sensitive). Included in it is the human potential for foreboding, something some people say is irrational thought. However, no matter how rational a human being, must have crossed his heart a premonition of a situation.
The instinct of foreboding is able to make humans feel the vibrations of anxiety in the hearts of others, able to feel the arrival of danger that threatens him, able to feel the flow of the mind of his interlocutor, and, and being able to feel the circumstances in which others need or think of us. A hunch is able to be one of the handles to act, to step up and to choose.
My feeling or hearing is wrong? It was like hearing Feli's voice so far away but it sounded so close to my ear like a whisper. His voice was so smooth, thin, and sharp, that it gave me goosebumps. Feli, I hope you're okay, amen.
From the terrace of the house, I watched every corner of the yard because Feli could have been there, but I did not find it. 10 minutes I was standing here, suddenly a very cold and strong wind hit my body and face as if telling me to retreat, as if pushing me to enter the house and lock the door tightly.
Suddenly I imagined that Feli said to me, "As long as there is no news from me, do not carelessly open the door of the house unless the knocking is your father and Brother Rio. Got it? "
My heart's fucked, my feelings aren't out of whack. It's not just about fear but also worry. It was as if my life was going to drift. Feli .. may we all be safe and continue to be friends.
I stood behind the door and leaned against my body. Suddenly I heard a soft knock from outside my door. For some reason, the fine hairs around my body stood on their own, for no reason.
It's not like Dad. I said in an inaudible voice. I tried to listen back to the sound of knocking that once again felt very mysterious in both of my ears.
I decided to find out who knocked on the door of the house from the end of the window. When I did, I saw something standing at the door like an adult human figure wearing a black rain coat.
"Who is that? " i said half a whisper.
Before long, I saw a spot of car lights from outside my fence and I was sure it was Dad's car. But to convince myself, should I see if what came down from the car was really my father or not?
"Dad .. thank goodness Dad came home. "I said with a smile and was happy. My feeling was not completely calm yet, I looked to the left again where I was sure someone was there, but it turned out that the figure was no longer there.
I was almost pensively silent, was it possible that I had seen it wrong or was this time that the person had run away because of fear of Dad? I kept asking in my heart until I didn't realize that Dad was at the door knocking at a fast tempo.
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"Norris ... Sarah ... Sarah ... Sarah ... Sarah ... Sarah ... Sarah ... Sarah ... Sarah ...."
"I-iya Father. "
I opened the door for Dad, and while Dad was still on the porch, I ventured out and looked around me. "What's up Sarah?" ask the father who was surprised by my attitude.
"So I saw someone standing at the door just before Dad came home. But now that person is no more. "
"You sure it's a guy?" father said while holding my head.
Dad, this seems confusing. What's more because up until now, I was completely unable to distinguish between humans and spirits. Maybe I'm too stupid, or maybe I'm too afraid to understand and observe.
"Already ... Dad's tired, I want to rest. "
"Didn't you want to eat first?" ask me while closing and locking the door of the house tightly.
"It's Dad and it feels like I want to go to bed right away if Dad doesn't want to eat right now."
"Yes Sarah, take a break first, don't you have a morning lecture tomorrow?"
"Yes Dad and tomorrow morning I ask Mr. Antok to take me to campus because Kak Rio is busy taking care of the needs of KKN. "
"Maybe, tomorrow I'll be in the afternoon. "
"Yes, if so I go to bed first Well, bay .... "
"Bay .... "
*****
In the morning, I immediately went to campus to meet Feli. Usually at 06.45 Wib, Feli is already in the classroom because he does not want to miss a single course. That is what makes me sure of his diligence and love of learning and science.
Getting out of the car, I rushed to the classroom. But it's pretty weird for me because Feli hasn't come yet. This is not as usual, I said in my heart while observing the bench of Feli in the row of the front left corner.
The first lecture hours began, but Feli had not yet arrived. My feelings began to not calm down, plus since last night Feli has not given me news. Right now I plan to go to Feli's house after college because I'm so worried about him.
The second hour begins, several Members of the Student Executive Board (BEM) entered the class and announced that there were 2 students on this campus who had just had a car accident last night and they intend to collect assistance seikhlasnya from all student students who are there to help them.
The members of BEM plan to visit the students who had the accident after returning from campus later and Kak Rio invited me to the hospital together. I was hesitant because I wanted to see Feli, just the feeling of leading me to go to the hospital to see them.
"Who was the accident, brother? " let me wonder.
"Linda and Amora" replied Brother Rio briefly and it seems that he is not wanting to make small talk this time.
"Yes, sister, later after college Brother tell me or Brother just pick me up here. "
"Yes Sarah. "
*****
At 16.00 WIB, Rio and six colleagues were waiting for me in front of the classroom door. shortly after coming out of the classroom Kak Rio introduced me to all of them one by one and Kak Rio said that I was his lover.
When Kak Rio said that, his other comrades looked happy and teased him. I also smiled shyly and often lowered my head because I did not expect Kak Rio to do this in front of his friends. I am very embarrassed but I am very happy because Brother Rio acknowledged my existence in his life.
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