
Everything is prepared carefully. Although Rian and Feli's marriage is confusing and a little forced, I'm pretty sure Feli can take it well. All this for the common good and indeed may have been his soul mate.
I just hope Feli survives, so does Rian. Let there be no painful sacrifice between them. For that, I must be strong enough to resist and fight the creature as hard as I can, at least until the spirits of Feli, Rian and Azura are free. I said while clenching both my hands.
Right now, it could be the last time for me to touch Feli and Dad. For that as much as possible you should take advantage of this opportunity and satisfy my heart. While the others were preparing everything, I asked Mr. Ahmad for permission to visit Dad and he was willing to take me, but at this time I wanted to be alone and he seemed to understand.
The distance from Feli's treatment room to Dad's treatment room is quite far. Besides, I feel hungry too. For that, I intend to go to the canteen first. This might be the last rice for me.
I didn't have much time, about five minutes to eat and finish, I went to Dad's room. I walked down the dark hallway and I heard a very heartbreaking sobbing sound at the end of the hall.
Whoever he is, whatever he is, it seems that he is suffering and in pain. I want to help, yes .. I always want and love to help. I looked for the origin of the sound and it turned out that there was a dull old woman figure sitting on the edge of the hallway with her legs squeezed by a wide board that held her leg movements upright.
Pity brought me to him and when I saw his eyes, there was no evil there, even if they had only the white part of you (the eyes of the dead).
I saw his ankles in black. Maybe this wood hurt him. "I'll help, Grandma."
"Thank you" he said in a trembling voice. It seems that he has endured this pain for a long time.
I lifted the heavy wood and the mysterious grandmother pulled both her legs. As he stood up, his originally normal-looking body and small thinness, turned extremely tall.
Like a pea tree in a fairy tale that continues to grow until its head touches the ceiling of the hospital hallway. In confusion, I stared at the figure from head to toe.
"Thank you for helping me. I've been trapped here for a long time, maybe 10 years. My name is Nawang Wulan."
"I'm-I'm Sarah, Grandma."
"You helped me, let me help you. I know, you're in a really big deal."
"No need, Grandma. I'm sincerely helping Grandma." Then the mysterious figure immediately smiled while looking at me who did not smile at all because he was still confused.
"Let me be your companion!?"
"Camping?" I said in a small voice while thinking. "Is Grandma a Muslim?" I asked as I looked into her eyes that seemed to really want to be with you.
"What is muslim?"
"Muslims are creatures who know and worship only God."
"Who is God?"
"God is the Creator of the heavens and the earth, including me and Grandma."
"I don't know about that. In my day, there is nothing like it. Then if I worship God, what reward can I get?" what kind of delicious food? or what kind of clothes?"
"Paradise."
"What is Heaven like?"
"According to Mr. Ustadz, Heaven is very bright, very fragrant and beautiful, the water is very clear and refreshing, there is a lot of good food, there is no war, exactly there is only peace, there is good food, lots of affection and all the best we can't imagine."
"Sounds like a perfect home."
"Hem .. exactly right, Grandma."
"But what are the conditions for getting Heaven? or what is sajen and its sprouts?"
"No-no, it's not like that, Grandma."
"Then? usually that sounds tantalizing like that, the sprout is always a saggy goat, black chicken, buffalo of choice or virgin blood."
"God has all that, so God doesn't need it from a creature like us."
"Well, that's great" he seemed to start admiring.
"Yes that's absolutely right. That is why we say that Allah is the Supreme Being .... "
"Maha?"
"Your Rich, Most Giving, Most Listening, Most Knowing, Most Compassionate, Most Compassionate, Most Forgiving, Most Merciful ...."
"That's perfect" he continued as if he understood every sentence I said.
"Grandmother is right" I replied with a smile.
"Grandmother ever seen the sun? the moon? the star? clouds, oceans, mountains, forests? it's all God's creation, Grandma."
"Hoh .... "
"Did Grandma ever see a rainbow after it rains?" Suddenly the Grandma fell silent as if reminiscing about something when I said about the rainbow. Could his heart be shaken? I don't know, I can't read his heart.
"Is a creature like myself still forgivable? still have forgiveness? I'm not Muslim, I also used to kill and drink blood, I'm also very dirty."
"I don't know, Grandma. Only one thing I know, God always gives forgiveness to all those who want to repent sincerely (the repentance of nasuha)."
"Then bring me to God."
"Eeemmh .." I said while locking my mouth because this time I did not know how to answer.
"Don't be stingy!"
"Well .. I'll take Grandma down the path that Allah is willing to take, but if I manage to get my affairs done and return safely."
"Come on!" he said as he lowered his face down, it seemed like he wanted to say something to me.
I do what my heart says. Quickly, I lowered my head and approached him, then he said something to me very clearly.
"This will only be a secret between us. Promise?"
"Promise, Grandma. Thank you very much."
"Don't forget to come back and pick me up."
"Yes .." I said as I walked quickly to Dad's room.
Actually I could have used Grandma Nawang, but when I saw her eyes, I somehow felt unbearable. But he whispered something precious to me and I'm sure he didn't lie.
*****
On arrival near my father, I saw that he was fast asleep. I didn't intend to wake him up let alone disturb him. I didn't say anything either, only my heart told me that I was begging him for permission to settle my affairs.
Dad, if we're still allowed to touch each other after this, I'd really like to hug my old dad. But if not, please forgive all my mistakes. I said without a sound, then I kissed Dad's forehead and soles (in clear plastic), without crying.
Not wanting Dad to be disturbed, I returned to Feli's treatment room at a quick pace. Once there, everything is ready. "Sarah, everything's ready. We'll start now, okay?!" asked the Commander and I just smiled while nodding my head.
The ijab kabul process was carried out with wisdom even though only a few witnesses were attended by the police. Had Dad realized, Dad would have been a witness at Feli's wedding. But Dad's condition was also very bad after the amputation on both legs and it made us all think to let Dad rest to recover quickly.
Shortly after the kabul process was carried out and Rian was already a priest for Feli. We immediately moved to pick up and free the spirit of Feli. Unlike other brides who are happy and spend time together in love and fused desires, Rian and Feli instead have to fight hard.
I looked at Rian deeply and told him that he had to fight very hard to bring Feli and Azura. Not only the two of them, but Rian also had to survive.
"We fought together" said Rian with teary eyes.
"Take the water, Sarah!! Be holy and have your heart! Try and keep fighting until you can't afford it anymore."
"Good, sir."
"Call me Uncle!!"
"Good, Uncle."
I immediately purged myself with ablution and prepared for war. "Uncle, isn't that what brought me to the pesantren?"
"No, your distance should be close, but Uncle has asked the students to prepare. When you and Rian are ready, they are ready too. Come here!!, Uncle will take you both.
Finished with all the preparations, I immediately lay a bit away from Feli, while Rian lay right on Feli's side while tightly grasping Feli's right hand.
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