So My First Two Wives of Love

Muak

I found a note on my doorstep the next day, "There's a project out of town, for the next two days I'm not going home."

So cold, even after he hurt me this much, he was still the same.

He still continued to add the wound as if on purpose...

Maybe he wants to destroy me...

I immediately threw the note into the trash and re-entered my room and packed all my clothes along with Aurora's belongings.

Until this moment I still can't think clearly, I'm afraid Aurora will be affected by the pain of my heart, this place has made me cramped since the beginning but now I'm increasingly unable to breathe.

My life seemed to no longer have a purpose, I was confused what I should do to be able to throw away this pain that tormented my heart, when Gibran succeeded in becoming an engineer according to what he aspired to be, I gave up my brilliant career for him.

Why is it that only now do I realize that I sacrifice too much for the sake of those who never think about my feelings.

I was done packing up all my stuff and just as I opened the drawer to pick up some of my notebooks, he said, I found Ruby's diary that I never dared to read even though this book was deliberately left for me.

Though reluctant, I put the book in my bag. I was preparing to leave but as I approached Aurora on her bed, how surprised I was to find Aurora who was silent while her body temperature was low.

"Rora, son..." I called her gently while holding her and looking for a thermometer to check her body temperature and how surprised I was that Aurora's body temperature was close to 40 degrees Celsius.

I immediately panicked, and looked for my phone to contact Gibran but the man did not pick up my phone call.

"Rora!" I shouted and immediately carried Aurora out of the house to ask for help when Aurora's body started convulsing.

"Please!" I screamed while crying hysterically, Aurora's body kept convulsing in my arms, her body temperature felt even higher.

In my fear, I cried while trying to contact Gibran, I cried out for help, hoping someone would listen to my screams and help me take Aurora to the hospital.

But this housing complex is always quiet, with a yard that is quite far from one house to another, almost all residents of this complex live their lives and rarely socialize.

"Rora, hang on, kid, we're going to the hospital just a little bit more..." I cried, I kept crying while running towards Juna's house. Banging on his door without greeting and wishing he was in his house.

"June! Brother Juna help me!" I screamed as I continued banging on the door of his house and it was not long before he opened the door.

"Good, Jasmine!" Juna was so shocked to see me crying and Aurora convulsing in my arms.

"Please, brother..."

Juna did not think for long, he immediately took me and Aurora to the hospital, where Aurora was immediately handled by a doctor.

"My son will be all right, brother?" I asked Juna who was currently sitting next to me, I was so frustrated waiting for the doctor to come out and tell me that Aurora was fine.

"We pray that your child will be well!" Juna calmed me down while patting my shoulder.

"I'm such a fool, I can't handle Rora. I can't take care of him..." I kept crying, feeling guilty because last night I was too busy with Gibran and after that I was busy crying without regard to Aurora's condition which turned out to be feverish.

"I called grandma?" juna and I immediately nodded my head in agreement while I contacted Gibran once again but he ignored my phone call.

I then contacted Gibran's parents and informed them of Aurora's condition.

Not long after that my grandmother came together with Gibran's parents.

"Jasmine..." My grandmother immediately stepped in to embrace my body.

"Aurora, grandma... Rora's convulsing inside, the heat's up to 40 degrees, I don't know... I can't take care of him, Grandma... My boy... I'm mistaken... I'm wrong..."

"It's not your fault, son..." My grandmother hugged me even tighter, she tried to calm me down as well as her mother Gibran who rubbed my back.

"Relax baby, Aurora must be fine..."

"I don't know what to do if Aurora until why, I won't be able to survive again, mah... I'm aja... I'm the one who's sick, not her..."

"Jasmine!"

My grandmother let go of her embrace when Gibran came over with a worried face and breathless breath.

"Where's Rora?" Gibran asked as soon as he was in front of me.

"What if he's here?" Gibran asked again, this time he did not hesitate to shout furiously while pointing at Juna when he saw his whereabouts.

My head hurts to face him!

I stepped closer to Gibran and beat him emotionally without stopping my tears.

"You may forget that I am your wife, Gibran! But how could we forget that you have a child?! Why don't you pick up my phone? Whyyy?! Why can you still be angry with the person who helped me bring your child here?! Why Gibran? Why are you so similar to my father? Wh why? Why, Gibran?"

My body slumped, I cried as if to vent my anger at him which I had been holding and keeping to myself.

"Jasmine... Sorry, i..."

"I'm sick of it..."

I felt Gibran's tears drip over the back of my hand. She who was currently crouching before me, I looked at her hatefully.

"I'm sick of you, Gibran..."

"Jasmine, I'm sorry..."

"Let's get divorced, Gibran..."

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