So My First Two Wives of Love

The most concerned

I took a deep breath, my tears were already dry and my head was getting dizzy because today I was crying too much.

While carrying a bag of groceries filled with pads, Gibran took my hand and took me to the toilet.

"I'm waiting here" Gibran said, handing the bag over to me.

"Thank you." I said slowly after receiving the bag and immediately stepped away from Gibran who seemed reluctant to let go of my hand.

Should I be thankful that we made up today? His presence makes me a little stronger to face the fact that my father doesn't recognize me anymore.

"Don't dawdle. If you still want to cry, I'm ready to be loe's back." Gibran said before I finally entered the toilet.

My stomach is cramping, my head is dizzy and my feelings are chaotic. I can't be angry, I can't even cry anymore. Everything feels empty.

Maybe this is the effect of my month, until my feelings become this bad or maybe the pain is too big.

Not long after that I came out of the toilet, I saw Gibran almost asleep while waiting for me at the toilet door. He leaned against the wall while folding both of his hands on his chest while his head lowered and both of his eyes closed.

"Gibrans..." I called slowly and Gibran opened his eyes and smiled at me.

"Udah?" ask Gibran as he approaches.

"Udah.." I replied slowly with a faint smile. "Yuk came home." invite me who this time ventured to touch his hand and hold it first but Gibran did not want to step with me.

"Why?" I asked confused.

Gibran then let go of my hand, he made me feel like I had just been rejected.

"Why is it so long?" asked Ruby who suddenly came to us or rather approached Gibran because the girl directly hit Gibran's chest spoiled. Instantly I felt that Gibran deliberately let go of my hand because he had already seen Ruby's arrival first.

Now my heart hurts twice as much as before. Maybe I was too hurt, or I felt like I would no longer be able to see their closeness to my current condition so I chose to leave them first.

"Jasmine!" Gibran was heard calling but I ignored him. I kept walking, leaving them behind me. I just want to go home now, hide in my room and lock myself in there so I can cry so much that I get tired and fall asleep.

"Jasmine..."

My body finally came to a halt as Gibran held back my steps by blocking my arm. She looked at me deeply, my tears piled up in my eyes and ready to drip, preventing me from seeing clearly the expression Gibran showed.

"It hurts a lot?" gibran asked, his voice sounding worried. I nodded my head in response and lowered my head because I no longer had the power to hold back my tears from dripping.

Gibran then took off his jacket, and tied it to my waist. I do have a habit of tying my waist when the moon comes so that the pain is slightly reduced and Gibran always mocked me every time I did it but this time he tied my own stomach and made sure if the bond it wasn't too tight wrapped around my waist.

"Let's go up." said Gibran, who stood back to me with a slight bow.

"Let's hold it up tonight" Gibran said, sounding impatient.

I hesitantly touched Gibran's shoulder and Gibran began to lift my body and carry me on his back and began to step in with Ruby walking behind us.

"How many kilos down?" ask Gibran while fixing the position of the carrier so that I can hold on even tighter.

"Three kilos." I answered without passion.

"Pillages are easy. Eat a lot, later mama see loe skinny, I'm the one who was angry."

"Yes. loe is also kurusan."

"Who am I skinny for?"

"Who?"

"Yes, elo! I'm not good at eating because I keep thinking about loe."

"Gue was worried, reflexes from being too shocked. Loe almost got hit by a car in front of me. I don't want to lose you..."

Then why are you cuekin me? Why did you push me back and just look at Ruby then?

The dispelled feeling came up again but this time the pain was just like a bitter memory because Gibran had come back to care for me even though Ruby was with us now.

Ruby heard a sigh of annoyance, I turned to her and the girl smiled. There is nothing wrong with her smile because Ruby does smile often but this time it feels different.

"Sister Gibran often carries Jasmine if she comes by the moon again?" ruby asked who deliberately sped up her steps so that she could step right next to Gibran.

"Yes sometimes, he usually whines in pain when the first day of the month comes."

"Son, there are those who consider the rich brother Gibran. You're really like real sisters."

Gibran and I immediately turned their heads together after hearing Ruby's words.

"No, we're just in office" I replied quickly before Gibran answered first and perhaps the answer would upset me.

"Friends can't be love, right?"

"Yes?" I really can't predict Ruby's provocative speech. He seemed to intentionally make me and Gibran feel awkward.

"What if friends are in love?" gibran asked, making me stunned.

"Yes afraid, it's a pity that you guys have been this close and suddenly dating later know-taunya broke even become enemies."

"What does your relationship call it?" ask me when we get to the parking lot.

"If I'm hanging on, brother Gibran, think of me." replied Ruby smiling shyly.

Gibran did not immediately respond to Ruby's remarks, he just opened the car door next to the wheel and dropped me there, replacing Ruby's previous place.

"Wear the seatbelt" Gibran said, hooking the seatbelt for me, treating it once again and making my heart flutter. Gibran always found a way to calm me who was restless after that he closed the car door tight.

Ruby and Gibran spoke for a moment. I couldn't hear what they were talking about, for sure Ruby's face was pouting as she entered the car and Gibran's expression was cold.

Really, their attitude made me think that they were a couple fighting.

No more conversations after that. Gibran takes Ruby home first.

"Cock stop here? We're not Anter Jasmine first?" ruby asked as they arrived before the gate of her magnificent home.

"Udah malem, kasian Jasmine needs a break." replied Gibran.

"But it can anter Jasmine first you anterin me." protested Ruby who still did not want to get off the car.

"I'd like to go to Jasmine, if you come back later."

Ruby breathed an upset breath no matter how many times. He then got out of the car and knocked on the window glass on the side of Gibran until Gibran lowered the window.

I saw Ruby put her hand on Gibran's hand holding on to the window glass that was not fully open, she smiled sweetly and said, "tomorrow to pick me up..."

"Yes." replied Gibran briefly.

"Call me when you get there." Ruby said, waving her hand and smiling at Gibran. Just to him as if I were invisible.

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