Selfish Husband

THE SEQUEL PART 4

Zeyn probably has no hope anymore. All kinds of thoughts and feelings are mixed within Zeyn and will initiate an inner role between her desire and the best for Vania.

Zeyn did not even have the confidence to persuade Vania to stay with him, staying by his side. After doing a lot of bad things against Vania, Zeyn was inappropriate.

The man placed the divorce papers in the desk drawer and began to lie comfortably on the bed. Zeyn looks at the phone and starts staring at the photo of Vania again and for the next time Zeyn closes his eyes imagining the figure of Vania lying next to him. Zeyn reached out and hugged the pillow, the place where Vania used to sleep.

But after a few minutes, the sound of the doorbell made him realize. Zeyn did not expect anyone to come and Zeyn did not expect what he saw shortly after opening his door.

“It looks like you lost something,” said the middle-aged man smilingly sneered. “so I decided to give it back to you, because I found it.”

Zeyn lost the word, his eyes blinked repeatedly and Zeyn swore he could see the smirking face of victory before closing the door. To be sure, Zeyn's father-in-law was indeed a very terrible person.

Zeyn looked on in disbelief at the person before him. He was so afraid that all he saw was a delusion.

A feeling of pleasure and heart that felt pierced by thousands of needles felt by Zeyn. Even if it was a dream, Zeyn could still seize the opportunity. Doing what he should have done. So without a second thought, Zeyn pulled Vania in his arms, held her tightly and stroked her hair.

“I miss you,” said Zeyn quietly and Vania did not respond. Vania tried to put her hand on the side of Zeyn's waist as if she wanted to push Zeyn away, so Zeyn tightened her arms slightly.

“Did he hurt you?” there was still no response but Vania's body started to tremble slightly. Zeyn tried not to look at her face, feeling regret so that Zeyn could not deal with her.

Zeyn wasn't sure if he wanted to, his heart would probably be blown to pieces. Zeyn's eyes began to blur due to the puddles of his tears.

“I'm sorry... I'm sorry I couldn't protect you,” tears started to wet Zeyn's skin but didn't stop talking. For this time, even though it was unreal and just a dream, Zeyn wanted to tell Vania everything she felt because she couldn't before.

Zeyn felt Vania's hand slowly roam around her back and a few seconds later she also returned Zeyn's embrace, hiding her face in Zeyn's chest and starting to sob softly.

It was too painful for Zeyn to see her crying softly. As Zeyn thought, he should have knelt down and apologized at his wife's feet.

Zeyn decides to raise Vania to the bedroom, lay her down carefully, and Zeyn lies down next to her, hugging Vania.

Zeyn just didn't want to show his face and obviously Vania also probably didn't want to see that. Zeyn stroked the back of Vania's head with one hand and rubbed her back with her next hand.

“I miss you so much,” Zeyn tried to inhale the fragrance of shampoo in his wife's hair and secretly wiped the tears on his face with his fingertips. “Please, don't leave me again... I can't live without you,” Zeyn backed off and kissed Vania briefly on the forehead. “I need you. .. I need you in my life,” Zeyn cupped Vania's chin, to make her stare at Zeyn. “Hurry back to me, Hm? I miss..”.

Vania tries to open her mouth but says nothing, Zeyn slowly brings her face closer, touches her nose but Vania moves away and looks down. It is painful to be rejected.

“Please... “ whispered Zeyn. “Please... let me.. I just want to kiss you... I promise, don't ask for anything else.”

Zeyn slowly lifted Vania's chin and once again peeked at his wife's forehead, Zeyn gave a gentle kiss, in her blood she felt every bit of sadness and Zeyn held back from crying and tried to smile at her long-term kiss.

‘A very painful dream.’

Zeyn pulled a strand of hair behind Vania's ear and began to gently caress Vania's cheek with her thumb.

“When do you come back? Much I want to tell you.”

Vania just stared at Zeyn without saying a word as Zeyn traced each feature of her face, remembering and looking through every little detail.

“I'll do whatever you want... So then... Please hurry back, Hm?”

Vania looked at Zeyn inside.

“Why?”

“What's just the reason ..”

“No,” Zeyn cut off Vania greeting. “That's not the reason why I need you. You are my wife and I will need you. I will always miss you, I'm sorry for being so stupid couldn't tell you. I just thought you'd understand.hope you'd know without me saying... “

“Zeyn.. i ..”.

“I know I can't make you do the things you want to do. I realized it was wrong, I used your presence for my pleasure. I. I admit every single thing I do, I'm the jerkiest person and I swear I regret ever doing it.”

Zeyn was speechless, he regulated his breathing and held back his tears. Perhaps this was a regret that Zeyn could not forget with just an apology.

“At first it wasn't like that but over time.When I was stressed because of work and you were always the one who was able to make me feel comfortable ...I enjoyed it so much that I forgot about everything that often made me worry... eventually everything went awry like this..”.

“Zeyn, I cannot..”.

“Everything I say is not a lie. I thought you'd know... My sincerity. I miss you so much, really. I want you and only you. I'd like to honestly say that you're very pretty, when I say..”.

“But that's only limited to what you said when..”.

“I'm not an expert at revealing such things... I'm afraid I'm just a loser who's afraid of rejection... You also never did anything to convince me of your feelings. You never talked about it either, so I thought you had no feelings for me. You gave me the flexibility to do things as I wished, and I think maybe because we're married and doing your duty as a wife. I assume that my actions can represent my feelings and hope that you will be sensitive.The way I touch you, look at you, I smile at you, describe if you are important in my life... that's why you should return as soon as I can tell you everything, straighten out all the misunderstandings .. You can forgive me. And I will pay for all my mistakes and make you fall in love with me.”.

His eyes were only focused on seeing Zeyn, Zeyn touching his wife's soft nose and closing his eyes felt a relief of being able to let go of everything in his chest, even in a dream.

Zeyn pulled his head closer to kiss the ripe lips and continued to kiss them with an overwhelming feeling that made Zeyn's heart pound.

At first Zeyn only dyed it briefly fearing if the person in front of him did not like it. But he responded and Zeyn took advantage of the opportunity that originally a kiss now so******friendly.

Zeyn hopes that his wife's figure can return, craving that what is happening now becomes a reality, Zeyn wants to be happy and stop feeling pain.

Zeyn flipped over his wife's body and started crawling on it.

“I miss you,” said Zeyn while kissing her.

They spend intimate time together again after a long time of not doing so.

Zeyn curled up right next to his wife after giving her a sweet peck on his lips. Zeyn placed her shoulders under her head, as a pillow and hugged her tightly, a form of parting expression.

‘It's a shame it was just a dream and when I opened my eyes. He won't be here anymore.with me.

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Tbc......