Selfish Husband
Honeymoon
The vast expanse of blue sea, seems alive during the day and soothing at night. It was there that the two of them were enjoying the roar of the night breeze and the rustling of the waves that sounded like music accompanied every step of the way, the sky was dark but many small lights were shining.
The cold sand and the soothing night wind hit the skin of Vania who was busy stroking both sides of her arms.
"It's our last day in this place, is there anything you want to do?"
"Hmm, nothing! It's just that I can't see the sunset," Vania stopped her steps and played the water on her feet.
"that's it?"
"hmm" Vania nodded her head.
'Ask something from me, because I have taken many things from your life.' Zeyn muttered to the heart
Zeyn stood beside him, and within seconds, Zeyn's hand slowly reached for Vania's hand and linked between her fingers.
Vania gasped, she seemed to have forgotten how to breathe properly, her heartbeat racing due to Zeyn's gentle touch.
"Your hands are very cold" Zeyn said.
'I want to hug her, kiss her or at least wrestle spoiled in her arms, as a real couple would've done' Vania was only able to dream in her heart.
"It's common."
"So? there's nothing special I have to do for you?"
"No, no. .. being here has been so amazing, I'm happy because we can come to this place."
"Me too," Zeyn looked at Vania and developed his deadly handsome smile.
'His smile, the most beautiful and perfect thing I have ever seen, the smile that made his eyeballs sparkle and my world shine just by looking at him. The thing that made my stomach cramp and swirl. The thing that makes my heart beat. I'm sure perfection has a name and it's Zeynan Shadiq Daulyn.'
Out of nowhere, Vania moved in search of a way to wrap her hands around Zeyn's waist, her face right in Zeyn's field chest.
Because of the shame Vania was only able to drown her face in the curves of Zeyn's neck without saying words.
"Look ... for a second, I just want to be like this. This is my wish" Vania said and made excuses for her actions.
With doubt Zeyn's hands hugged Vania's back, clutching her body tighter and occasionally muttering Vania's name.
gently rubbed the mane of the hair behind Vania, who did not feel like releasing each other.
'I don't know if it's the right time to do this, but it feels like my heart wants to hold it for as long as possible.'
Zeyn wanted to say something, but his tongue said nothing.
"I'm sorry," only that word managed to come out of Zeyn's mouth after a long silence.
Vania looked up trying to see her husband's face, but Zeyn hugged her tighter and tighter, distracting her.
"I'm sorry for everything that's happened in the past, I'm sorry for being a jerk husband who only knows how to hurt you, can't protect you from bad things but on the contrary, instead, what should be your shelter is even your worst place. Even when you need me, I break your heart.
Zeynan gently cupped his wife's face, looking at the beautiful face long before peeping the cheek where he first injured her skin. The two eyes that he always made crying, the forehead that he always made to constrict and the lips that never denied when treated harshly. There was not a single place Zeyn missed.
After doing that, Zeyn flipped his wife's body, hugged her from behind, enjoyed the beachside breeze at night making them forget that it was late at night.
"Do you want to shop for something?" asked Zeyn right in the ears of Vania who was still cool looking at the vast sea.
"What shopping?" vania tilted her face slightly.
"Couple stuff, how?"
***
It's true they've moved into a new house. It was all Zeyn's very insistent idea of wanting to have a new home on the grounds, closer to Vania's course. But it's a lie, because the real reason is that he wants to throw away and doesn't want to remember the dark times when he and Vania lived in the house before.
"Prefer to bury the past and start something new in a new home."
***
22.12 pm
The two eventually returned home, taking a very long journey of up to 4 hours and Zeyn was made to not focus on driving properly. Thinking about what he will do when he gets home later due to the fact that Vania is sitting right next to him in a rather short dress
"Aren't you cold?" ask Zeyn
"No."
"But you have to wear something, I don't want you to get sick from catching a cold and, "Zayn paused his sentence.
"Other times if you want to go out wearing a covered dress, I don't want to see my wife so the spectacle of striped men especially when with my friends, what else if that person is Dery," oceh Zeyn with frown.
Vania just laughed in response to her husband's dumelan. "But I've kept all my clothes in the trunk."
Zeyn pulls the car over, only to open the white hoodie he was wearing and give it to Vania.
"Thank you" said Vania smiling and covering her thighs.
"May I hold your hand?" asked Zeyn hesitatingly.
"Does my husband have to ask permission first to hold his wife?" vania answered and withdrew Zeyn's hand.
"Are you hungry? or want to eat something?" ask Zeyn again who does not want to waste time together with Vania.
"Hmmm, I want to drink hot chocolate. It's 12 o'clock in the night, there's definitely no place to eat."
"well, in front there is a 24-hour mini market. We stopped by there." Zeyn smiled, no request made the contents of his wallet drain.
When buying a couple, Vania prefers to buy two glasses and a yellow and mint shirt and now only asks for hot chocolate.
Just incredible! where else can Zeyn find a woman like Vania, not only soft-hearted but she also knows how to please a Zeynan.
***
"Where are you going?" zeyn asked softly looking at Vania's footsteps which way.
"To my room!" vania said and kept going.
Zeyn grabbed her wrist, just before Vania stepped into her room.
"Do you really want to sleep there?"
"Hmmm ... I'll sleep in my room."
Zeyn closed the door and cupped Vania's cheek with one of her hands while cornering Vania against the wall and sticking her nose to Vania's forehead.
"Don't come in, sleep with me tonight, please" Zeyn softly whispered. Vania just stared at him without giving an answer, making Zeyn take the initiative to keep pecking his wife's cheeks again and again until Vania could not give an answer.
Vania smiled unable to answer due to her husband's childish actions. Zayn, who understood aloud, carried his wife bridal style, took her into his room and laid her down in a gentle gesture on his bed.
