Selfish Husband

Miscomprehension

"Zeyn! you're drunk" Vania muttered in a hoarse voice, something inside her made her refuse. In Vania's heart, Zeyn still hated him and Zeyn's actions at this time only the influence of alcohol that still spread throughout her bloodstream and Vania tried to resuscitate him.

'If I'm honest, I'll let him do whatever he wants, because I want him too. I may have gone crazy missing her kisses, touches and hugs while holding me. I really wanted it to happen but I was afraid he would come back to play my feelings. I know how she feels about me. I don't want to be a burden on her life and break my heart if I'm too hopeful."

Vania turned her face away, avoiding eye contact with Zeyn, Vania pushed Zeyn slowly and walked under her arms and ran away from home.

***

"You should have said something Zeyn, you should have denied or at least said if I was wrong, that you wanted me too. You didn't even try to stop me but you just kept quiet and proved everything I said was right."

The tightness in Vania's chest increasingly hunting to make it difficult to breathe.

"You why?"

Vania's face lifted to look at the figure of the man who had just voiced out, like a super hero. The man came at the right time.

Vania sat on the same bench as she consoled Vania for the first time, also in the same position.

"So why are you here?"

"Actually, there's something I need to talk to Zeyn about, but forget it. I can do it later," Yudha shuddered her shoulders and sat down beside Vania. "Btw, I want to ask you the same question. What's Zeyn? did he do it again?"

"Sister!" call Vania.

"If there's something you're worried about don't hesitate to tell this story with your brother," his thumb pointed at himself. Vania smiled knot. Yudha could make Vania smile so easily. "This is about Zeyn?" Vania nodded her head. "See clearly from the look on your face."

"I don't understand all his behavior? not understanding his behavior. Is he still unaware that he hurt me? what am I supposed to do with him? from the very beginning he hated me! is there something wrong with me? am I that bad? am I not fun? is there anything lacking in me? why is he so cruel to me?:

"Not you" said Yudha, trying to comfort Vania.

"Please, don't say no to me, because it won't help."

"I'm not lying, it's not you." Vania glanced at Yudha with a serious look.

"Even if that woman isn't you, she's still acting the same way."

"I don't understand. Butwhy? or is he upset about this marriage, but why go so far? is ... is it possible because of the girl in the photo?"

"Well! you mean Divya?"

"I don't know his name either, which I must have seen in Zeyn's book."

"No, it's not about him."

"Aren't you sure? but why was she upset when I asked about her,"

"It's true that they were in a relationship, but it's really not about him" Vania's forehead shriveled still clueless.

"So can you explain why you're acting like that to me? looks like my brother knows something. Brother and Zeyn are very close. So, please tell me, "please Vania.

Yudha scratched her nape. "Because you're my sister, I'll tell you something. There's something that will help you understand Zeyn's situation. Do you have time next week? it's very late now."

"I always have free time."

"But don't let Zeyn know if you come out with me, I'll get in big trouble if he finds out. So we have to keep this meeting a secret."

"Well, after meeting with the leader I work with, I'll see my sister on Thursday at one o'clock. How's it?"

"Okay, give me your number. I'll send you a message if there's any change of plans."

'My Super Hero' Yudha's contact name on Vania's phone.

***

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"Am I late?" a familiar-sounding voice in Vania's ear spontaneously averted her gaze from the window.

"Dery?" vania was surprised.

The same face is attractive when you first meet, a suit, shirt and tie. Shiny black hair and a sharp gaze made Vania lulled.

Dery sat down and took out the CV Vania, everything was clear. Vania applied for a job at Dery's company.

"How are my chicks?"

"good. He slept next to me. I haven't been able to thank you for your gift. Thank you." Thank you."

"I'm glad to hear that. I don't have much time, so can we start now?"

Although Dery knows Vania's friend's wife. Dery is very professional and detailed in terms of Vania's work and the consequences of any project failure. The salary will also be paid on time, just like other employees. There are no exceptions.

"Isn't that Yudha?" dery saw Yudha from behind the window.

"I think our meeting is quite up here because I'm going somewhere. See you at the office" said Dery and passed the bill.

After Dery died, Vania was busy looking for her phone to look at the clock at once to ascertain whether she was not late but Vania could not find it.

***

"Sorry! because it keeps you waiting. "

Yudha and Vania have been sitting in a cafe that is quite simple, quiet and chosen by Yudha of course.

"Oh. No-no. Didn't you see the message I sent? there's a job I have to finish after this so I came sooner."

"sorry. But I forgot to bring my phone."

The first time Vania saw Yudha in a formal suit. No wonder he's in the gilai of many women. All of Zeyn's friends who have seen Vania all have amazing visuals.

"So, how's the story?" ask Vania.

"Do you know Zeyn's biggest dream?" Vania shook her head slowly. "What did he do before he became the director of the Daulyn family company?"

"T-no .. we're not that close. Just talking to each other rarely because Zeyn was avoiding me."

"I don't know where to start. The problem is ... This marriage forced Zeyn to bury his dream. Since school, Zeyn has aspired to become a professional basketball player. He is very active in every national championship. Being a basketball player is his life. He never gets tired of training to pursue his dreams. But back again, his parents didn't like it. There's not much Zeyn can do,"

"half a year before leaving for the USA and signing with a famous club. Zeyn's father fell ill. His parents made the opportunity to take Zeyn out of the basketball world, make him the new Director and arrange a marriage to build his image. Now, you must be thinking that it's Zeyn's parents' fault for ruining his son's dream. But, he was also still able to accept the contract and run his family business."

"Back again, marriage is like a nail in a coffin. Zeyn was extremely frustrated and could not temper his emotions. She could not blame her father who was still sick and also her mother who was worried about her husband's condition. Then you show up, you live with him, you happen to be there when his emotions are increasing, keeping all his anger in him. He unconsciously blames you."

"Is that why in saying my presence made his life ruined?"

"Don't blame yourself. It's not your fault and it will happen to anyone."

Vania was unable to speak. His gaze focused on the glass that was in front of him. But Yudha was very sensitive and could read Vania's mind.

"Don't torture yourself. You didn't make a mistake." Yudha rubbed Vania's arm to comfort her. "You are also forced to establish a relationship with him, besides try to understand his circumstances. I'm sure he'll come to his senses and start being lenient. You guys look so happy the night we met for the club. So go and be happy."

Yudha rubbed Vania's head like a sister who calmed her sister. The next second Vania smiled knot.