Selfish Husband

Opportunity In Narrowness

"So, you are fluent in English, Chinese, and Indonesian well. What else do I not know about you?" zeyn asked as he leaned his back against the park bench, his eyes busy looking at the night sky.

"There's nothing special about me."

"But you live in England, right?"

"Yes, I was born in Jakarta and grew up in England. I'm amazed that you still remember." Vania turned her face away in embarrassment if Zeyn saw her grinning.

"Why did you come back?"

"Hmm, because of my father's work. After completing my study, my father wanted to return to his home country" Vania lied. He also does not know exactly why he came home and Vania's father is also not the type of person who will say the reason if decided seauatu.

"It's good that your English is very good, because you spend a long time living there."

"Is there anything else you want to know about me?" asked Vania because Zeyn was silent for quite a while. Zeyn dissolves into his difficult thoughts for Vania to guess.

Vania hopes the moment between her and Zeyn doesn't end that soon. It had been half a year but they had never spoken like that. They only talk as necessary but not to the point of discussing personal life.

'If I knew what was on his mind, I would never ask the question just now, '" Inner Vania.

"What about your first kiss?"

"W-what?"

"Who is he?"

"A-I t-no .." Zeyn's eyes opened wide staring at Vania so in disbelief and Vania had no choice but to not continue her sentence.

"Your first love?"

"H-huh?" Vania gawking.

"The first man to make you feel love? don't tell me you've never been in love."

'The first question is bad but the second question is even worse, I have to answer what? when my first love was right next to me. Name's Zeynan.'

"T-no, I mean ka ..," Vania cursed herself for being almost lost.

Zeyn's endless questioning sessions left Vania engulfed in confusion to the point where her body began to tremble with stress. Not knowing what to answer because Vania is not an expert in lying. Answering honestly, also not an option and not answering will raise suspicion.

'Lord. Please help your servant, someone help me, ' Vania is eager to shout out loud so that someone can easily help her out of Zeyn's trap question.

"He ...."

"What did you say?"

"Zeck!" a very familiar voice in Vania's ears, Vania turned around and Zeyn saw the arrival of two handsome men Yudha and Aryan walked over. 'thankfully, finally my prayer on the pottery.'

"What are you doing here?"

"Drink bubble tea together, are you surprised?" replied Zeyn cynically.

"Has this become a habit of yours? We also stopped by to buy bubble tea and then to the Club," said Yudha was not provoked by Zeyn's cynical remarks. "But wait, why are you catching this?"

"We're dating" Zeyn replied quickly.

In just a short time, Zeyn's warm hand had already touched and tightly held Vania's hand. Vania gasped in shock. Zeyn smiled at Vania so that she could not take her eyes off the handsome man.

"All right then. We won't interfere with your date."

"Or maybe you want to come with us to the club?" ask Aryan.

"I've never been to a place like that."

"Then let's go." call for coercion.

'I don't know which way we're going. My attention was only focused on Zeyn's still faithful grasp holding my hand very tightly. I don't care where we're going. I just enjoy her soft hands. The behavior he gave me was so pleasant that I felt happy butterflies flying in my stomach. I love his touch and I miss his warmth.'

***

"Zeyn! You don't want to take your wife dancing?" ask Yudha.

"Yusha!"

"Well if you don't want to, I will" Yudha said, rising from her seat to grab Vania's hand and pull her to the dance floor. Vania looked back to look at Zeyn with her hands hanging in the air.

'I don't like it, I don't like it at all. Yudha might be able to bring up my past and bring me down and now I'm losing my spirit here. But what is more painful is that Vania was taken by Yudha. I held her hand too late and kept her by my side.'

"Did he really like it? Oh, comeon. It's okay if it's someone else as long as it's not a friend I already consider a brother," Zeyn muttered in disbelief.

Zeyn turned his gaze where Yudha and Vania were dancing. Dery's words were true because Vania who laughed was very happy. "I'm a useless husband to him" said Zeyn. Now she realized just how beautiful and sweet the smile of Vania Valeanifa was.

***

"Yuddha! I want to ask you something!" Zeyn took the time to sit together with Yudha, as Vania and Aryan went to order a drink.

Yudha nodded her head in response.

"Do you .. Do you like my wife? please answer honestly."

"Yes, I love it," Zeyn could clearly feel his heart stop beating. Zeyn wanted to say something but his tongue was moody, his voice choked. "She's a nice and beautiful woman" she continued. Zeyn felt like he had fallen into a deep dark hole.

"You .. do you like it?" Zeyn repeated his writing in disbelief. "But he ...."

It was clearly visible on Yudha's face if she had only understood the meaning of Zeyn's question.

"Oh! I mean, I like him because of his personality. Nah! of course not, she's my best friend's wife. I'm just implying that you're so lucky to have it. But I'm disappointed that your relationship is tied to an arranged marriage and living a family life is just a business, I wonder what's on your mind so you have such an idea"

"Dery came and rambled about you dating my wife behind my back. But I knew my brother wouldn't do something like that to me."

"Zeyn! Actually, I'm ...."

"Shhh ... They're back."

***

"Zaynan!" call Vania as soon as Zeyn opens her shoes. Zeyn turned his gaze to see Vania. She stood right in front of Zeyn wrapped in the dress that Zeyn had bought earlier. Her beautiful face plus her hair that shines because of the reflection of the light of the lamp.

"Thank you for today," Zeyn's eyes were focused only on Vania's ruum lips that were interested in forming a smile.

'I was really lulled to see those lips, should I kiss her? I've never tasted it, ' Zeyn's inner self with her pervert mind.

Zeyn out of nowhere, the man started to step closer towards Vania. His eyes narrowed and his lips slightly opened. Vania will not deny that the man in front of her is now very charming. The red hue on his cheek also did not want to miss to come appear.

Zeyn blocked Vania's movements, cornered the woman with her masculine body to the side of the wall, Zeyn placed her right hand on the side of Vania's ear, her thumb stroking her wife's smooth cheek gently, stick his head to Vania's forehead and the nose that comes into contact. The glare of the sharp eyes made Vania's heart beat fast and perhaps Zeyn could clearly hear it due to the enveloping silence.

Zeyn clenched his lower lip and tilted his head to kiss Vania's eyes, the next second Zeyn turned to Vania's red-colored chewy object. Zeyn closed his eyes wanting to scoop it up immediately.

Both of Vania's hands infiltrated holding the chest of Zeyn's field to give distance. 'I can still think clearly, I know what will happen next, ' Inner Vania.