Selfish Husband

Rollercoasters

After signing the contract, it does not necessarily make his mind relieved just the opposite. For Vania to have feelings for Zeyn is like being in a labyrinth. Every step he wanted to take was filled with doubt, even if it could be certain that Vania would return to her original point.

Before getting married, Vania had learned how to hide her emotions well, Vania had no other choice because everything was under the control of her parents. If there was the slightest mistake, Vania's father would reprimand with a punch. For the father, that is one way to educate Vania in behavior.

After years of physical and mental stress, soaking up all the pain she was in, Vania was finally at her lowest point, tired. Tired of everything. His body seemed to lose the feeling that humans had. Vania is a lifeless doll only considered limited to display by her parents.

"I don't want to act like a fool anymore, I'm tired of being an actress in a drama that has the ability to show a happy smile, make everyone praise me, think if I'm a smart woman and have everything, in fact I've never felt anything here" she said with a hand that hit her chest, trying to awaken the feeling of being trapped inside.

Since being with Zeyn seems to prove that his perception so far turned out to be wrong. Like feeling figures never leave Vania, they are well hidden somewhere and somehow encounter Zeyn as if waking her up. Bring them back to Vania's life. The figure revives the human figure within Vania.

Hope, happiness felt united in Vania when with Zeyn, like riding a rollercoaster with enthusiasm and at the same time the feeling of fear also appeared. Even as Zeyn's attitude scarred her, Vania remained patient and now everything was answered, that Zeyn whom she had originally thought of as a savior would bring her out of the cycle of misery. Again, it was just a wishful thinking.

Vania is very grateful to Zeyn who has been present and made Vania aware that deep down in her heart the deepest of her body was also full of feelings.

"What's happening right now, isn't entirely Zeyn's fault. I was hurt, probably because I was overreacting, because my attitude was too emotional."

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Clubs

At 23.15 pm

"So, how's Vania doing?" dery asked who appeared out of nowhere, came and raised a question.

"Well, he's fine and I've done everything you've ever said" Zeyn said, leaving Dery gasping.

"I mean?" Yudha, who was originally sitting on her back to Zeyn and Dery, now turned around as if interested in the topic of conversation that Dery raised.

"I mean contract," looks from all the faces inside the room had a questioning expression, all of them focused on staring at Zeyn.

"Divorce!"

"What?" said they were in unison.

"What marriage contract?"

"Divorce?" Dery seems to be the most surprised person among those people.

"Why is that expression of yours, Der? didn't you give me that advice?"

"Hey, what are you talking about? I never said anything more about the contract."

"Woah, since when has a Zeynan listened to me?" Dery smiled and Zeyn hit his arm.

In the heart of a Zeyn, he cursed himself for foolishly doing what Dery said.

"I've asked Bobby for his opinion on this, because Bobby has handled many things like this, everything will go according to the applicable law, I will finance his life, he said, giving whatever she wants on condition that Vania must do her duty as a good wife in front of family and company colleagues. Putting aside the affairs of feeling, everything is purely because of business."

Zeyn's words made all pairs of eyes look at him with astonished gazes, unexpectedly merging into one and causing synchronous rings from his friends.

"I don't think Zeyn had any feelings, he didn't have a heart either" Aryan said.

"You humiliated him," Dery chimed in, Aryan and Dery are just as jerks as Zeyn but at least they both still have hearts and they are very disappointed with Zeyn's decision.

"Dery's right" Kevin finally said.

"I also don't know where you got such a stupid idea, the thing I'm afraid of has happened. I don't think a Zeynan knows much about women yet, even though you've slept with women a lot***** out there, but your attitude deserves to be a jerk," I don't know why Kevin was so emotional.

Dery clucked and laughed at Zeyn. "Zeyn, you've lost your way" Dery added.

Both of his hands were holding his throbbing head, there was something he could not break and Zeyn was still confused and busy looking for it.

"So? How's Vania reacting?" ask aryan again.

"Vania left me."

"That's worth your brother!"

"How can hurting a woman's heart be so easy for you, Zeyn?" this time Yudha chimed in, the look on her face looked frustrated.The look of a face that should be more suitable to be on Zeyn's face.

"You're out of your mind, Zeyn! it's outrageous. Vania's your wife, she's a woman and she's got feelings. Don't know if he's the one who's the most hurt, he's receiving the worst treatment from a husband who's supposed to protect and take care of him" Aryan exasperated

"It wasn't my fault. I didn't do anything wrong either! why should I care about him?" reply Zeyn no less ketus.

Yudha pushed the table and stood with a perfectly clenched fist ready to punch Zeyn who was drinking a glass of beer but his intention was thwarted by Aryan who pulled Yudha's hand to sit back.

"Your speech is not wrong, but at least you should respect it and treat it well jerk," Yudha cried emotionally.

Zeyn would not deny, but deep down he also confirmed Yudha's words. 'I admit, I shouldn't have done that but I couldn't help it when I saw Vania. Especially when the thought of me being tied to her had already kept me in a narrow cage. Stuck with people I don't know and have to live with and I was wrong to blame everything that happened, when it wasn't his fault, ' Zeyn murmured inwardly.

"Try to apologize to Vania," after a long silence, Brian finally said to give advice and mediate in an increasingly heated atmosphere. Zeyn nodded in response.