Selfish Husband

Complement A Luxury Suit

Vania can not refuse or immediately cancel the match, because it will certainly make her parents angry and will berate Vania. It was clear that Vania would be stamped as a child who did not know himself so he would also be dragged out of the house or would feel the warmth of a blow all over his body.

After hitting Vania, the father will definitely look for a P3K box, Vania did not deny if the attitude and behavior of her father was no more cruel than a psychopath who tortured his victims and the task of his mother is to treat his injuries.

If that's not what Vania wants to repeat. So Vania only needs to obey and follow the flow played by her parents and future husband.

Vania is convinced that her two would-be in-laws will help and protect her. A hint of hope that made Vania feel her presence as if in need.

***

Vania sat with her hands crossed on the table and some dinner dishes were getting cold. It had been almost 2 hours for Vania to wait for Zeyn's return from the office.

Now, it's been almost three months since they got married and every day it still looks the same. When Vania woke up in the morning Zeyn had left for the office, when she returned home Zeyn would go home very late, to her room and sleep.

Vania and Zeyn didn't even have a chance to talk to each other. After all his hateful words during their first meeting. Vania didn't dare start any of that.

Several times Vania tried but there was no soft tone but rather a creepy look that Vania could not continue her speech.

Zeyn's room and Vania's room are different, very sad but what's possible is that Vania can't do anything about it. Not loving each other and they are in a pretend mode of living a married life.

Bad situation when with her parents who make Vania like a doll and make her play the role of a submissive girl. It made almost no difference even the situation this time was more dire.

Vania tries to escape but instead falls further into her new role as the wife of a man named Zeynan. Menjelma became an emotionless wife, pretending to smile as if she was happy with her loving and affectionate life. He is also a human who has feelings and deserves to be treated as a human being rather than a puppet.

Vania wants to cry and vanish all her heart but is there someone who would gladly want to hear her story. The answer doesn't exist.

***

The srek!

Vania hears the sound of the door opening and makes her a little happy as she spends all day alone at home. Vania thought that this was the right time to do something she had never done before. Welcoming the husband's arrival.

Vania ventured closer to the door and realized it was a bad idea. Zeyn's expression was different. Highlight the cold and suffocating eyes found the existence of Vania in front of him.

"Welcome home" said Vania hesitated but remained unresponsive to Zeyn and instead passed through Vania. "You want dinner?"

"I've said many times, I don't like the food you're cooking so don't bother making it for me anymore, okay?"

Not a step back Zeyn stopped his steps. "I hear you're highly educated, isn't that enough to make you understand what I'm saying?" he continued with a cynical grin printed on his face. .

Zeyn is not only angry but also drunk, as the smell of alcohol instantly seeps into Vania's sense of smell as Zeyn walks past him.

"Why is he so bad? To me? Because what? and if it wasn't me why would he have to behave like that?"

Vania was speechless and just stood there for a long time. "Why is my life always in misery?" lirih.

The sense of helplessness and being unable to change the situation added to the burden of his mind. Every time Vania tried to get closer, she would end up in action. Leaving Vania with a rude swearing, a clash that echoed throughout the room.

"How can I handle this? No one can tell me." Vania took a deep breath and threw it away violently.

Even in school, when other students bullied Vania. Vania always closes her eyes and her ears think it is not important to act no matter if it hurts.

"Should I find reinforcements somewhere? But where? My parents?" Vania laughed blandly in the middle of her joke. "Haa. That's just not possible. A fella? But I don't have any friends."

No one wants to be close to him and that also makes Vania a person who does not want to have friends as well. There was nothing he could do, his brain was frozen as if he did not want to help him find a solution.

Only Zeyn Shadiq Daulyn is the only person Vania has right now but the man hates her or rather doesn't care about her whereabouts.

Vania's existence only makes Zeyn angry when Vania tries to greet him.

Vania the bully and Zeyn the one who doesn't want to be disturbed. A miracle given by God because it unites two opposing sides of man.

Vania in Zeyn's life is nothing more than a tie that only complements a fancy suit. Vania's existence only made her look perfect in the eyes of others. Only as an accessory.

***

Vania awakens and finds herself asleep on the living room couch. His right hand moved gently massaging his neck that felt stiff because of sleeping in an uncomfortable position. His hand rubbed his eyes to immediately widen.

His hand accidentally felt something wet in the area of his cheek. "Am I crying?" He muttered, then moved from his place to the bathroom.

After taking a shower, he realized that today was the weekend. Vania turned her head thinking that Zeyn's figure was gone. Vania walks towards Zeyn's room and knocks on the door slowly to confirm her husband's whereabouts.

"Jelica ...." Call Vania when you don't find the room's nose.

Feeling the silence, of course Vania must live her day with solitude. Vania heaved a heavy sigh, for some reason sighing became her habit of the past few days.

Vania did not blame Zeyn's harsh remarks on her, as Vania was already used to it and Vania had no special feelings towards Zeyn so all her words did not make Vania hurt.

Only one thing left Vania claustrophobic and in extreme pain as she blamed herself for always being in the wrong position.

After getting married and Vania started living with Zeyn. Vania just realized that she needs someone too. Not a friend or lover. He only craves the figure of someone who will accompany him to talk, sit together, eat, or just watch TV together.

"I realize how sad my life is." Lirih Vania drowned her face into the folds of her hands on the dining table.