Selfish Husband

The End of Everything???

Long enough Vania was silent to digest every word that Selly put out, although her eyes were fixed on the expression of the face of Rania who was sitting right in front of her, her suspicious behavior, and her eyes were still looking, every word seemed to predict everything.

Finally Vania without hesitation asked.

"I hope you'll be honest Ran! Was everything you said to me the other day and today just a coincidence because you thought of me as a friend or something else?"

Rania looked at Vania astonished at Vania's question which led to her suspicion.

"Tell me honestly, is this all pure coincidence or coincidence on purpose?”

“Hey! What are you talking about?”

“Tell me the truth, I won't be angry. I just want to know. From the beginning you were the one who started the topic about Zeyn and now we meet here not only to eat but you actually discuss something that I do not want to hear,” Vania set her breath that began to hunt.

"Why did you bring me here? what's to see my husband's meeting with his colleagues?" Vania is obviously angered by Rania's line of words towards her, plus Zeyn's presence with a woman.

“I'm not blind Ran! I'm not as stupid as you think. It's true, I'm not experienced in friendship. But I can easily recognize when people are pretending. So all this is just a coincidence or are you intentionally planning all this?”

“It ... a.. I just ...” Rania starts to flutter, feeling dead fleas with her own behavior who are caught because of her lies.

“My answer,” Vania's tone of voice went up as if demanding an answer.

“Alright! .. I know everything about Zeyn. I also know who he will meet. I also planned everything, satisfied?” Rania admits everything, which also makes Vania a little calm even if only for a moment.

“Why Ran? Why would you do this to me?”

Vania was angry at first, but now she was helpless and almost crying. A few minutes ago he was still smiling happily but now someone had destroyed him. Once again, Vania's hopes are crushed, with one heroic action made by Rania. Miris.

“I'm just trying to wake you up from your dream. You are so stubborn in convincing yourself. If every little thing Zeyn does to you you take it as a sign of concern so I want to show you something opposite. Giving you something that you deserve to think about instead of just curious,” inadvertently Rania began to raise her tone that made some visitors turn their eyes to look at three women who were arguing.

“I don't want you to be Zeyn's toy trying to trick you, but don't you realize that Zeyn's using your existence for his own purposes? You deserve to be happy, Van. He doesn't deserve you.”

“I see your point, Ran. But I wouldn't spend my time just arguing with him just because he had dinner with his investors. Regardless of how the investor faces it. That's ridiculous and I don't think I have the guts to do that either.”

“I didn't tell you to crash it, you just have to ask who the woman he met was.”

***

Zeyn is enjoying dinner with a beautiful woman who is none other than his company colleague. He agreed to come and meet because of the request of the woman named Rosi.

The second meeting, purely about work, was far different from what Rania had accused Vania of Zeyn.

Zeyn has been trying to invite Rosi to come to his house and meet his wife. But Rosi refused because after his meeting with Zeyn, he had to leave for Singapore.

So everything Rania has planned so far has worked, which is to incite Vania who is now in doubt. Vania was only able to look at her husband's face from the corner of the restaurant. I don't know who to believe with.

***

What was on Vania's mind was nothing but a feeling of envy in the way Zeyn spoke familiarly, laughing and smiling with the woman named Rosi. The very rare thing Vania did, just by looking at it like it had made Vania feel pain which meant Zeyn was happier with other women. Is there any hope between Zeyn and Vania someday?

If it wasn't for Rania, would Vania have had such thoughts towards Zeyn? Will Vania be happy if she has a lot of intimate time with her husband? one thing is for sure, Vania only hopes for the romantic side of the figure of Zeynan.

The hope that Vania dreamed of was clearly stupid in Rania's eyes.

“Do I have to live like this? Just keep hoping for things that don't necessarily happen?” lirih Vania who put a glass on the head that he had not had time to drink.

In fact, after all Rania said while at the restaurant was poison, which killed her slowly from within.

“I miss you,” whispered Zeyn instantly in Vania's ear, before hugging and then kissing his wife's shoulder and cheek.

Shivering spread to the bones of Vania's back because of the roar of Zeyn's warm breath that hit the surface of her skin.

Once again Vania drowned, drowning in her own sea of dark thoughts, leaving a blank expression on her face. When Zeyn had gone further with his actions and actions without paying attention to anything.

One that Vania realized, how strange a word of Love is, when you give others the freedom to have fun with you, when you don't want it as much as she wants you.

Vania was too weak to push Zeyn's body away, or was too resigned and allowed everything to happen.

***

Zeyn smiled and briefly kissed his wife's lips before passing into the bathroom, leaving Vania with a pile of strange thoughts.

'Why are you doing this to me, Zeyn?'

Does loving someone who doesn't love you back hurt? It is as if someone is crushing your heart in his hand while sticking a nail into it.

Vania knows why she still lets Zeyn do it. Because deep in the heart of a Vania, he only hopes for a moment Zeyn hugs him lovingly not with lust.

And this momentum came, when things got worse and more complicated when Vania could only lie down like a fragile piece of wood, waiting for it to happen and end as soon as possible, he could only stare at the ceiling of the room the entire time, when Zeyn kissed his forehead after it was done and a tear spout came out of his cracker.

Without feeling anything, Vania could only cry. Groaning and shouting something within the wisp of despair.

Vania believes it is the end of everything. Vania can't stand it anymore and returns to being a doll.

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......If you stay standing and feel pain, it would be nice to walk away leaving something uncertain.......

...DIVORCE is the best choice 😭...