Selfish Husband

Selfish Husband
Enlightenments



Zayn looked at the beautiful eyes of Vania who was now in tears, eyes that radiated deep sadness.


Zeyn's heart raced as his name softly muttered Vania. But the scene before him made Zeyn's heart seem out of place.


Spontaneous Zeyn's body moved backwards, releasing the fragile creature from its clutches. Zeyn looked at those beautiful eyes again, but Vania quickly turned her face away and covered her mouth leaving Zeyn.


"What have I done?"


"Is there something wrong with my actions? so it's worth giving such a reaction? it's not harassment, I don't strip her clothes, I'm not aggressive, instead she likes my touch without a fight, she enjoys it too. So where's my mistake? why does he look so despicable, make me feel like a monster?"


"Aishhhh! I don't want to know and I don't care, it would be better if we keep our distance." (social distance)


***


"What made you daydream until you didn't realize I was here a few minutes ago?" the heavy sound made Zeyn come to a realization from his daydream.


"My wife" said Zeyn, looking up at Dery. Zeyn's thoughts were only on Vania, since that day, Vania's sad face often appeared in the mind of a Zeynan and made her like someone creepy.


"I am too."


"What?" the look of astonishment was plastered on Zeyn's face.


"I also thought about your wife" repeated Dery vividly, which made Zeyn even more upset.


"Dery, please don't be like this!"


"Calm down brother, I thought about it because he came to bring his CV to my company." Zeyn wanted to ask what Dery meant, but Dery continued. "I'm thinking of taking it to work."


"Why are you here?" ketus Zeyn refused to hear Dery's rant


"I just wanted to tell you about this, so you wouldn't be surprised. I think he didn't realize that it was my company."


'You may have taken Divya from me but I won't allow you to have my wife!' that was all Zeyn had in mind, thinking of the demon next to him now.


'Why am I suddenly being possessive?'


"Ohh, come on Zeyn. Stop raising that cynical look. I don't mean anything" Dery said with a sly grin.


"For now it's not me you should worry about."


Zeyn sneered "What do you mean?"


"T-no! But lately I've been seeing him with Yudha and just the two of them" Dery replied, leaving Zeyn's head burning with anger. "It's rare to see him smile like that. Her face is beautiful and bright. I suggest you see it. He looked very different with Yudha than he did with you" Zeyn's hand instinctively clenched at the words of lord lambe Dery.


After the incident the other day, Vania seemed reluctant to meet with Zeyn


***


The interference of both parents makes Vania live like a puppet, in control, deciding all options, especially choosing a husband for Vania.


'What I want, what I feel, what's on my mind they can't take from me. They stifled my emotions but couldn't erase them. Zeyn was the first to prove it, and he was the worst. Zeyn woke up something hidden deep inside me and now he was also stirring up my feelings.'


All the little things that Zeyn did made Vania forget that the man had slapped her in the face and never apologized. It is too difficult to accept the action and said Zeyn, his changing mood very quickly makes Vania too heavy to just overcome it.


"I hate you Zeynan."


***


"I'm going to meet a Singapore investor and I need Vania, I can't make mistakes at the most important times like this" he murmured.


***


Zeyn and Vania were in a Japanese restaurant with a pair of middle-aged men and women chatting casually, but Vania did not focus on the topic the investor was discussing.


The worry in Vania felt because the two of them rarely met at home and Vania was busy sharpening her brain to rebuild her strength to see the figure of Zeyn who was far enough from her, before the incident of touch on the surface of each skin accidentally.


Vania did not realize that Zeyn's eyes were on her who was busy looking at the handsome face.


"Your wife is really just looking at you, she doesn't even look at us talking to her" said the investor's wife, who gave a laugh, and Zeyn's lips also interested in hearing it.


"Oh ... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it" Vania said, confirming her sitting position. The side effects of awkwardness can cause shaking throughout Vania's body. Her hand accidentally nudged the wine glass and hit her dress.


"I'm sorry to go to the restroom first."


Vania had not yet turned around, Zeyn also stood up and held his wife's hand. "Sorry! I hope you don't feel offended if we have to end this meeting here" Zeyn said politely. "I can't see my wife feeling uncomfortable and uncomfortable with her clothes" Zeyn explained.


Vania gave me a soft lip so she wouldn't smile at my wife's words coming out of Zeyn's mouth. "


"No, it's okay, I just need to go to ...."


"Of course we don't mind" said the investor, then stood with his wife and said goodbye to leave the restaurant first.


After the investor died, Vania felt something was touching her shoulder, she turned her head and found the face of Zeyn who was very close to her.


"Wear my blazer, it might be able to slightly cover up the stain on your shirt."


Vania with her confused face was still faithfully staring at Zeyn. Verily this is the thing that Vania wants to avoid the most, given sweet treatment.


"Just use it for a while, we're going to mom's subscription store for shopping."


"No, I just need to wash it to remove the stains."


"We can't go home now and I don't want you to go around in such dirty clothes."


"All right," said Vania and put her arm inside the blazer's arm.


'There was something on his face that made him look more relaxed, was it because of the wine? Whatever happened to him today makes me happy. I could feel like we were a real couple. She chose a dress for me and my eyes were never taken off her face.'


"I'm sorry for messing up the meeting" Vania said after changing clothes.


"To be honest, I'm glad you did, it's so boring to hear all of her endless chatter" Vania giggled at Zeyn's words.


"So I didn't really ruin it because you also took the opportunity to escape." Vania's paraphrase caught Zeyn's attention.


Zeyn stopped and looked at Vania inside, Vania suddenly stepped back. "Have you just mocked me?" asked Zeyn grinning mischievously. "Let's go, we're almost there. I really want to drink bubble tea" Zeyn said, linking her hands between Vania's.


Vania could not help but smile, Vania never saw and never knew the joking side of a Zeynan. Even his behavior is not much different from SD children who are mocking their peers.


'I reluctantly admit that I fell in love with my husband's cute side.'