Selfish Husband
THE SEQUEL PART 2
All kinds of different feelings were mixed up in Zeyn.
Be ill. Zeyn knew that Yudha had a taste for his wife, but he continued to deny it and Zeyn tried to believe it.
Now Zeyn felt betrayed, so in the end, the next thing that Zeyn did was his bogem drifting towards Yudha.
Chief Yudha turned her head forcefully to the side due to the impact. He definitely didn't expect it to happen.
But soon, Yudha repulsed Zeyn by doing the same.
Zeyn clearly saw the look on Yudha's face full of anger. Zeyn pulled his collar and punched him in the face once more before Yudha could push Zeyn away.
For the first time in his life, Zeyn meets a friend whom he considers to be his own brother. A person that Zeyn believed in but clearly Zeyn could do nothing because all emotions, sadness, longing, regret accumulated in one form of anger that asked to immediately come out from within Zeyn.
Zeyn no longer thinks properly other than how to defeat Yudha.
They smash each other's faces mercilessly until Zeyn's back hits the wall. The next second it was Zeyn's turn to push Yudha to the corner of the table, but Yudha did not stop and counterattacked.
The two began to lose strength so that shortly after Yudha fell, Zeyn took the opportunity to sit on it to attack each side of Yudha's face with Zeyn's knuckles. But Yudha quickly pushed Zeyn aside, only to get up and lash out her hard punch to Zeyn's cheek.
The corner of Yudha's cheek was also bleeding and Zeyn felt unwell for a moment, thinking it was enough, he said, until Yudha's fist landed on Zeyn's face for the last time and Zeyn began to lose his balance and landed ill-fatedly on the floor.
“Argh!”
The piercing pain Zeyn felt in his back. “You okay?” Yudha gasped over Zeyn.
“My waist hurts ... Goddamnit!”
Yudha began to move away and dropped her body beside Zeyn, her head touching Zeyn's head.
“Want to go to the hospital?”
“Not ... no.. I'm fine.”
That's how the punching scene ended. The two were lying on the floor with hunting breaths, not saying any sentences before the two began to feel calm.
I don't know why Zeyn was satisfied. All the misunderstandings and hurt feelings between them have been corrected.
“What does he know?”
“about what?”
“That you called him like that?”
“noah, I just want to call him that.”
Zeyn involuntarily smiled. “Mmh... I also like the name, it is very suitable for him.”
“Iya! I know.”
Silent once again.
“Yudha .. can't you tell me something?”
“Today you often whine like a child, are you trying to melt my heart?”
“Why? Will that help?”
“I don't know. Maybe, if I say yes. Are you going to do a funny show for me in exchange for some information?”
Zeyn put his hand on his face and immediately laughed. Yudha obviously knew Zeyn didn't like things smelling like that.
“I'll do it, as long as you're willing to tell me where he is, I'll do whatever you ask.”
“ But Zeyn... I can't do that. I can't tell you. I've promised him if I won't say anything.”
“So! What should I do Yud?”
“But where is he? He has nowhere to go. He had no place to live, except for his parents' house and I've been there. They also do not know of its existence.”
“Do not worry. He will definitely be back.”
“So she left? Where?”
“English. To find her biological parents.”
Zeyn was surprised, his eyes widened in shock.
“Biological parents?”
“You know? ... She's adopted?.”
“T-no... I.. I don't know.”.
Zeyn was so embarrassed. As a husband, he should know everything about his wife, right? Zeyn spent time with him almost every day for the past year, but he didn't know much and Zeyn never even asked.
Zeyn was again envious of the close relationship between Yudha and Vania.
“Zeyn... If I can be honest... I really like it.”
Zeyn's heart started racing and the inside felt claustrophobic due to Yudha's sudden confession.
“Means?”
“Yah. I love her as a woman and I guess I always do.”
“But why tell me?”
“I know. That's what I was thinking at the time. I just want to make you jealous. With Dery, we came up with a plan if this would be the most appropriate way to get the two of you closer. But... Every day, every time we talk, every time he tells me about you, every time I see how pathetic he is, I... I just want to protect her and when I see her smile, my heart is called to always want to make her smile.”
Zeyn. Disbelief and if Zeyn felt something was going on, even if deep down Zeyn knew, until eventually Zeyn did not want it to come true. Zeyn wanted to be wrong, wanted to be jealous for no reason. Because in reality the word ‘what I am jealous’ he felt when Yudha loudly said it and Zeyn could find out.
“What is he ... know? Have you expressed your feelings?” Zeyn reluctantly asked and his heart almost out of place.
Afraid of what he heard and at the same time Zeyn asked questions and wished he could turn back the clock and never say those words. Zeyn wasn't sure what the best idea was but Zeyn really wanted to know the answer. Because if Yudha expressed her feelings it would definitely be the end for Zeyn. Zeyn admits that he cannot compete with Yudha. Not after what Zeyn did to Vania.
“You know me, I'm not that kind of person. Plus, he... Your wife. I'm not gonna do that to you. I knew I was wrong to feel that way and I tried to get rid of my feelings for you. But you failed, Zeyn. You had a chance and you failed, for the second time.”
“I understand that very well.”
“So, so what do you expect me to do now? Tell you where he is now? Wh why? Why would I do that? Even if I didn't promise not to tell you, I wouldn't be able to do it. Because I don't want to. Because you don't deserve to know. You're correct. Now I am happy to have it for myself. I love that and I enjoy it. I like it if he's away from you because you're Zeynan Shadiq Daulyn, don't deserve to be near him.”
Zeyn's throat became dry which made it difficult to swallow saliva. As well as tears that threatened to come out if Zeyn tried to say something.
Zeyn could not be angry with Yudha. Everything he said was true and Zeyn thought the same thing. That's why Zeyn let Vania go in the first place. But somehow Zeyn couldn't stand it if Vania wasn't with him anymore. The thought of Vania maybe happy with others, she could be with Yudha very piercing Zeyn's heart.
“Yudha, what else can I do? Please help me... I can't live without him. I... I love him very much,” Zeyn said expectantly.
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