Selfish Husband

Viper

"You're not going together?" shocked Selly and Rania

"That's not what I mean, sometimes I still accompany him. But because I thought, maybe he's used to going through it himself and now I'm also working so it's hard to find time to go together."

"Means your presence is only used by him," said Rania again

Vania stiffened, not clueless as she already knew it from the beginning and the main purpose of her marriage. But hearing from the mouth of her office friend broke her heart and Vania forgot about it.

"What about you?" this time Selly asked

Vania flinched, should she be honest and she did so because she wanted to escape the pressure of her parents.

"Maybe it was my father who took advantage of it," Vania replied jokingly and the two women in front of her laughed along.

"Zeyn hasn't confessed either, has she?" Vania nodded. "You guys slept together. So that is how it is, one of the worldly needs of man. Zeyn is a man and all men are the same."

"Yes?"

"Simple, if you show a little part of your body that you have been hiding and see what they will do. You will end up in bed serving his desires of course, his behavior is not based on love but lust and you are the victim."

"Victim?" sela Vania's.

"Yes, maybe the word victim is not worthy to be embedded in this topic but back again, you deliberately seduce him. If you can't resist, just give it up." Rania sipped her drink. "I'm surprised, we're the same age but you don't know how the world works.

"But .. but we're married! I think it's a different story," Vania tried as calmly as possible, although her tone was more conducive to convincing herself.

"That's why I'm surprised! I mean who's gonna wait that long, stay together with no certainty."

"Rania!" Selly tried to stop Rania's bullshit.

"I wonder, what did Zeyn do all this time?" rania asked herself.

"Already dong!" Selly hit Rania's arm slowly. "His egg is not to be put to the heart, is it?" said Selly again holding the back of Vania's hand.

Everything Vania had in mind was just a ruin, like an empty barrel with a solid exterior but nothing inside.

"I have to go" said Vania as she stood up.

"Wait," said Rania holding Vania's steps.

"Please, don't misunderstand me. I didn't mean anything. I know it offends you but I don't intend it that way. I just don't want anything I've ever experienced to happen to you. I want to protect you and make sure that Zeyn is sincere and I hope that you can be smarter about making decisions without having to make the same mistakes as me."

Vania stared intensely at the woman who was holding her hand.

"If you're not sure Zeyn likes you, if he doesn't show you his concern. Promise me you'll leave him, hmm? or like this, don't promise me. Take this as my advice."

"Roman! i. .. I."

"Don't say anything, just listen to my advice. If you're sure then leave or you'll keep getting hurt. You won't be alone there's still Yudha by your side, I think you know what I mean. You may not believe my words but I am sincere with my advice."

***

The door opened and Vania clearly saw the smiling face of Yudha welcoming her arrival.

"Isn't it still early? Ohh ... and you came alone?" Yudha tilted her head looking for someone behind Vania's shoulder.

"Hm... Yes," replied Vania doubtfully. "Can I come in?"

"Oh! Please."

"I'm the one who should apologize for bothering you."

"Ah, no no!" saran Yudha "Your arrival does not interfere at all, I am even very happy the arrival of my sister."

"Do you have a problem?" yudha asked, noticing Vania's behavior, whose face looked gloomy and uninspired..

"I want to ask you something."

"Please! I'm willing to answer all your questions" Yudha said enthusiastically. Makes Vania smile knot.

Vania did not immediately ask but was even fun to play her fingers because of doubts about the questions she would throw. "W-what do you think of my relationship with Zeyn? no no, I mean ... about my current marriage?"

Yudha pulled out her chair and straightened her sitting position. "I don't know how to answer either, but if I may know which part you really want to know?"

"But his best friend's sister?" Yudha nodded her head. "and you know each other for quite some time, so I just want to ask for my brother's opinion and what is likely to happen in my future household?"

"Ohh!" Yudha gasped not knowing what to answer.

"Come ... That Zeyn, he's a typical guy who can't express his feelings. He would rather be quiet in dealing with something that happened to him. I know it's hard for you, seeing how Zeyn treats you. But as her friend, it would be better if you trusted her more. Be patient enough to face it and see how things will go their way."

"But brother .. I don't even know how to tell the difference! I just don't want to spend time like this. I already know what a loveless marriage looks like, I've lived with my parents for over 20 years. I know how a child feels in a family like that and I don't want anything like that to happen to myself. All this time I craved a harmonious relationship in a family and now I'm stuck in it."

Quiescent. Both Vania and Yudha prefer silence after a series of words come out of Vania's mouth.

Not long after, Zeyn came to open the door. His eyes caught the figure of his wife seriously talking about something. He did not say hello or just approached but just sat in another chair watching.

***

Every speech of Rania makes Vania more confused, as her heart tries to want to believe in Zeyn's attitude. But things go not as he imagined because Rania again planted the seeds of doubt in him.

"Zeyn may have cheated on you behind your back," Rania said, making Vania cengo in her seat.

"Huh?"

"If you have any doubts about my words, it would be nice if you came to his office once in a while. Make sure it's straight."

"I can't do it" Vania as much as possible didn't want to put her suspicions on Zeyn.

"So? Do you have any other plans?"

"I wouldn't do that kind of thing. Moreover I haven't gone that far thinking about it and a-I...."

"why?"

"Ran, your actions are overrated. We as friends also do not need to be too late in the household problems of Vania and Zeyn. We also don't know what's going to happen. We just need to support every decision of Vania. Not even inciting and you've gone too far with every word you say," Selly reprimanded who may have been furious to find the behavior of her friend who more incite Vania to divorce immediately.

Vania was silent as well as Rania who was immediately silenced given a reprimand by Selly. The glasses girl who every time they met was silent was not only silent but also paying attention and now she finally issued her opinion.

"I know but I'm still quiet and trying not to respond to what you're saying Ran. So please stop inciting it."

Long enough Vania was silent to digest every word that Selly put out, although her eyes were fixed on the expression of the face of Rania who was sitting right in front of her, her suspicious behavior, and her eyes were still looking, every word seemed to predict everything.

Finally Vania without hesitation asked.

"I hope you'll be honest Ran! Was everything you said to me the other day just a coincidence because you thought of me as a friend or something else?"