Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

The Painful Reality

Ayu paused for a moment, thinking about what he was going to say. It felt really heavy, but He couldn't hide everything any longer either.

"Actually, I'm Sany's ex-girlfriend, but I can explain, Bin.." cried Ayu as she clasped the hand of Star.

Deggs..

The star felt that her heart had just been pierced, so much pain it felt to hear what Ayu had just said.

"What, ex-boyfriend..?! So all this time you guys." said the star who could not continue his words.

"Dengerin first Bin, let you not misunderstand." ask Ayu so that Bintang can remain calm.

"So what else are you hiding ?! Hurry up and know me all, Ma'am..!" the star that held back his anger.

"Yes, I'm an ex-boyfriend of Sany's, but we have nothing to do with it anymore. I also have no feelings at all, but I also can't be far from Sany." explained Ayu.

"Do you mean you can't get away from Sany..?!" ask the stars who do not understand.

"That's because Resha was my biological daughter, after I gave birth to Resha that time. I was in severe pain for quite a while, so Sany adopted Resha as her foster child. Because at that time, only Sany was there to accompany and help me. My family doesn't care, and I'm separated from my husband.."

Ayu said while shedding tears, because she was forced to remember all the bitter events that she had experienced.

"I never intended to have a relationship with Sany, because I'm not a lesbian. But given the kindness and the great feeling he had for me and my son, I accepted it. But it wasn't long, after that I decided to get into a relationship with a man.."

Ayu wiped her tears, while continuing to tell stories.

"But Sany could never accept that, even to keep me around. He always used Resha as a weapon." Ayu said while taking a deep breath.

"Weapons, you mean..?!" ask Stars.

"Until now, Sany is still threatening me. If I get married again, he'll hurt Resha or sell her to a stranger or take Resha away from my life. Because Sany knew a long time ago that I couldn't be far from Resha.."

Ayu cried bitterly, He could no longer endure the sadness and heartache of Sany's treatment of her all this time.

"Oh my God, I didn't expect Sany to be like that. A strong mom..!" said the Star while hugging Ayu.

"It's not just that, Bin." said Ayu as she looked at the stars.

"I mean Ma'am..?!" ask a star who is very curious about what else he does not know about Sany.

"Sany is a call woman, she is often with strangers." exclaimed Ayu who felt guilty, because she just told the Stars everything.

"What, call woman..?? Seriously..?!" ask the Star who does not believe what He has just heard.

"Yeah Bin, that's a long time ago." replied Ayu.

"But why..?! Not that Sany is highly educated, her work experience is a lot and also from the family is.." exclaimed Bintang.

"Ohh God..! So all this time I was just a runaway and a person to use. I**..!!" a Star that does not know what to feel, because all feel as if it is one and mixed.

"Why don't you want a story from the beginning..?!" said the star with a sad look on his face.

"Because Sany always threatened to hurt Resha and take her away away from me, Bin." Ayu explained.

"Not only me, but other friends are also banned by Sany for not telling any stories and coming to see you. I'm sorry, Bin.." said Ayu while holding the hand of the Star.

The star did not know what to say, nor could he hold back his tears. Pain and disappointment, now filled his heart space.

"Bak's not wrong, I'm wrong. Because I was so stupid to believe everything he said, even though I had felt a lot of weirdness from him. And now, everything has been answered." said the star while holding back the tightness in his chest.

"Keep now, what's your plan, Bin..?" ask Ayu.

"I will leave Sany, and return to my hometown soon. I can still accept that he benefits me, but I can't accept that it turns out that I've only been on the run all along. While the feeling is the same you, Ma'am. It hurt me so much..!"

Say the returning star in tears, when it finds out about all the real reality. Because all this time He was so sincere in loving Sany, it never occurred to him that Sany would use and lie to him about feelings.

"What do you want, Bin..?" asked Ayu who saw the Star busy with her phone.

"I'd like to book a plane ticket Ma'am, three days later I leave. Because I have to finish all the work in the factory and take care of the resignation letter." explained Bintang.

"It has to be that fast, Bin..?!" ask Ayu who is feeling more guilty.

"I'm not strong Ma'am, if you have to linger facing Sany. It's sure to hurt even more." said the star.

"But then what's the reason for you to Sany, if suddenly you suddenly want to go home..? Are you going to say, if you already know everything..?!" asked Ayu who was starting to feel anxious thinking about what would happen later.

"So calm, I already have a plan." The stars replied with a smile.

"I'm really sorry, Bin.." said Ayu.

"Sir Papa Ma'am, I thank you very much. Because Ma'am already wants to tell everything." said the Star.

"I want to call my brother first yes, Ma'am." said Bintang.

"Ohh yes Bin, I also want to play Resha yaa.. Later you will hunt later." said Ayu.

"Yes, Ma'am." replied the Star who immediately contacted his brother.

After the phone connection was connected, Bintang immediately told everything to Kak Tya while shedding tears. Including with his plan to be able to go home without having to make Sany suspicious, and it requires help from his brother.

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