Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Secrets of a Lesbian Heart
Trying to Accept Reality



Not wanting to linger in sadness, now Riko decided to go to school after two days He asked permission not to enter because of his poor condition.


"Finally you entered also Rik, how are you doing now ?!" asked Farid excitedly.


"You're still mad at me, Riko..?!" asked Farid again, when he did not get any answers from Riko.


Instead of answering Farid's question, Riko left with a gloomy look on her face.


"I'm sorry, Rik.." said Farid in a soft voice, He still feels very guilty to Riko. But he also knew, Riko must be difficult to forgive him.


In the other classroom, Billa and her friends were engrossed in telling stories. While occasionally heard the sound of laughter, until they were not aware of the arrival of Farid at that time.


"Bill, there's something I want to say, can you come with me out for a minute ?" farid asked Billa, who was smiling at him.


"Yeah can be Far, my friends came out for a while with Farid yaa.." cried Billa to his friends who looked at him with question marks.


Billa and Farid immediately walked out of the classroom, choosing to sit in a chair close to the library.


"What's Far ? Why bring me to this place ?!" asked Billa who felt strange, because Farid took her to a place that was indeed quiet and difficult to be seen by others.


"Because I don't want Riko to see us, Bill." replied Farid anxiously.


"Riko, so she's in school again, Far..?!" billa exclaimed who was suddenly confused, must feel happy or vice versa.


"Iyaa Riko has entered school, I've tried to talk to her. But it seems like Riko is still angry, she does not want to talk to me anything, Bill.." explained Riko with a look of sad face.


"Later I'll try to talk to Riko, and explain everything. I hope he can understand Far, I don't want your friendship to be broken just because of me." Billa said with a smile, making Farid who saw him suddenly feel calm in his heart.


"Thank you Bill, I'm sorry if I've been hurting and making you feel disappointed for all my attitude towards you." Farid said sincerely to Billa.


"I'm sorry I was Far too, because I hurt you with my words at that time." said Billa with a smile on her pretty face, which made Farid immediately stunned by the beauty of the woman in front of him.


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After the bell rang, Billa immediately exited the class and searched for Riko's whereabouts. But at that time, he did not see Riko in the classroom. Then Billa runs towards the school gate, hoping to find Riko there.


"Rik, Riko wait..!!" exclaim Billa who saw Riko has been outside the school with his friends.


"Riko, don't you hear ? I've been calling you.." said Billa with his breath gasping for flight.


"What else is it ?!" ask Riko with a ketus.


"Everything is my fault." said Billa in a tone that sounded full of regret.


"You like Farid no, so that's why you defend him." said Riko as she clenched her hand.


"I'm not defending Farid, but he's innocent. Farid never knew I liked him, until then he came and was angry with me." Billa explained.


"Anged, why is he angry ?!" asked Riko who finally felt curious about what he did not know so far.


"Farid was angry and did not accept, knowing that I decided on you at that time. Then I explained everything to Farid, but Farid still did not accept. He's trying to ask me to turn you around.."


Billa sighed deeply, then looked towards Riko. Hopefully, Riko can understand and accept the explanation from him.


"But you still refused Farid's request, is it true ?" ask Riko.


"That's true, but at that moment you suddenly came and greeted me." said Billa who still remembers the incident.


"But why does Farid like you too, and he knows that I like you, Bill..?!" riko cried who felt disappointed in her heart.


"Farid liked me, long before you liked me too, Riko. She never said it, but I know because I feel the same way.." explains Billa who no longer wants to cover it from Riko.


"What do you mean, Bill ?!" asked Riko who felt she did not understand what Billa said.


"When Farid found out that you liked me too, he held back his feelings and chose to give in. Letting you approach and date me, but it turns out that here I can't help and lie to my own feelings." Billa said while wiping away her fallen tears.


"Because of that, you finally sent me ?!" riko asked as she rubbed her face violently.


"Yeah right, Rik.. I'm really sorry. You can be angry and hate me, but not Farid." said Billa.


"Yes I understand Bill, I will try to accept everything even though it hurts." said Riko who smiled, while passing away leaving Billa who looked at him with guilt.


"It turns out that all this time, I was the barrier to your relationship..?!! I'm sorry, Farid..!"


Riko muttered in her heart, holding back her tears that had wanted to drip.


Seriate...


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