Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Alone first

This morning..

After a pilgrimage to Dad's grave, Bintang and his mother stopped by a grocery store to buy their daily needs. After shopping, they rushed home.

"Here Mom, let the Stars bring their groceries." exclaimed Bintang while taking the items held by his mother.

"Don't all Bin, you will object." said Mother.

"It's okay, ma'am, the stars are strong, hee.." The stars replied with a smile. "What do you want to cook today..?" ask Stars.

"What do you want, Bin..? Later I will masakin.." reply Mother who asked the stars.

"Cock stew, ma'am, the star wants that sweet." said Bintang.

"Yeah, I'll be masakin but you help me yaa.." exclaimed Mother.

"Ready Ma'am, done,hee.." said the Star with a happy smile.

Shortly after, Bintang and his mother reached home. Then Bintang tidy up the groceries, while Mother prepared spices and ingredients that will be cooked.

"What do you want to cook..?" tanya Tya while holding Rahma.

"Mother wants to cook chicken stew, Star wants to say." said Mother who had started cooking.

"Ngidam ye Bin, how many months, hehehee.." teased Tya to the Star who stared intently at him.

"So what the hell, just saying it. Later someone will hear, in real thought you know." said Bintang.

"So I'm just kidding, but only Mom and Rahma are listening. Kan dear.." said Tya while pinching Rahma's chubby cheeks with anxiety.

"What is Mahh..?" rahma asked suddenly what she had heard.

"That's the name of my dear drug,hee.. Rahma wants a cure..?" tya asked with a small laugh.

"Don't want Mahh, bitter." replied Rahma innocently.

"If this is Rahma, will it not be..?" ask Bintang while handing a chocolate to Rahma who immediately took it with enthusiasm.

"Mau Aunty, makacih.." said Rahma with anxiety.

"Sama-sama, unfortunately where for Auntie." said Bintang while bringing her cheek closer to Rahma's lips.

"Mmuuuacchh.." Rahma kissed the cheek of the Star with a shy face.

"Well that dong, now Rahma played first with mamaa yaa.." exclaimed the Star to Rahma who just nodded her head.

"Sister stay first, Bin, you help me cook is okay, right..?" ask Tya.

"It's okay, sister." Reply to the Stars while continuing to help her mother cook.

Finished cooking and preparing all the food at the dining table, Bintang and Mum took a break in the living room while watching television. While Tya and her daughter are engrossed in playing dolls, while feeding Rahma lunch.

"Star.." exclaimed Mother who suddenly called out to him.

"Yeah ma'am, what's up..?" ask Stars.

"There's something I want to ask you, Bin.." said Mother with a doubtful look.

"Yeah I want to ask what, ask me.." said the Star who is now directly focused on listening.

"Do you have a boyfriend right now, Bin..?" ask Mother.

"As far as you've been telling me, where did you go..?" ask Mom again.

"Udah broke up Mom, because it turns out he still has a girlfriend." said the star sober.

"How many times have you been lied to and disappointed by women, Bin.. I don't want you to continue to experience it.." exclaimed Mother who felt sad because she thought about the fate of love poor daughter.

"Maybe it's the fate of Star romance, ma'am." The Stars reply.

"All of your brothers are married Bin, do you have no intention of getting married..?" mother asked carefully, not wanting her question to offend her beloved daughter.

"Why should we discuss this problem again, ma'am, mmh.." muttered the star in his heart.

"Sorry Mom, the answer is still the same as the Star. Stars don't intend to get married, I don't think about what anyone else says. Because of all the stars that live it, I am calm.. The important thing is that you are always healthy, not a lot of thoughts. Enough do'ain is best for the Stars, ma'am.. The rest, the Star pass along with God." said the Star with a deep sigh.

"Are you sure, Bin..?" ask Mom again.

"Sure Ma'am, make the wedding star holy and sacred. Stars do not want to marry just because of the talk of others, because of social status, and because of the compulsion that can later lead to divorce. The marriage not only brings together two people, but also two families. Maybe the Star can lie to others, but the Star cannot lie to the feelings of the Star itself." explains the Star who tried to convince his mother, while holding back her tears so as not to fall.

"If it's another problem, it might still be bargaining. But if it's a matter of the heart, make the Star dead price. Better Stars live alone, than Stars live with people who do not love Stars, Mom." said the Star who really hope his mother can accept and understand.

"Well son, I understand and accept your decision. Whatever your decision and choice, I will definitely support you. The important thing is that you are happy and happy, you also have to always take good care of yourself, yes." said Mother while hugging the Star.

"Thank you very much, Mom.. Sorry Star, because it can not make Mother happy." exclaimed the Star while crying in the arms of her mother.

Tya who had seen and heard the chatter of Mother and her sister, just fell silent while wiping away her tears that were dripping. He felt moved and unexpected, that his sister could convince his mother to understand and accept his decision.

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At a restaurant, Sarah and Sandra are chatting with Anya near the cashier's desk.

"Where as long as there are no Stars, dare to be in the boarding alone, His..?" sarah asked with a mocking smile.

"Be brave, fear too. Just so quiet, because there is no friend.." said Anya who recalled the time with the Stars.

"Take Nindy ngekost together, so you can continue to be alone." said Sandra with a smile.

"Yes, it can't be that easy, Nindy lives with her parents. Definitely not allowed, even though I really want it anyway." Anya said.

"Yes, it's hard if it's like that." exclaimed Sarah chimed.

"Ohh yeah, keep on now Star has a girlfriend yet, Hya..?" ask Sandra.

"Not San, he said he wanted to be alone first. Still kapok said, hehee.." Anya said with a small laugh.

"Indeed, it's better that way, than later hurt and disappointed again. Yes, dear." said Sandra while looking at Sarah.

"Yes, my dear, we do'ain hope the Star can find its happiness.."

"Aamiin.." cried them together.

"If so we say go home first, Anya.. See you tomorrow." Sarah said as she walked with Sandra.

"Yes Sarah, be careful on the road." Anya said as she looked at Sarah and Sandra who were getting further away.

Anya continued her work, struggling with her computer. While listening to music that he and Nindy like, to play it repeatedly...

Seriate...

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