Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Fill Billa's Heart

Several months had passed since the Star ascended to the second grade, but his memory of Billa's words was still on his mind. The star has repeatedly asked, but Billa always dodges and covers it up. Until one day the Star saw Billa talking something strange to someone.

"Bill, this is Riko's daycare, she can't go to school today because she's not feeling well." Farid said, handing over a small parcel that Billa received.

"Yeah Farid, thank you..!" billa said with a smile on her face.

"If so I want to go back to class first." said Farid who immediately stepped foot, but his steps stopped when Billa called him.

"Farid, don't you want to say something ?" asked Billa doubtfully.

"No Bill, I gotta go now.." Farid continued his steps, leaving Billa with her grim-looking face.

On the other side near Billa was, it looked like the Star that had been watching him ever since. He wondered what he had just said to Farid.

"What exactly is it ? Why ask Farid like that ?!" ask the stars in your heart.

"Why are you here Bin, how dumb ?" billa asked as she looked at the Star who was just silently staring at her.

"Father Bill, I was actually looking for you." The stars replied.

"Well, what is Bin ?" billa said to the Stars with a probing look.

"Later ngomgnya, if it's time to rest Bill.." said Bintang to Billa.

"Well, let's go to class. Soon the bell in sounded.."

Take Billa to the Stars, while walking towards the class with the Stars beside her.

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The hour of rest has arrived, seen Bintang and Billa who are now sitting in the library chair. They were silent with their own thoughts, until in the end the Star could no longer hold back its curiosity.

"Bill, can I ask you something ?" ask Stars.

"By Bin, ask what ?" reply Billa with her curious face.

"What really happened between you and Farid ?!" ask the stars carefully.

"Nothing happened Bin, just..." Billa stopped her words, there was doubt emanating from her beautiful face and the Star realized it.

"What's Bill ? If there's anything you've told me, I'd be happy to listen to it." said the star who tried to calm Billa who was still bowed silently.

"Bin, actually..."

Billa's words were again interrupted, there was sadness on the look on his face that he was trying to hold.

"Say Bill, don't be alone." said the star who could feel that Billa was holding something in her heart.

"Actually, I never wanted to date Riko. He's not the one I like, Bin.."

Billa exclaimed with a soft tone of voice, while enduring the sadness that he had been feeling all along.

"But haven't you been the same Riko look happy, and there's no problem Bill ?" ask the star who does not believe what he just heard.

"That's just what's visible from the outside, but it's not how I actually feel, Bin..!" sahut Billa sighed deeply.

"If you don't like Riko, then why do you accept her, Bill ?!" ask the stars who want to know why.

Obviously Billa is on a Star that can no longer hold back, what as long as He is alone.

"But it'll hurt Riko more, Bill.. And if it's not Riko, then who is the person you like ?"

Ask the star who feels impatient to know who is actually the person whom Billa likes.

"The person I like is, actually..." Billa breathed so heavily.

"He is Farid." continued Billa.

Degs....

Suddenly Bintang felt a tightness in his chest, there was a pain that He now felt when he heard what Billa said just now.

"Oh my God, it hurts so much. Hear the person I have loved mention the name of the person he likes." said the Star in his heart.

"Bin, Star..! Why not, why you ?" billa asked when she didn't get a response from the stars.

"Why don't you Bill, I just feel weird. You like Farid, but you're dating Riko.."

Exclaimed the Star, while trying hard to resist the sadness that now filled his heart.

"I liked Farid from the beginning and I know that Farid feels the same way as I do. But Farid never revealed it, it was because he knew that Riko liked me too.."

Obviously Billa, while recalling his first meeting with Faris at that time.

"But now, I can no longer hold back my feelings for Farid. I also can't, constantly lying to Riko about my true feelings." said Billa who now felt helpless.

"What do you think I should do, Bin..?!" ask Billa to the Stars expectantly.

"In my opinion, you should speak honestly to Riko about your true feelings." replied the Star while trying to calm her own heart.

"Including being honest, about who do I really like ?!" ask Billa again.

"If it's about that, Riko better not know. It will make him more disappointed and hurt.."

"Because you also know, Riko and Farid are close friends." said Bintang who tried to explain.

"Yeah Bin, you're right. From the beginning I also did not want to damage the friendship of the two of them, now I do not want it to happen.." said Billa while thinking about what he should do later.

"Bin, thank you, I'm glad I told you all. Now I know, what I have to do." exclaimed Billa who can now smile back.

"Just like Bill, thank God you know. But don't forget..!" bintang.

"Forgot what Bin ?" billa asked with a confused face.

"Don't forget the treat, hahahaa." the Stars replied with a laugh.

"You are Bin, I think you have heard Safa deh.." said Billa who also laughed, without knowing that actually his friend's heart is currently crying.

Seriate...

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