Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Finally Feel Relieved

As usual, early in the morning I went to the garden. While Mom was sitting relaxed, while having breakfast. At see the door to the room Star that has not been open since, making Mother want to wake him.

Geck,, geck, geckos..

"Bin, Star, wake up son..!" exclaim Mother. "Tumben clock as early as the Star has not been up yet." said Mother, and soon the door was open.

"Yeah ma'am, what's up..?" ask the stars while rubbing his face.

"You just woke up..? Last night stay up yaa.." exclaimed Mother staring at the star that looks still sleepy.

"No ma'am, just watch it,hee." said the Star. "The star goes to the bathroom first, ma'am.."

The star rushed to the bathroom, not wanting her mother to ask again which would make her confused to answer later.

Finished cleaning up, Bintang now walks to the dinner table for breakfast. His mother was sitting there, waiting for the stars for breakfast.

"Mommy had breakfast..?" ask Bintang while eating fried rice that has been provided by Mother for him.

"Iyaa Bin, you have breakfast first and finish the fried rice.. After that, I want to talk important with you." said Mom with a smile, then walked towards the living room.

The star that heard that immediately felt anxious, thinking about what I wanted to talk to her about. Then the Star greedily ate his food, He did not want to make his mother wait long.

After breakfast, Bintang immediately walked to the living room and approached his mother. He chose to sit in front of Mom, sighing deeply. With the look of his face that looks anxious and full of question marks, about what you want to say.

"Star, there's something I want to ask you, I want you to answer honestly." said Mother who started the conversation.

"Yes Ma'am, ask. The star will answer him honestly." said the Star with its beating heart, waiting for what I will ask him.

"Do you really like women, Bin..?" ask the mother who is looking seriously at the stars.

Deeggs..

The star who was shocked to hear his mother's question, instantly fell silent for a moment. He never thought at all, that Mom would ask him such a question. But anyway, the stars have to answer.

"Yeah ma'am, that's right." replied the Star as he bowed silently.

"But why Bin, why should you like women..?!" ask Mother again who seems to not believe what the Star just said.

The star took a deep breath, and began to explain what he had been feeling and dwelling in his heart.

"Mom, actually a Star like this is already from a small, from the age of eight-year-old Star Star already feel that his name is in love with women. Not only that, the Stars are precocious too, Mom. Star thinking was far away, unlike other children at that time." explained the Star.

"So that's why, all this time you've never had a boy friend and also a girlfriend..?" ask the mother who is beginning to understand and realize everything.

"Yes Mother is right." Reply Star.

"Udah Ma'am, Bintang has tried to get into a relationship with men. But still, the stars feel uncomfortable, feel uncomfortable, amused and even nauseous every try to get close to them. And it's been the stars tried a few times, but it's all like that.."

The words of the Star explained what he had been feeling, while Mother was just silent listening and understanding every thing the Star said.

"Maybe it's hard to accept and understand, but no one wants to be like this, ma'am.. Including me, I don't want to be like this either. But I can't resist that feeling either, which is already ingrained.." Clear Stars.

"Maybe my physique is perfect, but my heart is flawed, ma'am." said the star, shedding tears.

"Mom can accept and understand you, Bin.. Now there's Mom and Dad, but then what if Mom and Dad aren't around, son..?" exclaimed Mother with a look of her face that looked very sad.

"That's it, I don't worry.. Stars can take good care of themselves, the important thing is that Mom and Dad can accept and understand the Stars. It has made me very happy, a burden that I have been bearing now has been released. Thank you very much Ma'am, I have been able to accept me like this." said Bintang while tightly hugging his mother's body.

"Together, Son.. If you're happy, Mom will be happy too." said Mom.

"But before, I already knew, Bin.." said Mom as she let go of her embrace.

"Where do you know..?" ask the star who feels strange.

"From Your Father and Grandma, Bin.. Those who have told Mom before, only I still can't believe it, so I'm asking you directly." explained Mom.

"Kok can Dad and Grandma know, Mom..?" ask the stars who are getting curious.

"Do you forget, if we have a background from a white family. Therefore, Father, Grandma and Uncle you also know about you.." explained Mother.

"Do you know, there are other things that surprise Mom the most." said Mother who makes the Stars again feel curious.

"What is that, Mom..?" ask the stars with impatience.

"It turns out I've known about you like this, since you were a child or maybe not born yet." exclaimed Mother.

"Huhh..? I'm serious, I can't." said the Star who didn't believe what Mom said to her.

"If that's the case, you ask me directly.. Because Mother herself does not know.." said Mother.

"Yeah Ma'am, the Stars ask Dad sometime." the Stars reply with a smile looking at his mother.

The star was now very relieved, because the secret of the heart that he had been feeling and hiding could He tell his mother. Moreover, when it was found out that Mother and Father could accept and understand, it made the Stars really very happy.

Seriate...

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