Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

The Hidden Love

"Bin, thank you, you helped drive Farid home yesterday." exclaimed Billa with a smile on her pretty face.

"Together Bill, besides me and Farid are also one way so it does not matter." said the star who returned Billa's smile.

"Oh ya Bin, why did you get back to class yesterday ?" ask Billa while remembering the events of yesterday.

"That's because of the time sitting next to the school gate, I saw Riko rush into the school. I thought, maybe something's gonna happen. So, I'm coming in, too." explains the star to Billa.

"So yes, Bin.." said Billa.

"Now that Riko must hate me and Farid even more, I didn't expect it to happen like this Bin." said Billa while breathing heavily.

"Sooner or later, Riko will know Bill. He just needs time, and you also have to clear up this misunderstanding with Riko." said Bintang who tried to calm Billa.

"That's true, thank you Bin.. You are always there when I need someone to listen to." said Billa with a smile.

"Together Bill, we are friends so we have to help each other." said Bintang.

"But the tract, huh,hee." exclaimed the Star who tried to melt the atmosphere, because he did not want to see Billa continue to grieve.

"Can I buy you what, Bin ?" asked Billa who was waiting for an answer from the Star.

"Mmm, I want meatballs, chicken noodles, siomay, ice cream, chocolate and avocado juice." exclaimed the star who was holding back his laughter.

"That's asking for a deal or robbing Bin..?!" asked Billa who immediately made the two of them laugh.

In the corner of the library room, there was a boy who had been watching them since. But now, he stared intently at the Star while smiling meaningfully.

The star that finally felt noticed by someone, now began to be uncomfortable. Then deliberately invite Billa to immediately return to class, without telling Billa about what he just felt.

"Bill, we're yukk class, we'll go home and talk again." take the stars while walking towards the exit, followed by Billa who walks next to him.

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"Star, Billa, let's hunt the way, hunt the way out later siomaynya.." exclaimed Safa who was upset, because seeing the two friends from earlier was engrossed in chatting.

"Yeah Faa, you buy it first..!!" sahut Star.

"Bin, do you think that Farid and I can date later ?" asked Billa with a hopeful face.

"Maybe, Bill." replied the Star with a heavy heart.

"I think maybe, Bin ?!" asked Billa again who was dissatisfied with the answer given by the Star.

"Yes, because it's still like this now, Bill." exclaimed Bintang.

"You're right Bin too, I can understand now. Thank you Bin, you are indeed the most.!!" friend..!!" sahut Billa while showing his two thumbs.

"The most stubborn of his means..?!" said the Star with a pouting face.

"That's also true Bin, hehee." said Billa smiled slightly, holding the hand of the Star and approached Safa who was now busy enjoying her favorite siomay.

The Star murmured in his heart, while staring fixedly at the face of Billa who was now beside him. Without realizing it, it was seen by Safa who was in front of him.

"Bin, why do you see Billa continue, scary tau.." exclaimed Safa origin, while laughing grimily.

"Ohh yes, there was anu, there was a little ant Faa.." exclaimed the Star who immediately pretended to look for ants in Billa's hair.

"Duhh, nihh eyes if you have seen Billa's beautiful face, so it is difficult to set.."

Bathin Bintang, while scratching his head that does not itch.

"Have you got the ant, Bin..?" ask Billa.

"It's Bill..!" sahut Bintang who smiled, while throwing away the actual ants only in his imagination. Billa, who heard that, immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

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Now that night had come, the Star was still confined to the room. This is usually done, when his mood is not good. Father and Mother had known for a long time, about the habits of her beloved daughter.

Geck, tock, tock..

"Star, let's eat boy..!! The food is ready.."

There was a knock on the door and Mother's voice from outside the door, making the Star pause the movement of her finger that was writing.

"Yeah Ma'am, the Stars are coming out soon." replied the Stars, continuing to write a poem that had been almost finished.

Apart from fishing, singing and writing poetry also became a hobby that the stars liked and finally the poem he was writing was now finished. Poetry that contains the contents of his heart to Billa, slowly the Star began to read it with a sad feeling.

If only I could speak

There can be no love that must be hidden

If the heart could hear it

There will be no prolonged injury

However,

This love is just like a yearning for the moon

He could only stare from a distance

Dreaming in dreams

But never able to reach it...

Seriate...

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