Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Wants Back

As usual, every day Star helps Mother or Sister cook and clean the house or look after Rahma, her uncle. The star wanted to work again, but his mother forbade it. For that reason, it wants the Stars to remain at home and not far away. A star who doesn't want her mother to be sad can only obey.

" Later you prepare the ingredients and seasonings ya Bin, finished it cut vegetables continue to fry fish. Later let the rest let Brother, because brother would bribe Rahma eat first." said Tya to Bintang who still did not finish breakfast.

"Yeah Kak, Star will work.." said Bintang.

"Ohh yes Bin, how is your relationship with Sarah, still good invitation..?" ask Mom suddenly.

"Uhukk, uhukkk." Hearing a question from his mother made the Star choke, he immediately took a glass of water and drank it.

"Mom why are you suddenly asking about it..? Ask about the others." said the Star who did not want to discuss about Sarah.

"Well, why, Bin..? Do you guys have a problem..?" ask the mother who is getting curious.

"Udah ma'am, don't ask any more questions. Later Bintang mewek again, hehehee.." cried Tya who heard the talk of the Star and his mother.

"So what the hell, just connect.." grumbled the Star with his manyun face.

"Indeed why can't I mewek..?" ask Mom again.

"Ask Kak Tya ajaa yaa Bu, Bintang wants to go to the kitchen cook first." said the star who as usual wants to avoid his mother.

"Indeed this one child, every serious question must immediately run away." chirped Mother. "Instellar with Sarah why, sister..?" now Tya is the target of Mom's questions.

Without hesitation, Tya also told everything that happened to the relationship of Sarah and her sister. The mother who heard just shook her head, while breathing heavily.

"Bintang Pity, Kak, what a cruel romance in the forbidden relationship.." lamented Mother who did not expect, that the relationship in the Stars can be sad like that.

"Yes, Mom, don't think about it. The important thing is that now the star is single, so no one hurts and disappoints him anymore." explained Tya with a smile.

"Yeah right, sister, then let Star have no boyfriend." said Mother while returning a smile Tya.

The star in the kitchen could still hear the chatter of his Mother and Brother, he just smiled and shook his head. But according to Bintang it is true what his brother said, if he does not have a girlfriend then he will not feel disappointed and hurt again because of love.

"Where is Bin, it's finished yet..?" tanya Tya who suddenly approached the Star.

"Before you finish, the rest of you stay, Brother who cooks ya.." said Bintang while stirring the vegetables he cooked.

"Yeah calm Bin, if it's finished later, you immediately prepare it on the table yaa.." exclaimed Tya who is now taking over the cooking task.

"Udah is sorted out, Bintang lives first, yesa." said Bintang while walking to the dining table to put the side dishes and vegetables, while the rest is being cooked by Tya.

"Star, your phone is sounding all the time, maybe there is a phone.." cried Mother from the middle room.

"Yeah Ma'am, just a second." said the Star who rushed to where he put his phone.

The star immediately picked up and saw the phone he had now held, there were several messages and missed calls from Sarah. The star then walked into the room, after being in the room he then contacted Sarah.

Star: "Assalamu'alaikum, Sarah. Sorry if the phone was not lifted, because it was again in the kitchen. You're okay with the invitation..?"

Sarah: "Yeah Bin, it's okay. I'm no good Bin, Mulan has already sent me.."

Star: "You can break up, what are you wrong..?"

Sarah: "Because she turned her ex back together, so I broke up. Hikks, hikks, hiikks.."

Star: "So that's the story, you're patient Sarah yeah.. You also can't possibly mean him to stay with you, if he loves someone else.."

Star: "His name is also Sarah's feeling, we can't manage what it should be like. Because everything we feel comes suddenly, without our plans.."

Sarah: "Kok you even belain him anyway, Bin.."

Star: "I don't believe anyone Sarah, I just want you to be able to accept and understand everything that has happened. Don't look for who's right and who's wrong, it won't make him come back the same way you did.."

Sarah: "Yes yes, I know.."

Star: "Thank God if you understand, now don't cry anymore.. You just need time to be able to accept what has happened, later it will also be all right again.."

Sarah: "Iyaa I hope Bin, thank you.. Since you want to hear my story, I don't know who else to tell.."

Star: "Yes with Sarah, do not dissolve in sadness.."

Sarah: "Yes, I will try Bin, how now..?"

Star: "Where is it, Sarah..?"

Sarah: "Where do you feel for me..?"

Star: "What's wrong, Sarah..?"

Sarah: "I want to take you back to me, do you want, Bin..?"

Star: "I'm sorry Sarah, I can't. I don't expect anything else from you.."

Sarah: "But I still wish you, I want our relationship to be like it used to be, Bin.. You don't love me anymore..?"

Star: "I still love you, but not love. Now I can only think of you as my friend, nothing more.."

Sarah: "Please give me a chance Bin, to be able to fix everything. I also really still love you, think again, Bin.."

Star: "I can't, Sarah.."

Sarah: "But why, Star..?! I really need you to get through this all Bin, you're all I have now. I don't want to be alone.."

Star: "Because if I pass the chance on to you, I'm sure one day you will definitely repeat the same mistake. Like you said, you've never been in a long-distance relationship.."

Sarah: "I promise I won't repeat that mistake again, Bin.."

Star: "You promised once, but you denied. Anyway, I don't want you to use me to forget Mulan. You must be able to heal your own wounds, without hurting others.."

Sarah: "Why can't you understand Bin, you two are the same..!"

Tuutt, tuutt, tuutts....

Star: "Hallo Sarah, hello.."

"It turns out it's been in matiin with Sarah,mmmh.." muttered the Star as he sighed heavily. Then put his phone on the bed, and lay down his body for a moment. He thought back to what Sarah had just told him.

"Where could Sarah possibly change back, while she was just broken up. Am I like a wound-healing medicine, mmh.." said the star as he closed his eyes, and let out his breath slowly.

Seriate...

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