Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Don't Want to Surrender

It had been two months since Yumie had expressed her feelings for the Star. But once everything remained the same, nothing changed on Yumie's attitude towards the Stars. He is still caring and attentive, even more so. The star has often forbidden her, so that Yumie stops sending food or whatever it is for her. But Yumie remained stubborn, unwilling to listen to the words of the Star.

This also makes the stars feel bad, and feel guilty. Because he wants Yumie to be able to be ordinary to him, not too show his feelings excessively.

"Cieee, who can deliver food,hee.." seduced Mery while sitting next to the Star.

"What the hell are you Mer, this is you who ate.." exclaimed the Star as she handed the food box to Mery.

"That's from Kak Yumie special for you, Bin.." said Mery who felt bad, because all this time what Yumie gave to the Star was precisely He who often enjoyed.

"It's okay, Mer, you eat. I am still full." said the Star who is now continuing his work.

"Women should be it, why can't you fall in love anyway, Bin.." murmured Mery.

"I don't want to think about it, if it's time for love to come by itself. No need to plan, Mer.." explains the Star.

"Yes Bin, but strange. I don't know what kind of woman you're looking for, ummh." said Mery, shaking his head.

"I'm not looking anymore, Mery." said the star who does not want to think about love and women.

"Yes, it's up to you, Bin.. Just wait until the love comes." exclaimed Mery with a small laugh.

Both are now busy with their respective work, while waiting for the time to come home. Once in a while Mery told me about how his relationship with Gemy, his lover.

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"Maa, Auntie Star and Aunt Mery why doesn't anyone come home anymore..? I want to play in the cars with them, Maa.." exclaimed Arya while playing, accompanied by Yumie and Nani.

"Maybe Aunty Bintang and Aunt Mery are busy, or again work sauces. So can not come to the house, but there is already Mamaa and Bik Nani who nemenin Arya play.." said Yumie who knows, that Arya is indeed close to the Star. Because they both like to play car.

"But sometimes we play to the place of Aunt Star and Aunt Mery yaa, Maa." said Arya while fun to play her toys.

"Yeah baby, sometime.. Now Mamaa wants to go to the restaurant first, Arya play with Bibik at home. Mamaa is not long, dear.." said Yumie as she rubbed Arya's head, then walked towards the exit.

Arriving at her restaurant, Yumie sees the Bintang and Mery who just finished buying food and will walk home.

"You want to go home..?!" yumie exclaimed with a smile.

"Oh, Brother Yumie, yes we're going home, sister." replied Mery.

"Ohh, yes Mer, if so be careful." said Yumie while looking at the Star who just smiled at him.

The star and Mery then continue their steps, and leave Yumie who is still standing while staring at the Star until it is no longer visible.

"I will keep trying to get your heart, Bin.. I'm not going to give up anyway, I can definitely make you fall in love with me." murmured Yumie who felt sure could melt the heart of the Star, the woman she really wanted.

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"Aren't you willing to give a chance to Brother Yumie, Bin..?" mery asked the Stars who were enjoying black coffee.

"What chance do you mean..?" the stars asked back.

"Yyaa accepted Kak Yumie to be your girlfriend, Bin.. You can see for yourself, right, until now he is still trying to get your heart. But you're ordinary, don't you feel sorry..?" said Mery.

"I know that, but I can't possibly accept him out of pity. It's the same way I hurt her, by pretending to be in love." replied the Star.

"It's true what you said, but you can learn to love her. Do you not want to try to open your heart a little for Kak Yumie..? At least, you should be able to appreciate a little effort during this time to be with you, Bin.." said Mery.

"Come on Mer, I'm confused. Because I still want to be alone, do not want to get involved first with the problem of love.." explained the Star while sighing heavily.

"Yes, I know it, it all depends on you, Bin.." replied Mery, who is now resting her body on the bed.

The next morning, Mery who had just finished her bath immediately got ready to leave for work. But seeing the Star that had not yet awakened, he also intended to wake her. Because unlike usual, the Star woke up late like that.

"Bin, Star.. Let's get up, it's seven o'clock. Later we are late to work, wake up Star..!" mery exclaimed while shaking the body of the Star.

"I still want to sleep Mer, it feels really cold." said the star softly, with eyes still closed.

"Well, the sun is low. Let's get up.." exclaimed Mery while pulling the blanket that Star used, then patting the cheek of the Star.

"You have a fever, Bin..? Your body is very hot." said Mery while sticking his hand on the forehead of the Star.

"It's not hot, it's just cold, Mer.." said the returning star pulled the blanket.

"Yes you're hot cold, aka Star fever. Wait a minute, I'll buy some heat-lowering drugs first. You wait.." exclaimed Mery who rushed off to buy medicine for the Stars.

Soon after, Mery came home with medicine and breakfast in hand. Then prepare it for the Stars, and also for himself.

"Let's have breakfast first Bin, I've bought your favorite chicken porridge. After that you take the medicine, yes, just continue to rest.." cried Mery while waking the Star again.

"What are you buying, Mer..?" ask the star who feels very weak.

"I buy the drug Bin heat loss, weight loss yes period. You're so skinny." said Mery with a small laugh.

"Ohh, what's the flavor, Mer..?" ask the stars again.

"Maybe the strawberry taste, try to see for yourself." replied Mery to the Star who is now holding the cure.

"Yes right, strawberry flavor. Does orange taste not exist, Mer..? I would love the taste of oranges." said the star who now returns to lay down his body that feels weak.

"Well, it's also delicious and not bitter. You know why, every time you get sick, take children's medicine. I'm old too." exclaimed Mery while laughing chuckling.

"Just let alone, the important thing is the title of taking medicine." said Bintang.

"Yeah, if so I go to work first. Buruan in eating tuh porridge, later not good. The medicine of his children also do not forget to drink yaa,hahahaa.." ledek Mery while rushing to walk to the exit, leaving the star that has been upset.

Arriving at the bookstore, Mery immediately tidied up the books in it. Then check what books have been sold out and stay a little, but suddenly Mery was surprised by the voice of someone who called his name.

"For Mery." greeted Yumie with a smile on Mery who looked like he was surprised.

"Ehh, sister Yumie morning too, kirain who,hehee.." replied Mery.

"I'm sorry if it's been a bother in the morning." said Yumie with a bad feeling.

"That's okay, sister, just relax." said Mery.

"Yeah Mer, I just want to give you this." said Yumie as she handed the food box to Mery.

"Thank you, sister, but today the stars are not coming to work." said Mery.

"Where are the stars, Mer..?" ask Yumie curiously.

"The star is in the room, Kak, he is not feeling well anymore." replied Mery.

"Yeah already if that's Mer, I say yes first want to go directly to the boarding house.. I want to see the state of the Stars." exclaimed Yumie as she hurried away from Mery.

"You can see, the stars reject good women and such attention. Star, Star." said Mery, shaking his head, then continuing his work that had been delayed due to the arrival of Yumie...

Seriate...

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