Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Just a Friend

Now the relationship between Billa, Riko and Farid has begun to improve, although it does not necessarily return to what it used to be. But it has made Billa very happy, at least Riko and Farid still remain good friends. About his feelings for Farid, he didn't want to think too much about it.

"Why do you smile at yourself Bill, must think of Farid, right ?" safa asked with a laugh.

"I think of no one, Faa." replied Billa who was awakened from her daydream.

"Not thinking about it, but missing ya, Bill..?!" goda Safa while poking Billa's shoulder.

"You are Faa, there is nothing." said Billa with a sweet smile on his face.

"There are indeed you and Farid, hehee." said Safa who was not satisfied to tease Billa.

Billa who heard that only shook her head, then looked towards the Star that had been silent since.

"You why Bin, sick ?!" asked Billa who immediately put her hand on the forehead of the Star, but she felt the normal body temperature of the Star.

"Yes my heart is sick." said the star in a very soft tone.

"What's sick, Bin..?" asked Billa who did not hear clearly, what the Star just said.

"Hahh, that's my throat hurting, Bill.." said the Star as he took a deep breath.

"Maybe you're hot inside, Bin.. So do not eat fried foods continue." said Billa reminded.

"Yes my heart is also hot, Bill.." muttered the Star.

"What are you talking about, Bin..? From earlier whispers continued.." grumbled Billa who again did not hear clearly the words of the Star.

"So I said, today's weather is also hot, Billa." said the star with great emphasis.

"It's hot, it's good for ice cream, right Bintang..?!" safa shouted while blinking her eyes at the Star.

"You're saying why Faa, flickering..?!" ask the star who pretended not to understand the meaning of Safa's blink of an eye at him.

"Iish, you are Bin, insensitive as a person." Safa said with a pouting face.

"Sa Safa, I'm going to the canteen, Lusi is thirsty..!" pinta Lusi on Safa who now looks immediately excited.

"Ready Luss, but all of you.. Kak Safa is also thirsty yaa yaa.." said Safa with a smile that made as attractive as possible.

"Yeah Kak Safa, it's safe about that." Lusi told Safa.

"Well, I'm so excited, I and Lusi to the cafeteria first yaa Bin, Billa.." exclaimed Safa while leaving them both in class.

Shortly after, Farid was seen approaching Billa and Bintang.

"You two don't go to the cafeteria ?" ask Farid.

"No Far, just in class. Ohh yeah, Riko where don't you come ?" said Billa who now asked back.

"Ohh, Riko was in the cafeteria, hungry she said." replied Farid with a smile on his face.

"It could explode, if you stay here for a long time..!" the stars in the heart.

"Billa, Farid, I want to go to the library first yes, you guys just have a chat." said the star while holding tightness in his chest, then rushed off to the library.

When he arrived at the door, the Star deliberately turned towards Bila and Farid. It looks like the two are engrossed in telling stories, with smiles engraved on their faces.

"Why does it hurt so much, seeing them that close,mmmh..!"

Say the Star in your heart, then continue his footsteps faster. Not wanting to see for longer, the proximity of Billa and Farid.

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In the evening, after dinner and schoolwork. The star again busy with his hobby, writing words of pearl or poetry. What He feels and is silent, He will pour out through words.

His fingers were now engrossed in playing the pen that danced on paper, scribbles after graffiti had filled the void on the white paper. Until finally, the graffiti stopped at a point.

Love must not have

However,

It would be nice if he knew

There was someone who loved him so much

Who try to exist when he needs

And who faithfully listened

All the outpouring of his heart and his disillusionment

However,

He could never describe it all as love

Except,

Just think of it as attention

From an ordinary friend...

"Until now, you'll never know how I feel about you, Billa.."

Say the Star in your heart, closing your eyes. Reluctantly drifting away, his memory of Billa always managed to disturb his heart and mind.

Seriate...

🙏😊 A59