Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Frustratingly

In a room that looks very messy, Sarah is still crying. He continues to blame himself for everything that happened, but He also can not do much to make loved ones can return to him.

"Why does this all happen to me..? Is this a reply to what I did..?" sarah cried while sobbing.

All that day Sarah just locked herself in the room, crying and slamming things. Until nightfall, and Sarah was still in her room.

The next morning, Sarah woke up holding her stomach which was painful and painful. His stomach relapsed and made it difficult to walk, he took his cell phone and contacted Anya to ask for help.

Soon, there was a knock on the door from outside, and someone said hello. Slowly Sarah walked, to open the door while enduring pain in her stomach and heart.

"Sarah, why are you..?" yelling Anya who saw Sarah almost fell, then immediately supported her.

"My mother relapsed, because all day yesterday there was no food.." explained Sarah who has now been sitting on a sofa.

"Yes, if so now you take medicine continue to eat.. I have brought chicken porridge for you." Anya said as she prepared it for Sarah.

"I want to take his medicine first, please take it in the box on the table.." Sarah asked Anya.

"Yeah Sarah, you wait a minute." Anya said as she walked to the dining table near the kitchen.

"This is Sarah, now you drink ya.." exclaimed Anya while giving the medicine.

"Thank you, I'm sorry for taking care of you." Sarah said with a smile.

"Just like Sarah, we're friends. So it's supposed to help each other, besides here you live alone." said Anya who felt sorry for Sarah.

"Yes, maybe I should find a housekeeper who wants to live here." said Sarah, who has been away from her parents for several years, for choosing to live alone in the house that He already has from the results of his hard work so far.

"Better like that, if there is nothing to help you and your friends at home. Now what about Sarah, is it lightening..?" ask Anya.

"Yes, the pain has lessened. Please get me Anya's chicken porridge, I'm a laper.." Sarah's pinta.

"Yes this is Sarah, eat first. Thank goodness the pain has decreased. I was worried too, when you called saying we were sick." Anya said.

"Maag I will definitely relapse, if all day there is no entry of rice or food, Him.. So I always provide medicine at home, in the car and in the bag that I always carry.." explained Sarah while eating chicken porridge.

"Why haven't you been eating all day..?" ask Anya.

"Yes, yes, if a lot of thoughts must be like that." said Sarah.

"Initially it was because of that, but in addition to thinking about the Star, His." exclaimed Sarah.

"Indeed the Star why Him, why do you think of him too..?" ask Anya who is curious.

"Because yesterday I took the Star back, but the Star won't. I begged him, but the stars couldn't. So make me even sadder, Mya." explained Sarah while wiping away her flowing tears.

"You can't wait Sarah, the stars don't like to be forced. If you were disappointed, it would be like that. So you don't blame her, because a Star like that is also from your own mistakes right.." explained Anya who does not want Sarah to blame the Star.

"Yes, I know. It just feels heavy, because you have to face this all by yourself." said Sarah who again wanted to cry, but tried to hold it.

"You can definitely get through this, Sarah." exclaimed Anya as she patted Sarah on the shoulder.

"Thank you, Anya." Sarah replied with a smile.

"Together Sarah, if so I say go home first.. It's okay to stay..? Later if there is anything, just call." Anya said as she got up from her seat and walked towards the exit.

"Yeah Anya, you be careful on the road.. Greetings to Nindy.." exclaimed Sarah.

"Okey Sarah, I'll tell you. Wassalamu'alaikum.." pamit Anya as he drove off his motorcycle and left Sarah who was still standing at the door staring at him.

"Wa'alaikumsalam.." Sarah replied, then immediately entered the house.

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Now Sarah's condition has improved, but she feels very bored and lonely being at home alone. In addition, he still feels very sad and frustrated with everything that has happened. Then Sarah decided to go, meet her friends for fun.

And arrive Sarah in a rented house, there look Sarah's friends who are sucking ****, sip drinks ***** and there are also those who use the drug *********.

"Finally come to you, Sarah. Let's sit here, there's good stuff.." exclaimed one of them.

"Where..?! Let me see here." said Sarah who immediately grabbed the small package given to her. Not wanting to wait long, Sarah immediately tried it in small quantities. For a moment, he felt his heart and mind so light as if there were no burdens.

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