Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Not Feeling Guilty

Mery who had woken up first, immediately walked towards the bathroom. When he finished, he got ready and made his clothes. Seeing the star still sleeping soundly, Mery also tried to wake him up. But Mery felt the body of the Star that felt hot, and immediately took a hot-diminishing drug in a drawer.

"You've woken up, Mer, what time is it..?" ask the stars while rubbing his eyes that feel a little swollen.

"No seven o'clock Bin yet, your body is hot. You take your medicine first, keep resting again. No need to go to work today, later let me tell the boss.." said Mery who is now sitting next to the Star, holding a medicine and a glass of water in his hand.

"I'm fine with Mer, just a little hot. I'm gonna take a shower, keep getting ready. I want to keep going to work." said Bintang while walking to the bathroom with a shaky step.

"Hard-headed son if in the box tau,mmmh.." exclaimed Mery who rose from his seat, then walked towards the exit.

Soon after, Mery returned with a package of food he had bought for breakfast. Then put it on the table, and prepared two dishes for her as well as the Stars.

"Bin's breakfast, you keep taking his medicine." cried Mery to the Stars who still tidied his hair.

"Yeah Mery.." Reply Star.

Both are now enjoying their breakfast, but suddenly the phone belonging to the star reads. He immediately picked it up, then looked at the contents of the message that turned out to be from Yumie.

"Who's Bin, is he..?" mery asked with a displeased face.

"Iyaa Mer.." the Star replied as she sighed heavily.

"Ngomg what is he..? Why is it still contacting you again." exclaimed Mery who was upset.

"Just say good morning and ask again what, Mer.." said the Star.

"That's it, Bin..? There's nothing else like that..?" ask Mery again.

"Yeah that's all, it's what else he wants to say." said Bintang.

"Udah mutusin you, now still the attention snobs. Without feeling the slightest guilt, it is better not to reply, Bin.." exclaimed Mery with annoyance.

"It's okay Mer, as long as he's still talking well." said the star who has now finished breakfast.

"But I don't like it when you're still communicating with him, because he's just as sick as you are." explains Mery as he got up from his seat.

"Yeah Mer, I'm fine." said the star who now holds his head.

"It's okay, but your heart's hurting and hurting,mmmh." Mery replied.

"Why are you, Bin..?" mery asked as she looked at the Star with a pale face and endured the pain.

"It's okay Mer, it's just my head it hurts a lot." said the star who still holds his head.

"You rest first Bin, take a nap." exclaimed Mery to the Star who now instantly lay his body on the bed.

"You sure you want to go to work today, Bin..? Do not you have to rest at the boarding house." asked Mery who saw the state of the Star is not okay.

"I want to go to work Mer, I'm fine." said the Star with a smile. Although in his heart he felt very sad because he had to accept the fact, that Yumie had cut off her relationship with him.

"Bin, Star..! I'm even dumbfounded, must be Kak Yumie's mind nih.." exclaimed Mery.

"Not really Mer,mmmh." Reply Star.

"Udah, do not keep looking at the phone." exclaimed Mery who immediately made the star turn his eyes in the other direction.

"Who also sees the cell phone continues, yes let's go. Now my headache has diminished.."

Take the now rising star from his bed, then take the hanging djaket and wear it. Because he feels cold and not feeling well, but still trying to keep looking okay.

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On the other hand, Yumie looks with a happy face is busy putting on makeup. While singing following the strains of the song he plays, indicating that his mood is very good.

"Finally, I broke up with the stars. So I can freely live my current relationship, without having to hide anymore." said Yumie with a triumphant smile.

"Honey, Mamaa went to work first.. Arya is well at home with Bik Nani, later in the afternoon we eat together with Papaa.." said Yumie to her son.

"Horeee, fun...! Arya is very fond of Maa, now can often play with Papaa continue to walk as well.." said Arya with a happy face, because lately can enjoy a lot of time with both parents.

"Yeah, if so Mamaa leave now baby." said Yumie as she kissed Arya's forehead affectionately.

Yumie leaves Arya with Nani, and drives her car to her restaurant. It did not take long, now he has arrived at a restaurant that still looks a bit lonely. After parking his car, he rushed inside and began his busy life.

During the day, during work breaks. It was Mery who was ordering food, and then Yumie greeted him as usual. With a friendly smile, he approached Mery who was sitting waiting.

But Yumie, who did not want to linger in conversation with Mery, immediately continued her work. So did Mery who had now passed away, with a look on his face and a sharp look towards Yumie.

"Nih Bin, the food." cried Mery to the Stars, while putting the food he bought on the table.

"Yeah Mer, let's eat. Mumpung again no one nih.." invite the stars while opening the package of food.

"You go first, I'm still full and not yet appetizing." said Mery tightly.

"You're why Mer, back and forth, seems upset. Like meeting an ex." said the star with a smile.

"Yes, meet your ex, she used to be..! There is no guilt at all that it has sent you away, it feels like I want the claws of his pretentious face.." cried Mery while practicing what he wants to do.

"Keep you've claws yet..?" ask Stars.

"Not Bin, it's just want, hehee.." said Mery with a small laugh.

"Maybe he's like that, because there's no feeling for me anymore, Mer.. But I was the only one who had been insensitive and realized it." said the star with a sad face.

"Yeah Bin, that seems to be it. If not, how could he be ordinary as if nothing had happened." exclaimed Mery.

"But Mer, maybe the path has to be separated." replied the Star while rubbing his face.

Now the two are silent, and continue their lunch. Although the mind of the Star was currently fixed on Yumie, the person whom He longed for and was at the same time disappointing...

Seriate...

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